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GODS

LAST WILL AND

TESTAMENT

Gods Last Will and Testament

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***MERRY CHRISTMAS***

My Dearest (2nd Wife),

I pray this finds all of your Loved ones well. I am so happy

for you that you have found a great place in your life with

GOD. As I told you in a text, GOD is working in my life as

well. It didn't start right away and I began to spiral down with

grief and alcohol after our separation. I was so torn. I knew

that I had lost my Soul Mate, but I couldn't continue the

relationship in its impenetrable state. I tried very hard for you

to believe in me again, but I knew you didn't have any respect

for me and would never get it back.

I have no regrets about you coming into my life. It was all

in the Man-U- “Script”. You had pieces to a puzzle that I would

have never discovered had it not been for you. I want to Thank

You once again for being a part of my life as painful as it was

for you. But you did complete me and my Purpose for GOD. I

will be forever grateful for the time we shared.

I received a call from Bill after I had made a complete ass

out of myself at a pretty elaborate private function. He didn't

chastise me, he confronted me like a true friend should and I

was ready to listen this time. This is when I picked up the one

thing that has cursed me for the last five years. This was my

opportunity to finally complete this and get it off my plate once

and for all.

I now know why I had been so reluctant to pick this book

project up. I thought putting the website together was hard, this

has been the most daunting task I have ever taken on. It's

unbelievable the crooks in this industry. Wow, you just can't

escape it.

I have said “I am sorry” a thousand times. My behavior was

inexcusable and I appreciate all that you did to keep the

relationship together. As I read my own words, I realize that I

couldn't have put up with me either. LOL

This is the manuscript of my book that is being released in a

few weeks. I wanted to send you a hard copy for Christmas, but

this is the best that I can do. I hope you enjoy the sneak peek.

I truly pray for you daily. I pray that your life turns out like

the dreams you once had. I am so sorry you were robbed the

gift of being a child. Life has always fallen on your shoulders.

I Will Forever Love You

Take Care,

Nate

TABLE OF CONTENTS

PREFACE vii

***THE VESSEL***

FIRST SIDE OF THE SEVEN SEALED TWO-SIDED SCROLL 1

***THE LAMB***

SECOND SIDE OF THE SEVEN SEALED TWO-SIDED

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THE QUEST TO FIND MY PURPOSE FOR GOD 19

LETTER TO: MEL GIBSON 25

LETTER TO: PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH

AND REPLY 43

LOST BOOKS OF: THE PROPHET NATHAN 47

LETTER TO: PASTOR TERRY ELLIS SPRINGHILL BAPTIST

CHURCH MOBILE, ALABAMA AND REPLY 49

LETTER TO: BILL HOLMES HOLMES MOTORS INC. 57

LETTERS TO: JERRY PILGRIM ESQ. 61

LETTER TO: WHOM IT MAY CONCERN 83

LETTER TO: JO BONNER U.S. CONGRESSMAN

DISCRIMINATION IN PUBLIC SCHOOLS 87

LETTER TO: PASTOR RICK LONG AND ELDERS CHRISTIAN

LIFE CHURCH

ORANGE BCH, ALABAMA 91

LETTER TO: FORREST AND KATHY 97

LETTER TO: WHOM IT MAY TOUCH 103

LETTER TO: MR. DAVID WALKER FORMER U.S.

COMPTROLLER 107

SECOND MANIC EPISODE THE CRAZY STUFF 113

LETTER TO: (2nd Wife) 177

MANIC TRIP TO: DALLAS, TEXAS 179

MY LAST WILL AND TESTAMENT 185

LETTER TO: THE EDITOR 189

THE FINAL CHAPTER “IT'S THE FINAL COUNTDOWN” 193

OPHIUCHUS ENDEAVOR TO PERSEVERE 237

LETTER TO: BRIAN 243

INTERESTING REFERENCES 245

AMEN 261

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PREFACE

I would like to dedicate this book to my Creator. He has

been with me every step of the way. Without His guidance, my

time here on earth would be inconsequential. Just another One

Talent consumer that produced more One Talent consumers.

I was moved to create an Earthly Entity for GOD. This is

his Last Will and Testament and one side of the Seven Sealed,

Two-Sided Scroll. GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC is where I

invested my One Talent. His Temple will rise up with the

Bricks of Mankind. Each of us are bricks that can be used for

the Glory of GOD or the “Weapons of GOD's Destruction”.

Our lives are a microcosm of time and ultimately we do

become “Dust in the Wind”. What will our Generations

LEGACY Be?

Before anyone cries out “BLASPHEMY”, “CRUCIFY

HIM” let me preface that all I do is for Christ. I am merely a

humble servant of the Lord and “A Godly Man”. I make no

visual or audio claims for my Godly encounters, it is what

GOD puts on my heart that resounds in my brain. After

countless failures and hardships, I was given signs to Endeavor

to Persevere.

I have spent years trying to find what exactly IT is, that I

am here for. Of course immediate financial requirements took

precedence and I entered into the work place (Rat Race) a

College Educated, ill equipped young man. I eagerly accepted

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knowledge that had inadvertently omitted Financial

Intelligence. It took me years of scratching in the dirt to reach

the bottom and lose everything. I guess in a way, I am very

fortunate to hit the bottom. Only at the bottom, could I see the

top. The top is CONTENTMENT. How much is enough? This

is a question you will have to search your heart for your own

set of answers and consequences.

I found my answer through books and GOD, who had only

just begun to come into my life. I can only pray to GOD to

bless me with a $1 million dollars, but I know that only gives

into temptation. I know that if IT is to be, IT is up to me. Now

came the hard part, REALLY learning to read at the age of 42. I

read countless books, most were Crap. Yet through this reinvention

period of my life, I was becoming a completely

different man. The focus of my studies were on Financial,

Spiritual and Relationships.

The Financial books enlightened me to achieve a vision of

Financial Freedom. I got my dream of a condo on the beach

and was still discontent with myself. We are all like Rats in the

Maze, looking for the next Cheese Station. - Who Moved My

Cheese

There has got to be MORE!!!

The Spiritual books were great, but based on FAITH not

FACTS. Faith can be very difficult to accept when you are

dealing with the potholes of life. I asked my GOD to Bless my

Purpose for Him for the five years of Hell I was going through.

He was maturing me in Christ and I was not ready to be His

Witness. I don't know if I am ready now, but I have my Faith

and I have GOD's WORD. I think we all grow and mature in

Christ with Time.

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I read ALL the Relationship books. I still can't figure women

out. LOL Maybe that's why I am now alone. The alone time

was a Blessing that enabled me the time to find out who I am,

my new name in Christ and my Purpose for GOD. Wow, how

many people know all that? It's a Hell of a script. I pray that

GOD touches your heart and impacts you in a way that you

have never felt before. -Amen

I never thought it could happen to me – The Jerk

 

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LEGACYWILLANDTRUST.COM

GROWING GOD BACK INTO OUR WORLD

ONE GENERATION AT A TIME

THIS WEBSITE WILL ENABLE YOU TO CREATE YOUR OWN

LIVING WILL AND TRUST FREE OF CHARGE.

AFTER A SERIES OF QUESTIONS, YOU MAY PRINT YOUR

DOCUMENT, HAVE YOUR SIGNATURE NOTARIZED AND FILE

PROPERLY.

YOU WILL BE ABLE TO DETERMINE WHO WILL MAKE LIFE

SUSTAINING DECISIONS ON YOUR BEHALF,

HANDLE YOUR FINAL AFFAIRS WITH YOUR IMMEDIATE LOVED

ONES

AND DIRECT THE REST OF YOUR WORLDLY POSSESSIONS TO ALL

OF YOUR HEIRS, COUNTRY, CHARITIES, PASSIONS AND GOD.

THE LEGACY YOU LEAVE ON THIS EARTH WILL YIELD FRUIT TO

THE BENEFACTORS OF YOUR CHOICE FOR AN ETERNITY.

YOUR ORIGINAL INVESTMENT WILL NEVER BE TOUCHED.

A PERCENTAGE OF YOUR YIELD WILL BE RE-INVESTED AND

THE REMAINDER TO BE DISBURSED AT YOUR DIRECTION.

YOUR BENEFACTORS WILL RECEIVE DIVIDEND CHECKS FROM

YOUR LIMITED LIABILITY CORPORATION THAT IS NAMED BY YOU.

THE NAME OF THIS LLC IS WHAT WILL BE PRINTED ON EVERY

LEGACY CHECK DISBURSED TO ALL OF YOUR LOVED ONES

FOR AN ETERNITY.

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BE CREATIVE AND LET THE WORLD KNOW YOUR WERE HERE

AND LEFT YOUR MARK WITH A LEGACY.

THE LEGACY THAT YOU LEAVE TO ALL FUTURE GENERATIONS

OF YOUR BLOODLINE WILL BE SUBJECT TO A GOVERNMENTAL

TAX.

I PRAY THAT OUR GOVERNMENT WILL MAKE IT MODEST AND

USE THIS NEW FOUND TAXABLE INCOME STREAM TO REBUILD

SOCIAL SECURITY.

THE LEGACY THAT YOU LEAVE TO YOUR FAVORITE CHARITIES

AND PASSIONS WILL CONTINUALLY BLESS THEM WITH A

LEGACY CHECK FROM YOUR LLC FOR AN ETERNITY.

THE LEGACY THAT YOU LEAVE WILL BE INVESTED INTO WHAT

EVER ECONOMY YOU DIRECT IT TO, SO IT WILL CREATE JOBS.

THE LEGACY THAT YOU LEAVE FOR GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC

WILL PROVIDE BASIC HEALTH CARE TO THE UNINSURED AT

NO EXPENSE TO YOUR HEIRS. FOR MORE INFO

WWW.GODSLEGACYTRUST.COM

THE LEGACY THAT YOU WILL BE A PART OF, IS A GENERATION

THAT LEFT THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE.

GOD has put onto my heart a Gift.

He wishes me to share it with Mankind.

GOD desires an Earthly Entity through which his

people can praise HIM and He can Bless

them ten fold. For all future generations

and for an Eternity.

 Your Humble Servant Nathan

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EXAMPLE OF HOW THE LEGACY WILL AND TRUST

CAN WORK IN A PERFECT WORLD WITH

ILLUSTRATIVE BENEFITS

TOTAL BENEFIT - $1 MILLION

YEAR STARTED - 1985

ANNUAL INTEREST YIELDED – 10 %

YEAR BALANCE DISBURSED TAX CHARITIES HEIRS

1986 1050000 50000 7500 5000 37500

1987 1102500 5125 8268 5512 41343

1988 1157625 57881 8682 5788 43410

1989 1215506 60775 9116 6077 45581

1990 1276281 63814 9572 6381 47860

1991 1340095 67004 10050 6700 50253

1992 1407100 70355 10553 7035 52766

1993 1477455 73872 11080 7387 55404

1994 1551327 77566 11634 7756 58174

1995 1628894 81444 12216 8144 61083

1996 1710338 85516 12827 8551 64137

1997 1795855 89792 13468 8979 67344

1998 1885648 94282 14142 9428 70711

1999 1979930 98996 14849 9899 74247

2000 2078927 103946 15591 10394 77959

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RULE OF 72’S 72/5 = 14.4 YEARS

OUR PRINCIPLE BALANCE HAS DOUBLED

YEAR BALANCE DISBURSED TAX CHARITIES HEIRS

2001 2182873 109143 16371 10914 81857

2002 2292017 114600 17190 11460 85950

2003 2406618 120330 18049 12033 90248

2004 2526949 126347 18952 12634 94760

2005 2653296 132664 19899 13266 99498

2006 2785961 139298 20894 13929 104473

2007 2925259 146262 21939 14626 109697

2008 3071522 153576 23036 15357 115182

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$2,172,598 $325,889 $217,259 $1,629,448

IF IN 1985 $1 MILLION WAS PUT INTO A LEGACY WILL

AND TRUST, THE PRINCIPLE BALANCE WOULD BE

$3,071,522.

TOTAL DISBURSEMENTS WOULD HAVE BEEN

$2,171,598.

THE GOVERNMENT WOULD HAVE COLLECTED

$325,889 BASED ON A TAX RATE OF 15 %. CHARITIES

$217,259 BASED ON 10% AND THE HEIRS WOULD HAVE

SHARED A TOTAL OF $1,629,448.

THE 2008 DISBURSEMENTS WOULD BE:

GOVERNMENT $23,036 – CHARITIES $15,357 AND

HEIRS $115,182.

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*RULES AND REGULATIONS*

FOR MEMBERS AND CHARITABLE

ORGANIZATIONS

*EACH MEMBER IS ENTITLED TO AN EQUAL

VARIABLE SHARE OF DISBURSEMENTS AT AGE 18.

*MEMBERS MUST REGISTER WITH INVESTMENT

BROKER 30 DAYS PRIOR TO EACH BIRTHDAY WITH

PROOF OF LINEAGE AND BIRTH CERTIFICATE

*ORGANIZATIONS THAT FAIL TO REGISTER

ANNUALLY WILL BE DELETED AND PROCEEDS TO GO

INTO MEMBER PROCEEDS

*NO LIENS MAY BE ATTACHED

*NO BACK PAYMENTS

*IF INVESTMENT BROKER FEES ARE EXCESSIVE OR

THE RATE OF RETURN FALLS BELOW 10 % FOR 2

YEARS IN THE LAST 5 YEARS A MAJORITY VOTE OF

MEMBERS MAY CHANGE INVESTMENT BROKERS TO

A DIFFERENT LEGITIMATE BROKER UNDER PRE-SET

GUIDELINES. TIE NO CHANGE

*MINIMUM LEGACY CHECK IS $100 AFTER FEES AND

EXPENSES, OTHERWISE ACCOUNT WILL RE-INVEST

100 % UNTIL THIS CAN OCCUR

*ONLY DIRECT BLOODLINE LINEAGE QUALIFIES, NO

EXTENDED FAMILIES

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*SPOUSE OF MEMBER DOES QUALIFY AS MY

REPLACEMENT UPON MY DEATH

*MUST REGISTER ALL BIRTHS OF YOUR BLOODLINE

WITHIN FIRST YEAR. INCOME STREAM MAY NOT BE

SOLD FOR ONE LUMP SUM. BOTH OF THESE

INFRACTIONS RISK LOSING YOUR SHARES AT A

MAJORITY VOTE. TIE NO

*FUND MUST HAVE A POSITIVE YIELD OR THERE

WILL BE NO LEGACY CHECK FOR THAT PERIOD

*IF NO HEIRS OR CHARITIES, DIRECT MY LEGACY TO

GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC YES

 

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GOD'S LEGACY TRUST LLC

"ENDEAVOR TO PERSEVERE"

LORD, HOW WILL YOUR ENTITY HEAL THE SICK?

"MOVE THAT BUS" FOR COMMUNITY HEALTH CARE CENTERS.

FIND DONORS OF BUILDINGS THAT CAN BE RENOVATED TO

ACCOMODATE A MODEST HEALTH CARE CENTER. THE DONORS

OF THIS CHARITABLE GIFT WILL HAVE A PLAQUE RECOGNIZING

THEIR LEGACY TO THEIR COMMUNITY AND GOD.

THESE CENTERS WILL BE DESIGNED FOR GENERAL

PRACTITIONERS. THE COMMUNITY WILL RENOVATE THESE

BUILDINGS AND A STAFF WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE NEEDS

AND ACCOMODATIONS. THE STAFF PAYROLL AND INSURANCE

WILL BE PAID BY GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC VIA A DIVIDEND

CHECK INTO THE LLC CREATED BY THE CENTER/DONOR. ALL

VARIABLE EXPENSES TO BE PAID BY VOLUNTEER CO-PAYS

AND CHARITABLE GIFTS TO THE CENTERS.

THESE CENTERS WILL HAVE AN ARBITRATION AGREEMENT

SIGNED BY ALL THAT WISH TO USE THE CENTER. THEY WILL

AGREE TO A $250,000 CAP ON LITIGATION PAYOUTS. THE PLANTIFF

IS RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL OF THEIR OWN LEGAL EXPENSES IF

THEIR SUIT DOES NOT WIN BEFORE AN ARBITRATOR.

THE ONLY EFFECT THAT THESE CENTERS WILL HAVE ON

SOMEONE THAT PRESENTLY MAINTAINS THEIR OWN HEALTH

INSURANCE IS SHORTER WAITS, LESS TAXES AND THE

GRATIFICATION THAT THE UNINSURED IS RECEIVING HEALTH

CARE. NO ONE NEED EVER HURT AGAIN AND BE HELPLESS.

GOD LOVES AND HEALS HIS PEOPLE.

THE FINANCIAL RECORDS OF GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC

AND EACH LLC THAT RECEIVES DIVIDENDS, WILL BE

ACCESSIBLE THROUGH PUBLIC RECORDS. THE FINANCIAL

PLANNER FOR GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC AND THE LLC'S

THEMSELVES WILL POST THEM TO THE WEB.

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EVERYONE THAT RECEIVES A DIVIDEND CHECK FROM

GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC, QUALIFIES AS A MEMBER AND IS

ENTITLED TO ONE VOTE. AT THE TIME OF MY DEATH,

CONTROL OF GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC BECOMES THE

RESPONSIBILITY OF ALL MEMBERS TO ENSURE THE SURVIVAL

OF GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC.

YOU MIGHT ASK YOURSELF, WHAT AM I GETTING OUT OF

THIS?

FIRST: I AM FULFILLING MY PURPOSE FOR GOD. THAT

WOULD BE A GRATIFICATION THAT COULD NOT BE

ARTICULATED ONLY EXPERIENCED.

SECOND: I AM LOOKING OUT FOR THE FUTURE OF MY

HEIRS, COUNTRY AND MANKIND.

THIRD: REVENUE FROM THE CONCESSION STAND WILL BE

DIVIDED ACCORDINGLY:

"GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC" 90% ,

"FROM THE ESTATE OF NATHAN J. ISBELL - ENDEAVOR TO

PERSEVERE" 10%.

YEAH, YOU GUESSED IT. I HAVE A BOOK AND SOME COOL

T-SHIRT IDEAS. LOL

I PRAY TO YOU FATHER THAT MY VISION FOR YOU, BY YOU

WILL SATISFY YOUR DESIRE FOR AN EARTHLY ENTITY TO

HEAL YOUR PEOPLE. NOT A HOUSE MADE OF CEDAR, BUT AN

ENTITY AND IDENTITY THAT ALL YOUR CHILDREN WILL

REJOICE IN YOUR NAME AND COME TO KNOW THE ONLY WAY

TO THE FATHER IS THROUGH HIS SON JESUS CHRIST. THE

ONLY MANGOD TO EVER GRACE OUR HUMBLE EXISTENCE BY

GIVING HIS OWN LIFE FOR THE SINS OF MANKIND.

THANK YOU FATHER FOR ALL OF YOUR WONDERFUL

GIFTS THAT WE MAY HAVE LOST SIGHT OF AND TAKEN FOR

GRANTED. LET THIS GIFT OF YOURS TO US, BE AN

AWAKENING THAT JESUS LIVES IN US ALL.

AMEN - YOUR HUMBLE SERVANT NATHAN

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GODS HEALTHCARE CENTER RULES

1. BE PATIENT TO BE A PATIENT

2. BE RESPECTFUL TO THE PHYSICIAN, NURSE, STAFF AND

GOD, THIS IS HIS HOUSE. WE RESERVE THE RIGHT TO

REFUSE SERVICE. DON'T SHOW YOUR ASS.

3. FAST LEARN RULE # 1 AND RULE #2. LOL -THE KARATE KID

4. PAY WHAT YOU CAN FOR SERVICES RENDERED. GODS

HEALTH CENTERS SURVIVE ON GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC,

VOLUNTEER CO-PAYS AND CHARITABLE GIFTS.

5. DON'T ASK WHAT GODS LEGACY TRUST CAN DO FOR YOU,

BUT WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR GOD.

6. ALL PATIENTS MUST SIGN AN ARBITRATION AGREEMENT.

7. ALL PATIENTS MUST SIGN A COMPLETE UNDERSTANDING

OF WHAT ARBITRATION IS STATEMENT.

8. PATIENTS AGREE IF LITIGATION IS UNAVOIDABLE AND

THEIR CASE GOES BEFORE AN ARBITRATOR AND WIN, THE

CAP PAYOUT IS $250,000.00 OF WHICH YOUR ATTORNEY

WILL GET A LARGE PORTION OF.

9. PATIENTS AGREE IF LITIGATION IS UNAVOIDABLE AND YOU

LOSE YOUR CASE BEFORE AN ARBITRATOR, THAT FIRST

YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL OF YOUR OWN LEGAL

EXPENSES AND UNDERSTAND THAT YOU WILL BE SUED

FOR FILING A FRIVOLOUS LAWSUIT. NOW, HOW STRONGLY

DO YOU FEEL ABOUT YOUR CASE. 'CAUSE I'M TRYING TO

KEEP MY INSURANCE DOWN TO A POINT THAT ONE DAY

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GODS LEGACY TRUST HEALTH CARE CENTERS WILL BE

SELF INSURED.

10. RESPECT THE FACT THAT EVERYONE HERE IS HURTING

AND WAIT YOUR TURN BY SENSE OF URGENCY AND

ORDER.

11. DO YOUR PART TO SHARE GODS BLESSINGS WITH OTHER

COMMUNITIES.

12. PRAY THAT GOD LOVES YOU SO MUCH, HE GIVES YOU

THE GIFT OF HEALTH. LOVE YOUR GOD AS HE LOVES YOU,

KNOW THAT HE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU. HE KNOWS

YOUR STRUGGLES. REACH OUT TO JESUS CHRIST OUR

LORD AND SAVIOR AND HE WILL HEAR YOUR PRAYERS.

GOD HEALS HIS CHILDREN.

AMEN - YOUR HUMBLE SERVANT NATHAN

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GRACIOUS DONORS OF TIME

PLEASE SEND RESUME AND POSITION YOU ARE CALLED

TO DO. THE LORD KNOWS YOU HAVE REQUIREMENTS AND HE

WILL PROVIDE.

POSITION

FINANCIAL REQUIREMENT

PREFERRED LOCATION

MOBILITY

PERSONALLY TESTIMONY AS TO WHY YOU WANT TO

WORK FOR THE LORD.

LORD, I DON'T THINK THAT THERE IS A GREATER GIFT

THAN THE GIFT OF TIME. TIME IS PRECIOUS TO ALL OF US.

TIME SPENT FOR THE BETTERMENT OF OTHERS IS A DIRECT

HOT-LINE TO THE GOD ALMIGHTY HIMSELF. COME WORK FOR

THE LORD BECAUSE YOUR HEART IS LIFTED EVERYTIME YOU

MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN SOMEONE ELSES LIFE. THIS

GRATIFICATION CAN NOT BE ARTICULATED ONLY

EXPERIENCED. THE WAY I FEEL YOUR LOVING PRESENCE

FATHER. I WELCOME ALL THAT WOULD SERVE THE LORD. LET

IT BE A PRIVILEGE TO SERVE HIS/YOUR PEOPLE.

AMEN - YOUR HUMBLE SERVANT NATHAN

P.S. HURRICANES, TYPHONES, EARTHQUAKES AND

FOREST FIRES, OH MY. YOU KNOW THAT FEELING OF HELPING

SOMEONE THAT HAS GONE THROUGH ANY OF THE

AFOREMENTIONED. IT IS A FEELING THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE

EVERYDAY, EVEN WHEN YOU DON'T HEAR ANY APPRECIATION

FROM THE HURTING. JESUS HAD A THANKLESS JOB. GET

YOUR GOD ON AND THAT WILL BE ALL YOU WILL EVER NEED.

HIS LOVE LASTS FOR AN ETERNITY AND YOU WERE/ARE A

PART OF IT.

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GRACIOUS CASH DONORS

GOD CALLS ON ALL THAT WOULD BE COMPELLED TO

RAISE CHARITABLE DONATIONS.

GOD SAYS TITHE TO THE LIVING:

*FAMILY

*CHURCH

*COMMUNITY

*PASSIONS

IN LIFE AND IN DEATH.

GODS ASKS YOU TO REMEMBER HIS LEGACY TO YOU AND

LOVE HIM AND HIS PEOPLE AT YOUR DEATH BY LEAVING A

LEGACY TO YOUR HEIRS, COUNTRY, CHARITIES, PASSIONS

AND HIM.

REMINDER - 90% OF THE PROFITS FROM THE

CONCESSION STAND WILL GO TO GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC.

LORD, PLEASE LET EVERYONE UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS

WITH YOU THAT WE RECEIVE OUR BLESSINGS. YOU PUT THE

SEED IN US. WE PLANT THE SEED AT OUR DEATH, BY

INVESTING IN OURSELVES AND GOD. WE ALL HARVEST THE

FRUITS OF OUR LIFE LONG LABOR FOR AN ETERNITY.

AMEN - YOUR HUMBLE SERVANT NATHAN

P.S.

THANK YOU

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GRACIOUS DONORS OF REAL ESTATE

PLEASE SEND INFO ON YOUR REAL ESTATE THAT YOU

WOULD LIKE TO LEAVE AS A LEGACY TO YOUR FAMILY,

COMMUNITY AND GOD.

PICTURE

ADDRESS

DETAILS OF PROPERTY:

SQ FT

CONSTRUCTION

OTHER.......

PERSONAL TESTIMONY AS TO WHY YOU THINK YOUR

PROPERTY WOULD BE A BETTERMENT FOR YOUR

NEIGHBORS AND GOD.

THE NAME THAT YOU WISH TO LEAVE FOR YOUR

GRACIOUS GIFT TO MANKIND, SO THAT ALL FUTURE

GENERATIONS CAN APPRECIATE YOUR GENEROSITY.

GODS LEGACY TRUST / ________________________LLC.

LORD, PLEASE GIVE LAGNIAPPE (A LITTLE EXTRA) TO THE

ONES THAT MAKE YOUR PLAN FOR THEIR OWN LIVES,

BETTER FOR THEIR FELLOW MAN. I WOULD HAVE TO SAY

THAT THEY HAVE FULFILLED THEIR OWN PURPOSE FOR YOU,

FATHER. LET THE HEARTS OF YOUR PEOPLE BE FILLED WITH

THE JOY THAT COMES FROM GIVING, FOR THE BETTERMENT

OF THEIR NEIGHBOR. LORD, I UNDERSTAND THAT

MAINTENANCE WILL BE NEEDED FOR YOUR CENTERS. SHALL

I HAVE THE CENTERS POST WHAT THEY NEED ON A MARQUIS

AND SEE IF GODS PEOPLE WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN?

AMEN- YOUR HUMBLE SERVANT NATHAN

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P.S.

A VERY SPECIAL THANK YOU FROM ME AND YOUR

COMMUNITY. WE ALL APPRECIATE YOUR LOVING GODLY

HEART.

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GRACIOUS CORPORATE SPONSORS

YOU ARE THE LIFE BLOOD TO GODS GIFT. GODS HEALTH

CARE CENTERS WILL NEED TO BE RENOVATED TO

ACCOMODATE THE NEEDS OF GODS PEOPLE. CHARITABLE

DONATIONS MADE TO GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC CAN COME

IN THE WAY OF CASH, TIME, SUPPLIES OR PRAYER.

LORD, PLEASE LET THE BUSINESSES THAT PROVIDE

BETTERMENT TO EVERYONES LIFE, BE BLESSED AS GODS

LEGACY TRUST LLC SOWS ITS SEED INTO EACH AND

EVERYONE OF THEM. BLESS US WITH A GREAT HARVEST SO

THAT GODS PEOPLE, CAN HELP GODS PEOPLE.

AMEN - YOUR HUMBLE SERVANT NATHAN

P.S.

AS A FORMER STRUGGLING BUSINESS OWNER, I EMPATHIZE

WITH YOU. DO WHAT YOU CAN FOR YOUR COMMUNITY,

NEIGHBOR AND GOD.

THE QUEST TO FIND

MY PURPOSE FOR

GOD

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First Idea

Monday before Hurricane Ivan hit the Gulf Coast

U-FIX-IT-SHOP

Goal – get started quick before competition has time to react.

Set up our monopoly before this idea hits the market. I believe

we will see a lot of me too's, but we will have already secured

the best locations. We need to look into a way of securing this

idea or be in a position to sell franchises.

Idea – you fix it shop with Hydraulic lifts. Coin operated of

course, we don't want any labor except have too's. The same

concept as a car wash, only at a much higher rate per hour. I

don't know how advanced technology has gotten. I don't know

all the particulars as of yet, but I believe someone can help us. I

think maybe if we could get the machine to take cash or credit

card and be able to get a signature or a disclosure that you are

on your own.( AS-IS so the speak).

Accessory income – I like this best of all. We get vending

machines and sell tools like the cheap Korean packages you get

from Sam's Wholesale Club, but we kill them on price. I

thought about parts, but you would have to have a reasonably

paid person to manage that and I don't want to have any contact

with my patrons. I don't want any headaches. The only

employee I would have, is a cheap Barney Fife that will make

my daily deposit and shut the place down. I think technology

should allow me to match receipts to deposits and only alert me

when there is a problem.

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Property – these lube places are all over. They are a turn key

operation after machines are installed. We can survey all the

hottest spots and decide how large or small you want to go. We

will have all properties submit bids as if we are only interested

in one. Then we'll find out what their low is, negotiate down

from there and buy all of the ones that are reasonably priced.

We keep the good producers and sell off the poor ones.

Problems – customer liability. I don't have a clue, let's hire

someone that does. Theft, either Barney is dead or he stole the

money. Either way, we are only out one days work. I thought

about closing at certain hours, but who the hell am I to tell them

when they can work on their own car, on the clock and with

tools we sold them. The night shift may require Andy instead of

Barney. This problem is a plus. If they strand the car there, we

tow it to our salvage yard where we charge the customer a tow

and storage fee and we file for a mechanics lien immediately.

Time – we will figure out ways to maximize the facility as time

goes by. I assure you I have a few more ideas.

Proposal – 50/50. I have no money. I have great credit. I have

lots of ideas. I will find these properties and get them started. If

you want to be hands on or off, I don't care. You may be telling

yourself this is a great idea and I'll do it for myself for 100%,

but I will not include you in the next idea. I also am making

you aware unless we can pin this up for just us, I will also

present this to other investors.

Personal – other investors may be alternatives for both of us,

but I want to do this with you. Because we talked about

TRUST.

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Close-- I bring to you an income producing property with very

little expense and maintenance. I also don't mind the fact that

the property is potentially appreciating.

Miscellaneous ideas – coin-operated climate controlled

devices – heat – air-conditioning – secured vending – snacks,

drinks, ice cream, oil and other fluids commonly used –

combination hands-free and hands on car wash – I don't mind

squatters as long as they have the right attitude and do not try to

reserve racks for their own customers – leasing is okay, but I

would like to negotiate a purchase up front and possibly do a

rent to own, with like a seven-year balloon owner financing –

after all, our goal is to hold on to this income producing

property until the demand is so great for the property, we must

sell and take the profit. – www.my-tronic.de Is a website a

friend told me would accomplish the money collecting

machines. – forget Barney, how about video surveillance?

Automatic rental paint booths – vending paint, tape, sandpaper

etc. -- No loitering no exceptions. If you don't have money in

the meter, you are not welcome – automated tire machine –

alignment machine – put payment machine in a position where

it can be fed in or out of the working stall, so when the doors

come down and if you are still in, you have to pay to get out –

after creation of our model auto hobby shop, we will sell

franchises and put the model on the web to market and sell a

whole turn key business constructed on your lot. Market

retirees, don't just die, leave your heirs an income stream and a

LEGACY. Have a Will package to sell where the retiree can

decide to give complete control to the heir or make it forever be

an income stream.

Retirees – allow this retiree to decide what LEGACY they can

afford and what they feel is in the best interest of their heirs.

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Have a clause if the property values become worth more than

the income stream, then everyone in the bloodline over 18

years of age gets an equal vote of what to do with the IPA. Tie

– No change.

More income property ideas – we need more ideas besides

this one, to max out every opportunity for even the poorest to

leave a LEGACY. The retiree can choose a location or leave the

decision to the heirs or to the TRUST. If the family is known to

disagree, maybe choose yourself or a TRUST.

LEGACY – I am selling LEGACY here, to everyone who

wants to be remembered. We will have to give seminars at

retirement homes and we can have salespeople do that. We can

offer people rich or poor, a chance to leave a LEGACY without

having a clue how to do it. Think about how many inheritances

that are squandered. I will not let this idea down. This will be

my LEGACY to mankind. Thank you Lord. We can buy

existing businesses at fair market value. Leaving existing

management and give the heirs the right to fire, only if

production is not met. The heirs can run the business if they

want to, but they are expected to meet the same expectations

and can draw a reasonable salary. Stay out of court clause. If

this deal does not make the heirs happy, then they can go

against the retiree's wishes and with a majority bloodline vote,

cash in.

I started to say screw all the partners, but I thought about

what Jesus would do with this gift I've been given. SHARE.

The idea – sell a document to retirees that allows the

inheritance to be used for what and how the retiree would like

to invest in. If the dollar investment is too small for real estate,

we will invest it into mutual funds. All the heirs can move

around funds with a bloodline vote. Again if contested, a

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bloodline vote could result in cashing out losers. This is a hell

of a gift to be given, to only turn your nose at it and want to

squander your forefathers life's work.

LETTER TO:

MEL GIBSON

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Dear Fellow Messenger,

I had to debate with myself before writing that, but I felt

like if you knew where this was coming from, you would

understand. I'm tired, broke to my standards and don't see any

way out. I just let the people I love the most, down. In many

ways, it is what brought me here to this hotel to write to you.

After I let my loving parents down, I made it even worse by

avoiding contact with them, like they were Bill Collectors.

How sad. My guilt had overtaken my understanding of why I

am truly here. Honor thy Mother and Father kept ringing

through my head. All the years dealing with turmoil amongst

my own family. I couldn't understand why we couldn't get

along. I'll borrow that one from Rodney. We have been trapped

following the wrong course. I couldn't see any other course, but

I started to realize that it didn't matter how hard I worked, the

situation was never getting better.

My dad kept over and over and over, do you have a

BACKUP PLAN??? which made me want to avoid the call

even more. I don't blame him. He was freaking out that all he

had saved for on a meager source of wages was being blown by

me, thinking I'm on the right course. My dad made the right

decision, he cut me loose. A good friend of mine was on my

mind driving back after a grueling week of being in the rat race

and missing my children grow up. I called Brian because the

last time I had talked to him, he sounded upbeat. I had decided

for a career change and thought he may have some ideas. He

gave me a book called Rich Dad Poor Dad and it hit me like a

ton of lead. Friday, September 10, 2004 I was given a gift. This

book was about me. I have two mentors that I dearly love. This

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is delicate and not meant to offend anyone. The gift I had been

given, showed me that both of my mentors were right and

wrong. I then was shown the right course, it has never been

clearer. Friday night I tasted the book, but we had just come

back from the football game with my son and five friends, my

daughter and her friend. But I was still determined to taste this

knowledge some more. After all, I have never let anyone with

any degree of TRUST down. Until now and the person that I

didn't want to let down the most, I did. I thought of all kinds of

schemes on how I could get over on the credit companies, but

that just went against my grain. I like being honorable and I

like honorable people, but my naivety about other people

pretending to be honorable got over on me. You can't tell what

is in their soul, to take advantage of my heart. I try again and

again to mentor people myself. I realized after I had been taken

advantage of, that there are people that will set out to

deliberately take advantage. I'm going to let this person in my

life off the hook. Because we were both caught up in the rat

race. Back to business. I started exploring my mind to find that

backup plan my dad talked about. This new gift had been the

catalyst. Before I could even get through the half way point, I

got my sprinkle.

You see this was Sunday night after attending early service

where Terry Ellis was preaching about guilt. And Man, do I

have got the Lion's share. That morning I was there by myself

and Jim Dillon asked to sit next to me. No one had ever asked

to sit with me before. I have been going to church regularly,

mostly by myself and it's as if there is something wrong with

me. I admit that I did not get in line with the dress code. I don't

know why, but I wanted to stand out. My seat was always

available. I felt like the spotlight was on me. Being someone of

many insecurities, this was a bold move. My wife fought me

tooth and nail. She even used my dress as an excuse not to go to

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church with me. Just got a call from one of my mentors. By the

time I was able to drive from Mobile to Atlanta, he was to shoot

down my first good, get out of the rat race scheme. You see I

have always had ideas. A lot like Michael Keaton in the movie

Night Shift. A lot of my ideas have been just as crazy as “feed

the tuna fish mayonnaise”. I guess my track record of ideas and

my stupid drinking escapades had blinded my entire family. The

last to be blinded was my dad, who believed in me and I let him

down. Because I did not know how to make money work for me.

I had all my stupid ideas shot down so many times, all that was

left for me was a job. I am the prodigal child. After all the ideas I

had created failed, my family was not willing to believe in me

any longer. But I was allowed to clear my debt with my dad and

get a job, so I could be just like everyone else. $aving to wealth.

My dad did it, I saw the struggle it took to acquire the wealth. I

also saw my other mentor with plenty of material things and I

was tempted by that, turning my back on the true way of

achieving wealth like my dad had done. My dad could be

wealthy if he would have not been afraid to fail. I have a strong

sense of guilt on this topic. I was taught this negative

reinforcement as a child. Even with all of my drinking

shenanigans, I still possess a core sense of moral values. I guess

that they were passed to me by my parents without me even

knowing it. What a great gift. I try hard not to show my emotion,

because that is what I have been taught. If you let them see

weakness, they will surely strike you down. But things touch my

heart, I cry and I am embarrassed. But when in fact it is this

empathy that I have, that makes me want to help people. I didn't

always have this trait. I was drinking and living for today. This is

probably the reason I love my wife so much, the balance sheet of

faults weighed heavily against me. But the balance of assets

weighs heavy for me as well and I wanted nothing in return, but

to see my family happy.

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One Sunday a short time ago, Terry preached about Jesus

giving three men talents, one man received 10, one man

received five and one man received one or two. Jesus told them

go make something with your lives that will glorify Me, You

and Your Fellowman. Take these talents and return the amount

that belongs to GOD. Jesus does a progress report. The man

that got 10 talents turned it into 20, the man that got 5 turned it

into 10 and the man that got one or two, buried it in the sand

and quickly returned it to Jesus with a big grin thinking he had

done the right thing. Jesus does not make mistakes, but a little

more input on how to make money would have helped.

Especially the ignorant that can't do it for themselves. But the

point was, make money in this beautiful creation I have

provided for you, give me my share and have empathy for your

fellow man along the way. Jesus was angry with the one that

did not invest and I bet this man felt even more guilt ridden

than I for failing my Father. Terry illustrates this as a lesson on

tithing. I have a different view.

Maybe about a month ago, GOD chose to have confusion in

my Sunday school class. We were left without a teacher. By the

grace of GOD, Terry was recruited to teach. I can't exactly

remember what Scripture he wanted to talk about, but when he

started by not apologizing for having material things, but

justifying it. I don't think he has any guilt about the church

providing him a nice lifestyle. It's the always thinking that a

man of GOD should be poor, thus enabling him to connect with

more people philosophy . That's bull. This man works hard for

his money to spread the word that there is hope. For a lot of

people all there is is hope. It is a powerful tool. Some people

allow it to be all they do. They expect GOD to do it for them.

No one has shown me a way I can take my one or two talents

and create a LEGACY or Heirloom or an Income Producing

Asset. Therefore I have become a bad disciple for GOD. The

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talent of teaching people how to be good disciples is not taught

in schools. It is a gift from a mentor. Unfortunately not all

mentors are passing along the right message. There are many

reasons that not everyone can achieve wealth. That is why I feel

GOD's word is here. He knows that not everyone is going to get

it. The rat race begins. Some people don't get it because of

ignorance. The ones that do get it, get wealthy and some have

tried to give back by writing How-To books. But they fall on

deaf ears because most people have mentors that will not let

them take the risk and insist they bury their talents in the sand.

Terry interpreted the Scripture as a lesson of stewardship, I did

too, but I also saw it as GOD's grace and approval that you

prosper. Now that you got it, what are you going to do with it.

The first good idea I had to bring me out of the rat race is

inconsequential. It was a capitalistic idea and I expanded upon

it until I added so many income producing assets, that I ran out

of room on the property. I get now how people make money

work for them. As I was gleaming about how I was personally

going to get out of the rat race. All I could think of was who I

could share this news with. My favorite pupil, my yes-man for

all of my crazy ideas. No one wanted to listen to all my ideas,

so I had Ralph listen to me while he was on the clock. We

shared all kinds of brainstorms and I was trying to mentor,

when I myself didn't have a clue. Dad mentored Ralph and I

mentored Ralph. Ralph is a convicted felon (selling drugs) that

paid his debt to society through jail time and became a honest

hard-working citizen. This system works if there is Hope after

corrective discipline. Typically he had a hard time finding

work. He busted away from all the crabs ( a bucket of crabs is

an analogy about how you can almost get out of the bucket and

a crab drags you back down). It's not society keeping you

down, you got a case of the crabs (Family – Friends –

Government - Mentors). Ralph now owns two homes. He

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rented one out under a Government Section 8 program and is

guaranteed to receive the rent and since he bought the house

next door, he can monitor the rental. We are working on

refinancing the house he lives in and combine both mortgages

into one. The rental income just about covers the total new

mortgage, so Ralph almost lives rent free. Not bad for a guy a

few years ago was selling drugs.

What I am trying to tell you is that on my mission to help

myself, I couldn't help but to think of others. I'm sure this is

not an original thought. Still working my capitalistic mind I

started to think about the LEGACY and Birthrights. My next

idea was to market my product, an Income Producing Asset. We

will sell the idea to older people to use their life insurance to

purchase an IPA and a LEGACY will be born, instead of a

inevitably squandered lump sum of money. I don't know if this

will be taxed or not. In most cases when the poor are given

more than they feel they deserve, they spend it as fast as they

can get their hands on it. They do not understand how to handle

money and quickly get back to their state of financial comfort

zone. Whatever that zone may be.

But what if instead of cash, the heirs were given a

LEGACY. An Income Producing Asset. The LEGACY policy

would be the same as a life insurance policy, only the heirs

could not touch, nor could they squander the principal balance.

The LEGACY policy buyer can decide how to split up their

inheritance, not with cash, but with IPA's. Let's say my policy is

for $1 million, I may elect to have the family receive $200,000

immediately and that leaves me $800,000 to decide how I want

to invest that will reap my heirs the best dividends. The policy

buyer may decide that leaving the investment decisions up to

the heirs would cause undo turmoil and he may elect to hire the

services of a professional financial planner. If the professional

can yield 12% and pay the family 6% in income and the asset

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grows by 6%, the LEGACY checks become larger as time

passes to accommodate future generations. The rule of 72's

kicks in and a LEGACY is born.

The policy buyer may elect to put the other $400,000 into

real estate, again allowing the heirs to participate in the

decision of which assets are purchased, only if the policy buyer

feels that they are financially competent or not. If not, a

management company would purchase it for the policy buyer.

If the LEGACY policy is for a mere $35,000 it will take longer,

but it could possibly become financial freedom for the heirs or

at least an income stream for their bloodline. This is a true

Birthright LEGACY. This is a gift given to the heirs by their

blood in hopes they may have a better life than their own.

This is when GOD came down on me like an anvil. While I

was trying to figure out how to fix my problem. I wanted

everyone to join in. First for the money – GOD says it's okay to

make money, no guilt. Then I realized by trying to add more to my

idea, GOD has shown me how even the poorest of the poor may

be able to achieve at least a modest sum of passive income. I'm

not an accountant, but I would think this would alleviate some

undue stress on the Social Security system, putting money back

into a capitalistic society and everybody is happy. In fact, I think

the government ought to buy a policy for everyone in the country.

I would like to see how this really cycles out. If you think I'm in it

for the money, you're right. If you think I'm in it to help my fellow

man, you are right again. But if you Mel Gibson, as a messenger

of GOD yourself, can reach Christian and non-Christians alike.

People might not be as afraid of dying if they know their work in

this world is done. They can meet our GOD knowing, I left a

LEGACY and I made sure it's forever. It won't be a $35,000

casino night memory for my heirs.

But the prodigal son would now be able to free myself from

the guilt of failure and knowledge of success. And start living

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life the way the Lord intended us to live it. Stress-free, enjoy

every phase of all life cycles and watch them flourish. I want

you to help me share this vision. Help us to go to the next

promised land of contentment. As the prodigal child, I would

like to give back also. I have many more ideas in parables.

GOD is making me think like he did in parables. I would like to

share these with you and the world. I only got these ideas this

weekend, so call me when I can finish what Paul Harvey would

say, the rest of the story.

I'm sorry I just can't stop thinking about all I want to tell

you. But I believe I'm being directed by GOD to help mankind.

Not just my immediate family. Sure I plan to pass along a huge

heirloom and LEGACY to my family. I think I've just found my

LEGACY. I'm the messenger to change the thought pattern of

society to buy LEGACY insurance, not life insurance. These

are all going to be just my thoughts from now on. I would like

to end this letter, but I can't. I think you should know my goal

by now, so excuse my rambling ideas from here on out.

I have no idea why GOD chose me to wear my hot pink

shirt to church, I do not know why he wanted me to stand out. I

have my own personal reasons to what drove me to the church.

But I will say it was two or three years before I hit bottom. It's

amazing why it took me so long to realize I was on the wrong

path, after now seeing the right one. Don't get me wrong, I'm

still broke today. But the blessings you and I could share with

the knowledge of a LEGACY policy are endless and that in and

of itself is all the wealth that I need. I think I stand a pretty

good chance on Judgment Day. I'm a sinner, I am forgiven and

unloved even by the crabs in the bucket that have no idea they

are crabs. These are the crabs that pinch the hardest, your

family.

My son begged me not to go out of town, so I tried

something different in my Dead end career job and I stayed

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home that week. By Wednesday night I realized if I didn't get

out of town, I wouldn't get a paycheck that week. I could not

afford to go just one whole week and learn how to be involved

in my families life, because the bill collectors were breathing

down my neck.

My daughter is 14, she is 5'10” a blonde knockout. She's

smart, athletic why wouldn't the rest of the girls hate her. She

suffers from low self-esteem and these crabs pinch pretty hard

too. I'm trying to teach her, but I'm afraid I've been away from

her too long and we can't reconnect. I think. I have one more

idea. In the book that Brian gave me Rich Dad Poor Dad, the

author has designed a game that allows anyone to get a grasp of

how the financial world works. I hope by it being a game such

as real life, it might attract her attention so that I can mentor to

her. This is what every child needs and craves, to be loved and

mentored in the ways of life and how our Father wants us to

live it. They don't teach that in school and by the time most

graduate, commencement for the most part is a celebration of

jumping into the rat race. If you do climb out of the bucket, but

most don't, be cognoscente of your purpose for GOD.

Be fruitful, multiply and nurture your children. Teach them

ways to avoid stress, teach them ways to understand GOD. I

don't believe in force feeding GOD, I believe in setting an

example. If my children are mentored correctly, I think I have a

good chance they will find GOD on their own. I don't want

them to go the prodigal son route unless GOD has something

else planned for them that I cannot see.

I went to a football thing at my son's school, it was new so

that's why I call it a thing. I was presented this golden

opportunity to hear coach Curtis and the Seniors speak. Bring a

ball and let the players autograph your son's Ball. Coach Curtis

said he didn't want to push the younger kids like my son into

playing, because he was afraid it would cause them to get

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burned out on it. He said given the opportunity to be exposed to

it was enough. If your child has any interest in it, he will find it,

develop it and enjoy it on his own terms. I believe that is how

you let children find GOD. I think if my children or anyone's

children come to know GOD, it will be because I planted the

seed, but it was their idea.

They are hooked. The more we can get people hooked on

GOD, the better the world will be. But what about the money?

How can I be happy, I don't have any money? I made a

commitment to go to this football function the week and I had

the revelation to make my job work right there at home. The

next week was upon us before I knew it. I was preparing to go

out of town to get my meager wages to pay bills and the

government. After staying in town a week, I sure needed a

paycheck. So I left with high hopes of accomplishing my

financial task early and being able to go home and take my

beautiful son to an event to enjoy.

I had a terrible week and I was afraid I was going to have to

cancel on my son once again. GOD once again intervened in

my life. I had purchased a car for a client and either from my

own lack of responsibility or bad communication, it didn't

matter the blame was to be put on me, after all I am a

messenger. So instead of canceling on my son, I could kill two

birds with one stone. I could make myself out to be a hero to

both my client and my son. I planned my attack to maximize

my earning potential for that week. I set up my job the next day

so my friend could buy for me. I toiled with the idea of asking

my friend Gene or my new buyer Gordon. I decided to ask my

friend what I should do with the commissions with my new

buyer or with one of my closest friends. The closest of friends

told me to choose him, I will do it for you because you are my

friend. This man would lay down his life for mine. I have no

question. I've never been to war and don't want to go, but if I

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have to protect the very world I and my future generation want

to enjoy, I would go to the ends of the earth.

Only if they are right with GOD about this decision would

they want to do this, but everyone has a different thought

process. I just hope I was around long enough on the weekends

for my moral fiber to rub off on them. GOD > Country > Self,

TRUST in GOD, help your fellow countrymen and you don't

have to worry about the self. Sorry with rambling again. The

football thing I ended up killing myself to get to, I showed up

disgruntled that I had to be there and I worked so hard to do it. I

forgot to get out of the rat race long enough to enjoy one of

GOD's many gifts, children. I missed out on what could have

been a great Kodak moment because my guilt of not being able

to produce enough money, robbed me of that memory. How can

I learn from that mistake? I asked myself, can I try not to make

it happened again? You will only have so many opportunities.

Not everyone will be able to hear this message, but maybe

with your help we can touch each and every one of them with a

LEGACY of their own to pass down to all future generations

of their bloodline. I think GOD is using me to get to you, so we

can show everyone another direction. That direction is to never

miss another moment with your kids, even if you are physically

there. If money is what's keeping us from enjoying life. GOD

says to me ( NOT LITERALLY) share your knowledge with all

and the ones that can hear, let them prosper. The ones that can't

hear, we all must pitch in and educate them or we will just have

to end up doing it for them anyway.

Government LEGACY policy. The Lord said the poor and

ignorant will always be among us. So if we can't teach them to

fish, we must provide an endless fish basket. But let's pull as

many of the crabs out of the bucket as we can. In Sunday

school, a great tenacious man and his supportive wife gave the

lesson. I don't exactly remember what he was talking about, but

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I do know he kept saying, “I can't wait to see Jesus”. This is

very profound to me. My mind wandered off the discussion

now and I was wondering what his life must be like. Gene

Hawkins? I had just started these booster shots of GOD three

years ago. Gene was in the rat race and was handicapped while

out trying to provide for his family. While I am new to GOD, I

felt guilt that this man must know GOD. He must have a

personal relationship that none of us could even fathom. I know

he can't wait to see Jesus. I admire the fact that he has the

tenacity to play the hand he was dealt and find peace that he

has a gift to spread the word to other people. I think he is a

messenger. I think like all of us would hope to be, his selfesteem

is challenged and he is risen to the challenge. Never

mind all the times I have been knocked down, only to get back

up and try again. No one could ever imagine the will power it

must take to meet the challenges of everyday life for this man.

Yet he does it, I pray for him to continue his plight that GOD

himself has put this man on.

Everyone we know and don't know, has their own issues. I

remember bringing up my financial woes to my locksmith I've

used for years. He says you think you got problems, let me tell

you about mine. He one upped me that day, because it hurt my

heart. Not that his wife had cancer, but the fact that I could not

get past my own self-pity to offer a little more empathy at the

opportune time. That man needed a hug, but I couldn't get out

of the rat race long enough to realize that. I'm sorry, I will pray

for him and his beautiful wife.

When I get the nerve to do something with this letter, it may

or may not come to pass that I might be rewarded for sharing

my knowledge. I could feel guilt for saying that, but I believe

whatever you put in, you get back 10 fold. I don't know what

wealth feels like. I would like to experience it, to see if I could

get my creative juices going and find more ways I can help

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people get out of the rat race. I believe this is my mission. I was

told in sales when you give the people what they want, you get

what you want. I'm offering what they absolutely must have or

our economy will feel strong ramifications. We can't pay all the

baby boomers their Social Security benefits, it would break us.

A bean counter might say this is not true, but why do we even

need to find out. By making this one little adjustment. Give me

a little more time to think and I might be able to come up with

some ideas that would even expand on this one. Maybe

everyone could start coming forward through you and reach the

masses. Man are you up to that challenge. We better hire

someone to screen all the mail and get to the ones with ideas

that can make our way of life better.

I worked for Saturn, I like the philosophy. Let's allow

everyone to put in their two cents and will vote on what would

be the best thing for our country. I feel like most Americans, the

only time I have a voice is at the voting machine. Which is

bogus, because the media controls what people see and hear.

Just one uninformed person swayed by advertising or tradition

and will not take the time to get educated, will cancel out my

vote. Give the people back the power. Use the government to

protect it, develop it, for the people of America and quite

possibly the world. Keep the ship going the right way and let

our minds go where no man has gone before.

An open line of communication. That's interesting, maybe

it's always been there, I'm just too ignorant to know it. I just

now know that I have an open line of communication with

GOD. I don't mean I can hear him actually, but I do feel him

moving me. Terry gave a sermon on contentment. Enjoy life

during the meantime and look forward to the extraordinary

events. This is beautiful, let's add one thing. I am also working

on my IPA's to provide my LEGACY to my children and my

children's children. I spoke with another friend today while I

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was at the auto auction trying to effectively do my rat race job.

It was difficult to stay focused on it, when all I wanted to do

was put more ideas down on paper. My friend allowed me the

time to share my vision. He tried his best to interrupt what I

was trying to say, so as to add his two cents. A lot of the

discussion was about cutting back expenses and living within

my means. I have heard that sermon 'til I'm blue in the face, but

somehow we got on the subject of healthcare. I'm enjoying

overcoming objections, because the product that I am trying to

sell is a concept that no rational person can tear down.

My product is now a very vivid vision, but there are always

ways of maxing out a good idea or even a vision. I thought

about all the people that don't have healthcare. Mainly because

the premiums are high and in these economic times, insurance

is one of those bills that probably will lapse or never gets

purchased. Healthcare is a problem, so here's my vision. I can't

really do much in the short run, but in the long run I think it

will change everything. What I mean is, if these IPA's were set

up properly, their yield would pay the premiums. I discussed

earlier about the IPA providing a stream of income and growth

at the same time. But if the IPA was earmarked by the policy

buyer to pay for health care insurance premiums first and the

remainder of the yield was split into reinvesting and a monthly

inheritance check. The heirs gift would allow them to pay for

their own healthcare insurance, reinvested growth and get a

monthly check for living expenses. If we cannot get people on

the bandwagon themselves, I believe we the people need to pay

those premiums. We are handing out money left and right

anyway. Why not make this investment so maybe by the time

our great grandchildren come around, everyone will have

healthcare.

It shouldn't be a quality standard of the type of health care

you receive based on your income. If the premium is paid, its

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paid. I rarely have to pull money out of my pocket except for

deductibles and co-pays and when I say healthcare, I mean

prescription drugs as well. I don't know much about

prescription drug costs, because I don't have anyone

immediately close to me that has had a problem. I do know

sometimes these great insurance plans are actually bogus. If I

can get prescription drugs with insurance, they cost $100 this is

supposedly charged to the insurance company and my

percentage that I have to pay is 20%. I give the pharmacist 20

bucks. The next person behind me gets the same drug over the

counter with no insurance for $18.50. I caught something about

this on the Rush Limbaugh show. The numbers are arbitrary,

but the concept is the same. It sounds like an old car dealer

trick. If a customer comes back to the dealer and complains

about transmission problems and the dealer tells them we will

go 50-50 at our shop. We change the transmission that cost

$850 and create a bill for $2000 and the customer pays $1000. I

don't understand why people can't help other people. Because

when you do, you're going to get paid.

I believe the motivation for buying life insurance for most

people is to handle all of the burial expenses and to leave the

heirs a gift. Wouldn't it be great if the salesman presented this

option. Option 1: $100,000 cash to be dropped on my son at

one time, he has had so many years that I have worried about

him. I hope this money will straighten out his life. Option 2:

LEGACY insurance $20,000 to my son in one lump sum. I

hope this will help him with his credit card debt. But he never

got the knack of managing money, so I would like the

remainder invested into IPAs. $40,000 into the market and

$40,000 in some kind of real estate that he can never sell unless

the property becomes so valuable, that a wise investor would

sell and reinvest the money for more opportunities. But don't

give him any of the money. This is the great part. The person

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who is buying this policy would like for my son's health

insurance premium and whatever else I deem necessary to

sustain his life. Then whatever is left will be split 50-50. 50%

reinvest 50% monthly paycheck.

The checks will start out small. But man watch out. This is

the easiest decision I have ever made. If the heirs contest, use

the bloodline vote. All blood relatives over the age of 18 have a

vote to cash in or live with the dying wishes of someone that

loves you enough to take the time and think of your future.

Option one is a gift certificate. Once you get it, you spend it

and you forget where it came from. The LEGACY checks can

read whatever you want forever. I want mine to read “don't

work for money, let money work for you”. And as those checks

come in the mail, I hope my heirs discuss with their children

what that means. And my LEGACY is born.

I just got off the phone with my wife. They are hunkering

down to face hurricane Ivan, I am in Atlanta writing this letter. I

can't afford to miss this week's meager paycheck, so I asked if

they want to come up here for the worst day. Me coming home

is really not an option. I don't want to live this way anymore

and I did not see what my dad was asking me to do. Backup

plan, backup plan. It made me sick to my stomach because I

was being told you better figure it out quick, or we are going to

lose the farm so the speak and I would lose all respect from my

loving dad. I guess you might have called me that son that got

the hundred thousand dollars in inheritance, because I can sure

blow it trying to keep up that lifestyle. But when I started

taking cash advances of future inheritance to the point of

crippling my parents portfolio, my dad was right to stop me.

(Author Notes: Does the U.S. Fiscal state mirror the same

financial nightmare I am in? Who will be our Daddy? Mr.

Federal Reserve? It's bad enough that the one talent man buried

his talents in the sand, but now he is spending our future away).

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That's when all my prayers were answered. GOD was in

control now, I could not have come up with this vision all on

my own. I'm just a car salesman with a lot of stupid ideas to

make money. My wife just called and she had already heard

from her parents, one of my mentors. I don't know what was

discussed, but I have a pretty good idea. I didn't want to discuss

this vision with my wife. Hold on another message came

through, George Costanza wanted to be a talk show

sportscaster. I don't know why in the series I missed that part.

His mentor Jerry Seinfeld told him that sounded like a great

idea. Then George says, how do those guys go about getting

those jobs? Jerry says, that's where it gets a little tricky. Then

Jerry assumes the role of a mentor and suggest George forget

the whole thing and go back to the way things were and

everybody will forget he went a little nutty. Jerry says, “hey

you're entitled”. But now, welcome back to the real world.

Many mentors have great words of wisdom and you should

heed them, but subject them to critical analysis. Be careful who

you listen to. I switched over to cassette tapes at this point

because my fingers began to bleed. There are hours of tape I

sent to Oprah Winfrey. I then concentrated on getting to

Orlando to do my day job. Riding through the devastation

Hurricane Ivan had left in its wake.

What a Nightmare!

LETTER TO:

PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH

AND REPLY

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Nathan J. Isbell

P.O. Box 592254

Orlando, FL 32859

Phone: 251 – 401 – 9039

Dear President George W. Bush

I think that I may have an answer to a lot of the dilemmas

we all face together. It's called a LEGACY policy. All it is, is an

adjustment for life insurance policies. Instead of just assigning

the full amount of the policy to the beneficiaries, the policy

purchaser would have a simple, easy-to-follow addendum. You

can allocate a certain amount of cash to pay immediately to

cover the cost involved for burial and anything else he deems

necessary. The remainder would be invested into the market

and managed by whoever he sees fit. 50% of the first fruits of

the yield will be reinvested and the remainder to cover

healthcare premiums and what is left be sent out in a monthly

LEGACY check. If the yield after the 50% reinvest will not

cover the health insurance premiums, then we the people must

subsidize the rest. We are covering healthcare cost anyway. If

the heir has health insurance through a job, then reinvest 50%

and send out a LEGACY check for the other 50%. As time goes

on and the rule of 72's kicks in, these checks can get very

sizable. Maybe even one day alleviating the taxpayers the

burden of supporting all types of welfare plans. We all are

concerned as the baby boomers reach retirement age, that there

will not be enough Social Security money to pay out unless we

go back to the taxpaying citizen for more money. I hope that

my great-grandchildren are not faced with that dilemma. But

with LEGACY policies in place we should find ourselves not

having to subsidize the money near as much and maybe one

day not at all. I understand the volatility of the market. There

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are many ups and downs, but that is where the beauty of dollar

cost averaging comes into play. The people that don't have life

insurance at all should be forced to have it, even if the taxpayer

buys it for them, maybe a $10,000 policy. If the person is

employed, have the employer pay it and give him a tax credit.

If the person has no job, then the taxpayer will pick up the tab.

It's an investment for the future. I believe it is better to get this,

something similar or better started. Rather than have to hand

out checks for the rest of that person's life.

By having all of these LEGACY policies invested into the

market, I believe that this will give the United States a new

foundation, because this money is earmarked never to be drawn

out or liens put against it. Not even the government can get

their hands on it. Ex: Social Security. I am sure that there are

plenty of ways the program can be implemented, but I would

prefer to go out to the people of the United States. To the free

enterprising Capitalistic marketplace, thus not becoming

bogged down with the typical Government bureaucracy. The

welfare portion of the plan will probably have to be

administered by the government. It's as simple as getting on TV

and explaining the program and having people convert their

existing policies to a LEGACY policy. The proper spokesman

should be carefully determined. Maybe Mel Gibson, he has

already captivated audiences worldwide with his movie Passion

of the Christ, but already the movie has found its way to

Blockbuster and the people have slipped into their normal

routine.

When I tried to do this with my investment broker, I was

told that I would have to hire an attorney to draw up this

document and it would cost approximately $500 to do so. This

would be enough to stop most people from setting up

something that would pay their bloodline forever. I read an

advertisement from Prudential that they had something like

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this, but I doubt that it's as intense or would encompass all US

citizens.

Being a part of the tail end of the baby boomer generation,

born in 1962. I would like to be a part of a generation that

reinstated birthrights and Legacies for all future generations,

rather than a generation best known for sucking the economy

dry and left future generations the bill. I believe future

generations would prefer getting a monthly LEGACY check,

rather than a monthly tax bill. Your staff has much more

financial intelligence than I. I just wanted to throw out the idea

and let the creative mind of the human being expand upon it

and find a winning solution.

May GOD bless America and the World,

Nathan J. Isbell

Common Taxpayer

CC: Robert Kiyosaki

Oprah Winfrey

Rush Limbaugh

Bill O'Reilly

Sean Hannity

LOST BOOKS OF:

THE PROPHET NATHAN

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LETTER TO:

PASTOR TERRY ELLIS

SPRINGHILL BAPTIST CHURCH

MOBILE, ALABAMA

AND REPLY

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Letter to Pastor Terry Ellis

written at an auto auction.

Dear Terry,

I now understand why you and others would think that I had

lost my mind. I was in the middle of my own shock and revelation

phase. I believe this happens to everyone when they finally find

GOD. I hope this letter to the President clears up any

misunderstanding about where I was trying to go with my ideas. I

have found that people are very attracted to the shock and awe

method. It worked for Howard Stern, Janet Jackson and the War in

Iraq. Why can't it work for GOD? Our society has become very

callused and unfeeling for others. Always looking out for our own

first and only after, if any empathy is left, look out for others. I

believe in the Scripture about us being judged by how we help our

fellow man while we go through this trial and error period we call

life. I believe we are all still partying at the bottom of Mount

Sinai. We still haven't reached the promised land.

I remember a time in Sunday school win Rich something

announced he had been given the opportunity to examine the

church records and found how poorly our own class was tithing. I

witness embarrassment, guilt and even outrage. One member, to

remain nameless, I believe he spent many hours praying for

forgiveness for his own comments. He lashed out and said “how

about I start billing the church for the man hours my wife and I

contribute and use that as our tithe”. Everyone had their own

emotions that day, but they probably went unshared. I myself,

took it as a wake up call from GOD and started trying to give

more. My own financial situation would not allow me to tithe and

I felt guilty and asked GOD for forgiveness.

We have witnessed extraordinary events even in our own

church. I thought about what may have been going through

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Donnie Mayes mind when he executed his wife Kay. Could he

have been doing all in his power to provide a nice house, car

and private schools for his family? Could he have been driven

by a strong-willed wife that could not fathom the thought of

having to scale back financially? Is that why he embezzled

money from his employer, because his present salary would not

support that lifestyle? Could that be what caused him to go to

the edge and not have any more solutions or options? I can

relate. Fortunately for me, my moral fiber and tenacity was

stronger than his.

I have put many thoughts on tape and I hope it will become

a book. I will call it “Shock GOD”. I would try to tell you what

is in it, but there are too many subjects to even write down, I

tried. I will just tell you that anything you can think of

controversial, is in it. There are over 30 hours of tape about

how I believe Jesus would have wanted us to handle it. I have

also started a new book “Financial Bible” from my samplings

of the book Rich Kid Smart Kid by Robert Kiyosaki. He covers

the importance of teaching our children how to survive in the

real world after graduation. I add my own spiritual comments

to his, thus creating a Financial Bible. I believe all churches

should start up this class, because it is not being taught in

schools and most parents do not have the financial IQ to share

it with their children. Even if they wanted to. I want to thank

you for being my friend and Pastor. Please pray for me, that I

find my way through the many challenges that I must face. But

I have chosen GOD's path and even if this book never comes to

pass with GOD's grace, I will have fulfilled my mission. I am a

sinner, but with GOD's grace I am forgiven.

May GOD bless us all, Everyone

Nathan J. Isbell

Common Believer

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P.S.

here's another one of my crazy ideas. If the book flies, I plan to

keep 10% for myself 10% for (1st Wife) 10% for Lauren 10%

for Austin and 10% for my Mom and Dad. The other 50% to be

invested into a LEGACY account to build a facility designed to

help people with all types of health and emotional problems for

free .

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REPLY FROM:

PASTOR DAVID LOVELESS

DISCOVERY CHURCH

ORLANDO, FLORIDA

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LETTER TO:

BILL HOLMES

HOLMES MOTORS INC.

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For Bill Holmes Eyes Only

To: Bill Holmes

From: Nathan J. Isbell

Re: Tough decisions made by tomorrow's leaders

Bill,

I could tell in our conversations this week that an

overwhelming amount of grief loomed in your heart. One can

only imagine what could be going on in your mind, faced with

all of the life altering decisions that you and only you can

make. After we spoke Thursday night, I felt compelled to

enlighten you as to the reason for my and many others demise

in business. Why you are a pioneer in business, while myself

and so many others fail. Do you remember the movie “You've

Got Mail”? Tom Hanks repeats over and over again to Meg

Ryan that it's not personal, it's business. You could actually tell

that it was hurting him, but he knew what had to be done and

had been schooled in the proper way to run a free capitalizing

enterprise. Unfortunately, there are always some that get hurt in

the process and they have to make adjustments in their own

lives. Many times these same people end up finding themselves

in the process and go on to make much more out of their lives.

Careers they would have never achieved as long as they had

their safety net to fall back on.

This scenario also exemplifies our business relationship. I

understand that the job of buying cars at a fair market price is

crucial to the long-term existence of Holmes Motors. I am also

very aware that if I'm not able to achieve this task, someone

will have to. As I write this to you, I realize I may be writing

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my own epitaph, but the facts only speak for themselves. You

are the one that is ultimately responsible for the well-being of

the company and its continued success or its failure. If I had

only had the ability to position myself to make those tough

decisions that you have made and have to make daily, in my

own business and personal life, there would be no telling where

Nathan's Auto Sales and Nathan Isbell would be today. I can

only think back and say, what if I had done this. I hope I have

learned from my mistakes. Being a person with a kind heart has

many advantages, but can have many detriments as well.

I know you well enough now to know you didn't come into

this decision process blind. When you elect to employ friends and

relatives, you also elect to take on the inevitable task of discipline

and work termination. Now is one of those times and the hardest

question you have to ask yourself is, are these changes in the best

interest of Holmes Motors? If they are – just do it and stick to

your guns, knowing that you have spent many painstaking days

making your decisions that could directly influence the stability of

your own family sphere. I don't envy you of your task, but you're

the one that took on the task of being the leader and there are a

great many families that are glad you did and only pray for your

continued success. Not everyone has a special gift to lead or the

tenacity to get beat down day after day, only to get back up and try

again. This is something to be very proud of and not ever lose. If

you will remember, I truthfully told you and Shirley about

resembling the Fezziwig's (Scrooge). The Fezziwig's were a

couple that always were caring and loving amongst their

employees. They tried to always create an environment that

anyone would want to work in. I believe you and Shirley both

possess the rarest characteristics that can only be found in Fortune

500 companies.

The night you showed me around your town was very

illuminating. From the stories of how you started your

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enterprise and career selling candy at the school, paper route,

lawn care business, building your first home with your bare

hands and ultimately amassing your own small empire. I don't

believe any of this could have been accomplished had it not

been for your moral turpitude and your undying compassion for

your fellow man. One man cannot achieve all of this alone, it

takes the support and infrastructure of a team. Teams only

succeed when there is a strong leader they like and respect. One

that makes tough decisions about carefully weighing out the

options. I believe you have always conducted your life in such

a manner, always putting the needs of the many ahead of your

own. You don't ask anyone to do anything that you yourself

would not do, which is very very rare in your position and you

should expect no less from your subordinates. In fact, I have

preached to you about delegating a little more, but you are

stubborn and only time will educate you in that fashion. Bill,

with my own 17 years in the automotive industry, on occasion

there is a special person that comes along and touches other's

lives. Even if our future does not permit my continued

employment, I will always appreciate your wealth of

knowledge that you have the bestowed upon me.

If I can ever be of assistance to you regardless of my own

personal and business endeavors, I hope you know that I will

always be there for you.

Mi Casa, Su Casa

Your Real Friend,

Nathan J. Isbell

LETTERS TO:

JERRY PILGRIM ESQ.

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To: Jerry Pilgrim Esquire

From: Nathan J. Isbell

Re: Reasons leading to divorce

On or about May 2002, (1st Wife) requested a new dining

room set for her birthday. Already struggling with the bills, I

tried to explain that we were just not in any kind of financial

situation to buy it. She explained that it was her 40th birthday

and she felt that she deserved it. So to keep the peace in the

household, I made the purchase. Shortly after this purchase she

became discontent about our living room furniture, so on or

about May 2003 I purchased a new leather sofa and several

other assorted items. Sometime on or about September 2003 the

bad news of her father becoming ill with cancer came out. This

came as very bad news for obvious reasons and also he had

become my true source of income and he had even told me that

I would have to find a new way to replace the inevitable decline

in my income.

I tried many different ways to replace the income and

actually created more losses than gains. As long as he was at

the dealership buying the cars direct from Nathan's Auto Sales,

I managed to get by and pay the bills with no extra and quite

possibly at a slow loss. On or about October 2003 (1st Wife)

expressed extreme discontent about the house we were living in

and wanted to move to the Spring Hill area, so that she could be

close to all the activities that she and the children were

involved in. We have been trying to sell the house for quite

some time at a price that would cover the entire indebtedness

and I knew that it would never happen. So during the month of

October 2003 (1st Wife)'s father had said that he would help

with the inequity in our existing house with a personal

contribution of $31,000. I again explained to (1st Wife) that we

were in no condition financially to make this move, but I

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agreed to reduce the price and the house sold quickly. After the

$31,000 was used for the inequity, my parents contributed

$10,000 to help with a 5% down payment needed on the new

house. The payments were to increase from a first and second

mortgage totaling approximately $1500 to a new first of $2023,

but after one year we could get it reduced by dropping the PMI.

The house we purchased has enough equity to do this and I

knew it.

Between me and my parents, we reconditioned the house

without any help from (1st Wife). I would leave on Mondays to

go to Orlando, stop in to help my in-laws on Thursday nights

and get home on Friday. On the weekends I would work on the

house, then start the process all over again. Sometime in 2004

after working on the house, I was lying in bed with (1st Wife)

and telling her how much I loved her and how beautiful she is

and she looked me straight in the face and asked me what I was

going to buy her. On or about May 2004 (1st Wife)'s father's

health was fading and had to be admitted to the hospital. She

made only one trip to see and help her father, stayed one day

and then took off to the beach to stay at her family's condo.

During the same time frame, I had spent several nights at the

hospital assisting her mother, so she could go home for rest.

The last time I stayed with (father in law), (Mother in law)

came in the next morning and offered to compensate me. My

emotions were running high at the time with lack of sleep and it

caught me off guard and I broke into tears. I wasn't there for

compensation, I was there to help my family. I arrived home to

(1st Wife) and she advised me that the next time her mother

offers me money, that I was to take it and put it in a envelope

and bring it to her.

On or about June 2004 I had been put on a buyers fee with

(City) Honda and my income was severely decreased. I went to

(1st Wife) to plead with her that I needed her help financially

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and asked her to get a job. I told her that if she didn't try to

help, we were possibly headed for bankruptcy. Her response

was that I may go down, but she would land on her feet. She

also informed me that her father was paying for the children's

education at UMS to the tune of $1500 a month and that is

what both she and her father considered as her financial

contribution to the well-being of the family and the idea of her

getting a job was just not going to happen. This was also

confirmed by her father. I tried to keep up with the bills, but it

was getting worse and worse.

On or about August 2004 (1st Wife) told me that her parents

had told her that she would not receive any type of inheritance,

because they felt like I would take the money and pay off my

parents the debt we owed them. I believe this gave her an

incentive to get rid of me. When Hurricane Ivan came through I

knew that my parents were going to lose their home and I was

in no condition to keep up the mortgage payments for the loan

they had taken out to help us.

On the way to Atlanta to sell cars, I had begun exhausting

my brain to come up with ideas to make money and then

ultimately turned to GOD for help. This is what started the

whole idea that I had lost my mind and made (1st Wife) not

want me to return to the household. I left the household because

she said that she was afraid of me, so I went to Orlando to

perform my job. She felt like I had abandoned them, filed for

divorce and took out a restraining order. I depleted all the funds

left over from a car deal that I was out of TRUST with my dad

and had to file bankruptcy. I didn't realize that by filing

bankruptcy that I would ultimately lose my ability to attend the

auto auctions, so I lost my job of buying cars for the one

account that I had left. I decided to relocate back to Mobile and

try a new career in real estate.

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Date: 01/16/2005

To: J. Jerry Pilgrim Esquire

From: Nathan J. Isbell

Re: Request for reasons leading to divorce

The Monday prior to Hurricane Ivan's arrival, I had to make a

decision whether to go to Atlanta to represent my five cars that I

had sent there to sell or stay home. The transportation cost was

$500 and they were due to be paid off to my floor plan company. I

sought approval from my wife and advice from my father-in-law.

Both agreed that I needed to go and represent them. We did not

know for sure where the hurricane would land at this point. I

offered to go to Ft. Walton to borrow my in-laws generator in the

event we lost power here and both parties said no.

As I drove to Atlanta I started to realize this hurricane could

wipe out my parents home. This home was to be sold at the end of

the month and pay off the debt I owe to my parents. I knew they

couldn't afford the payment and based on my present financial

situation, I could not afford it either. So as I drive to Atlanta I

started exhausting my brain by coming up with ideas that could

produce income. My first idea was a U-Fix-It shop. An idea

conceived using the same principles as the coin operated car

washes only with hydraulic lifts. This idea started me thinking

towards an asset that produces income without having any labor

costs. I started to think it may be able to be designed and marketed

on the web. The concept of an income producing asset without

labor made me think of another idea I had years earlier, altering

the way life insurance policies were being sold. Refer to my letter

to the President for the whole finished idea. When I tried to come

up with how I would get my idea presented is where the problems

all began. Trying to contact a celebrity was maybe a little over the

top and hard for anyone to fathom, but I was in a desperate

situation and grasping for straws.

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By the time I reached Atlanta my father-in-law had already

shot down the idea of the you fix it shop. So I tried to explain

my concept of the LEGACY account to him and my wife. All

they could lock onto was the way I wanted to get it presented

via celebrities. They immediately took the response that I had

lost my mind and needed psychiatric help.

As I sat in my empty hotel room I watched the weather

forecast showing the most massive hurricane to hit the coast in

years. I started to fear for my family's safety and begged (1st

Wife) to drive to Atlanta. She refused and I may have gotten a

little verbally forceful. She claimed the vehicle she had would not

make it, but I had driven it extensively and found it to be quite

roadworthy. When I accepted the fact that they were not coming, I

suggested she walk across the street to check out the church

facilities to find out what type of accommodations were provided

and put together a package that may make their stay there a little

more comfortable in the event they had to evacuate our home. She

refused to do even this. During this time she and my in-laws had

made up their minds that I was completely insane and needed help

immediately. They phoned my parents and encouraged them to

come to Atlanta and get me. My parents called me and after a

lengthy conversation found me to be stressed, but in control of my

mental facilities. After the hurricane had come and gone, I made

sure everyone was safe and went to Birmingham to stay with my

parents at my aunts house. We proceeded to complete my mental

examination by me explaining what all was going through my

mind. I had turned to GOD through prayer and begged for

everyone's safety. This too prompted even more concerns by my

wife and in-laws, that I was insane. I find it very interesting when

you turn to GOD for help, your supposed loved ones really start to

question your sanity.

The next day was Saturday and my dad and I proceeded to

go home. They told me that my wife did not want me to come

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home, that she feared for her safety with me. Although I had

never in the 23 years of being a part of her life, never showed

signs of physical violence. My dad was to continue to Navarre

Florida to find out if he had a home or not. His cell phone was

not working properly, so I gave him mine. He is a full-blown

diabetic and has little feeling in his feet and we were all

concerned with him walking through the rubble injuring

himself and not knowing it. His needs for a cell phone took

precedence over mine.

When I arrived home I hugged my children and went upstairs to

see (1st Wife). I put my arms around her and she said “what makes

you think you can go off the deep end and just come back home?”

She asked if I had arranged an appointment with a psychiatrist and I

told her that I thought she was to make these arrangements and if it

would make her feel more comfortable, I would gladly go. She said

it was not her responsibility. She then asked me what page I was on.

I asked her what page she wanted me to be on. I can't remember

how this came up, but I explained that I did not have any

extramarital activities going on, nor have I ever. She just shrugged

her shoulders and said she didn't care about that. I then asked her if

she was afraid of me, she answered yes. I could only see that our

conversation was headed to a fight and did not want to be in any

compromising situation by staying there. So I went downstairs and

grabbed my luggage I came in with. My daughter asked me where I

was going. So I lied and told her that I was going to check out my

cars at the lot. I left the house and went to my minister's house to

drop off my ideas I had been working on, hoping he would see that

I was okay and understand that all I was doing what was coming up

with ideas to better my financial situation. I soon learned that

confiding in your minister doesn't necessarily mean confidentiality.

He ended up turning everything I confided in him, over to my wife.

This has certainly disillusioned me with organized religion, but not

with my personal relationship with GOD.

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I felt pretty confident my parents house had been destroyed

and I would somehow have to make the mortgage payment. I

didn't have a clue where to go, but as I drove down the

interstate it dawned on me to try and sell my ideas to one of my

employers. He was a secondary source of income, but since has

become my only source. I met him and his wife, had dinner and

discussed the you fix it shop. He liked the idea and plans to

help finance and create it. We have done some research on

military bases and found it to be a very sound business idea.

They have something similar, but it is not coin-operated.

Unfortunately, the idea would have to be put on hold because

his resources are being dedicated to building a new dealership

in Texas. They put me up at the hotel and invited me to their

home Sunday to watch football.

On Sunday morning I decided I had better make my way to

Orlando so I could go to work and earn some income. I knew

the interstates would be in turmoil, so I left early. Having no

phone I could not be contacted, nor could I contact anyone. It

took all day for me to get to Lake City Florida where I stayed

the night. I contacted my minister to let him know I was okay

and to have him notify my family of such. He had not read my

material in its entirety and felt like I was trying to get him to

invest into something.

On Monday I continued to Orlando where they were

bracing themselves for yet another hurricane. So the Auto

Auctions were closed and all I could do was to hunker down

and ride out Hurricane Jeanne myself. At this point in time, I

started trying to contact my parents via my aunt. They were all

frantic because two days had passed without hearing from me.

They made arrangements to send my cell phone and once

again, I could be reached.

When I spoke to my in-laws they explained (1st Wife) was

done and wanted a divorce. I later found that she had filed for a

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restraining order as well. I knew the marriage was over and

resolved to the fact I would just have to deal with it and figure

out what direction to take my life as I had promised my parents.

I would continue to keep my job and did not miss an

opportunity to keep an income. But because of losing my father

in law as an account and losing (City) Honda because they

could not contact me during my cell phone dilemma, my

income had been reduced to just one account. I had a little

money left over in my account and used it to send to (1st Wife)

during the following months. This money was not mine, but

belonged to my dad from the vehicle I had floor planned with

him and not paid back. At this point I think I should address the

money. The Monday that I continued to Orlando, I drew all but

$5000 out of my account. I did this because it wasn't my money

and if (1st Wife) got it out first, I would have no control over

the situation. I left $5000 to handle the household expenses. I

also knew that (City) Honda still owed me $1800 and I figured

this would be enough to handle all the bills.

I did not realize during my time of high anxiety that I had

inadvertently forgot to deposit a check for payment of a vehicle

for $6000. That is why checks started to bounce. I was very

disoriented as to why I was bouncing checks, I felt like I had left

$5000. (1st Wife) got drafts from my place of work and tried to

deposit them. She claims she was doing me a favor. I shudder at

the thought if the bank had been willing to cash them. I had

planned for my floor plan companies to handle the transactions

directly, but it is their policy to send drafts. While all the dust was

settling there was still the question of approximately $5500 that I

was waiting for the bank to clear. I planned to use that money to

pay the bills after finding out the mix up with accounting. The

bank had told me a date it would clear, but before that date came

(1st Wife) had been checking daily with the bank and withdrew

the funds. I confronted her with it to make sure she was the one

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that had gotten it. She claims she creatively acquired it. Which

was fine, I had planned to give it to her anyway, why else would I

have left the $5000 in there.

The money I drew out on Monday, I deposited into an

investment account here in Orlando. I wasn't sure what to do

with it. I should have just deposited it into my father's account,

but it did ultimately subsidize the almost $4000 per month that

I sent to (1st Wife) through December. After attorneys fees,

psychological evaluations, monthly expenses and the auctions

closing the holidays, I have depleted my account and can no

longer send the amount I have been sending. During these few

months that I have been isolated from my children due to the

restraining order, (1st Wife) only allowed me one phone call

per week to my son. I took the time to reinvent myself and

hopefully find a career that could replace the lost income.

I have successfully completed a 63 hour real estate course,

24-hour mortgage broker course and a 40 hour home inspection

course. I also passed the Florida real estate exam a task that

only 33% of the applicants pass at all. I passed on the first

attempt. I hope this shadows the results of my psychiatric

evaluation stating I am unorganized and lack focus. I believe in

my brief meeting with Dr. Davis he drew some erroneous

conclusions based on me having a failed business. I have done

all in my power to keep our family in a lifestyle that was

expected, without any signs of support or appreciation. I could

give you many examples, but don't find it necessary to demean

(1st Wife). If my income should increase I will gladly increase

my family contributions, but I ask the courts not to subject me

to an amount that I cannot possibly afford at present. I believe

(1st Wife) is a fine mother and will do a great job in raising our

children despite her materialistic ideology. All I ask is to see the

children based on the Alabama out-of-state visitation privileges

and an equitable division of our existing assets.

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March 27, 2005

To: Jerry Pilgrim Esquire

From: Nathan J. Isbell

Re: Parent's conference with Molly Sullivan

Dear Jerry,

My parents met with Molly Sullivan on Friday, March 25,

2005 and we discussed in length how the interview went. They

told me that there were several circumstances that seem to be

on the forefront of not allowing any visitation on my part. I

would like to address these so that there is no misunderstanding

of exactly what my intentions and thoughts are.

Accusation one – in my confidential letter to my minister, I

wrote about how I could understand how Mr. Mayes could kill

his wife. The paragraph is written exactly this way – we have

witnessed extraordinary events even in our own church. I

thought about what may have been going through Donnie's

mind when he executed his wife Kay. Could he have been

doing all in his power to provide a nice house, car and private

schools for his family? Could he have been driven by a strongwilled

wife that could not fathom the thought of having to scale

back financially? Is that why he embezzled money from his

employer because his present salary would not support that

lifestyle? Could the fear of jail cause him to go to the edge and

not have any more solutions? I can relate. Fortunately for me,

my moral fiber and tenacity was stronger than his.

Rebuttal – somehow being able to relate and empathize to

someone else's situation, because of the circumstances

following so closely to my own, makes me guilty of plotting

out the same outcome. I did not know Donnie or Kay at all. I

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have no idea what their circumstances were. I can only assume

what could have been going on in his mind. This should in no

way implicate my intentions of carrying out such a heinous act.

I do however, understand how in today's social environment

and media coverage, even writing such can be misconstrued. I

was merely pointing out that I had been pushed to the edge by

trying to maintain a lifestyle that was far above our financial

means and with no support from my spouse, work related or

even a sense of appreciation for my efforts. When things got

bad financially, my request that (1st Wife) go to work to help

out were shot down by both her and her father. (1st Wife) and

her father considered his financial contributions of school

support was in fact an $18,000 per year income for (1st Wife)

and therefore she didn't have to work. So once again the entire

financial burden rests upon my shoulders and I was completely

exhausted through my efforts. Even pushed the lengths that I

was, I would never even consider the idea of harming (1st

Wife) or the children. In the 19 years of marriage and 24 total

years of knowing her, I have never harmed her or the children.

Accusation two – (1st Wife) claims I threatened to push her

down the stairs.

Rebuttal – this allegation comes from a telephone

conversation I believe occurred sometime in October 2004. I

was in South Florida at the time of the call, I hope she has this

on tape because it would clear me of any wrongdoing. We were

discussing the events of my departure and she kept claiming

that I had abandoned her and the children. My response to her

was that I had not abandoned them, but merely was trying to

protect myself. She had already told me to my face and all

significant others that she was in fear for her safety in my

presence. I attempted to explain that by me being in her

presence and if something were to happen to her no fault of

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mine, like falling down the stairs, I would be prime suspect

number one. In light of all the media coverage concerning Scott

and Lacy Peterson, I didn't think it was in my best interest to

stay in the household, but all she wanted to hear was that I was

going to push her down the stairs. If I had any intentions of

harming her in anyway, I would've stayed in the household, not

vacated the premises.

Accusation three – Dr. Davis certifies me to be Bi-Polar -

manic – lack focus – unorganized – not able to manage money

– sleep deprivation – and having grandiose ideas and in light of

these allegations, I am not to see the children unsupervised

until further psychological examinations can be conducted.

Rebuttal – I am still to this day not exactly clear on how Dr.

Davis arrived at these conclusions. I called him to ask how he

arrived at these conclusions. Was it something in the test

questions, my motor skills, my problem-solving skills or my

mannerisms? What was it exactly that would make you draw

these conclusions? His reply to me was this “do you know how

you told me, that at an auto auction you could walk around a

car and be able to determine its value from your knowledge?

It's kind of the same with my evaluation”. Basically, he had

informed me that I know my business and he knows his – not to

be questioned. This type of answer is very convenient when

you have no justification. I can certainly justify my valuation of

a car. So delving a little further into his evaluation may have

served helpful in my own demeanor. He may claim that I lack

focus, but all of the courses that I have been taking in the last

six months such as real estate, mortgage broker, home inspector

and my 45 hour continuing education for real estate were

passed with high marks and on the first attempt. It is possible

that I am unclear on what lack focus truly means. Being

organized is a trait that I was reprimanded for in my very first

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job and I have gone to great lengths to never allow this to

happen again. I still have some pitfalls, but I believe my

organizational skills to be quite good and better than most. Not

being able to manage money is a trait that many of us struggle

with. The claims that I hear are that the majority of US citizens

are one months wages away from bankruptcy. The one

comment he made to me about me telling him that I would go

days without sleep is erroneous and I told him that I did not

make that claim, for I have never been 24 hours without sleep

before in my life. But my favorite allegations were the ones

about having grandiose ideas. How could he know they were

grandiose, every attempt to tell him the idea was cut short by

his hand signaling me to stop and his statement of “its way over

my level of comprehension”. I can only conclude that his

conclusions were derived from the fact of me having a failed

business and I had angered him trying to quiz him for more

information. His remedy of further evaluations to be conducted

are understandable. If you have one party in a relationship

making claims of emotional instability, why would anyone

stick his neck out and give a clean bill of health after only a

one-day evaluation. Even though this will cause more undue

financial hardship, I am prepared to do whatever it takes to see

my children unsupervised.

Accusation four – My parents are not attentive enough to

allow them to be the supervisory liaison.

Rebuttal – it is true that Austin fell into water less than

waist deep from my parents pier. He was eight years old at the

time and a very active child. He is also old enough to conduct

himself without the constant supervision of an adult. Children

do have mishaps at this age and to expect that nothing is to ever

to go wrong while a child explores the wonders of this world,

would be naive. A one year old on the other hand, must have

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constant supervision. My daughter, while in the care of her

mother was able to crawl to some cabinets and get a battery.

She was unsupervised long enough to chew through the casing

and acid burned her lips and mouth. She was rushed to

Providence Hospital and treated and fortunately she did not

suffer any lifelong scars from the event. But never did anyone

question (1st Wife)'s attentiveness to the well-being of our

child.

(1st Wife) has driven a wedge between my parents

relationship with me and the children for many years. I have

never been able to figure out why she wishes to alienate them,

when all they have ever wanted to do was to help us and be of

support. I can only surmise that she had grown up in an

environment where her mother had in fact alienated her father's

mother. Maybe there was justification in her case, but I never

got to know her grandmother to draw my own conclusions. But

by doing all of this alienation, it robbed my parents the gift of

being grandparents to its fullest extent and kept me on pins and

needles trying to keep the peace amongst the entire family. My

parents are very attentive and loving and should not have to

endure (1st Wife)'s mouth any longer.

As far as attentiveness goes, you should evaluate the fact

that my son has now been put on some type of drug to calm

him down in school. (1st Wife) wanted to do this years ago and

I would not allow it. Three months after our separation and now

Austin is on medication. The countless hours (1st Wife) spends

on the phone conducting gossip sessions with her friends, may

be time better spent with Austin and his school work. I know

for a fact every time additional time is spent with him and his

homework, he always received a much higher grade. He is not

like Lauren, who has the ability to pick up on things on her

own. He requires special attention which my parents in their

limited number of visitations have always bestowed upon him.

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My own accusation – (1st Wife) told me to my face that her

parents told her that she would not be able to receive any

financial inheritance in fear of me using the money to repay the

debt to my parents. During the deposition, Grady asked a series

of questions like – was Nathan a good husband? Yes. Was

Nathan a good father? Yes. Was Nathan a good provider? Yes.

You've been married for 19 years? Yes. So with all this

considered, why wouldn't you go to Atlanta to check on your

husband who you say was exhibiting, what you refer to as a

radical behavior? I was afraid he would hurt the children.

Couldn't you have left them in someone else's care? Yes, but I

was afraid he would hurt me. Has he ever in the 19 years of

marriage harmed you or the children in anyway? No. So 17

days after a man you say was a good husband, good father,

good provider and only exhibiting radical behavior is why you

elected to file for divorce and petition for a restraining order?

Yes. Nathan tells me that you told him, that your parents

couldn't leave you any inheritance due to him using the money

to pay off his parents with it, is this true? I don't recall. – I

believe this adds credibility that my statements are true. She

wanted out of the relationship fast, due to her father's

increasingly failing health, so that she could in fact reap some

of the benefits of the inheritance. He did in fact pass on

February 14, 2005 and I was never made aware of this. I found

out through a third party and was very distressed that I was not

allowed to pay my last respects to a man that I had respected

and loved the last 24 years. Because of time, I and my parents

could only send flowers to the funeral home.

Resolvement-- Molly Sullivan told my parents that Dr.

Davis has recommended further evaluations and I should

contact you about what I should do. I am now contacting you to

find out what would be the best approach. Obviously,

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conducting evaluations in Orlando would be more conducive

logistically, but I will do them where ever you think it would

better serve me in getting the visitation I deeply desire. I look

forward to hearing your guidance in this matter and look

forward to a speedy end to this alienation. It has been over six

months since I have seen my children and I fear I am losing

touch with them. If you feel this letter should be shared with

Molly Sullivan, please feel free to allow her to read it.

Thank you in advance,

Nathan J. Isbell

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October 26, 2006

To: Jerry Pilgrim Esquire

From: Nathan J. Isbell

Re: Questions for (1st Wife) during trial

 She claims abandonment. During deposition, Grady asked a

series of questions about why she did not go to Atlanta to check

on me. She claims she feared for the children and her own

safety. Why would I stay in the household when she was afraid

of me? She also claims the vehicle she was driving for the past

three weeks was unreliable, I had driven this vehicle

extensively. Then she admits the air-conditioning had stopped

working. Why would she truly not go to Atlanta to check on her

husband of 19 years, that she stated under oath was a good

husband, good provider, good father and was only exhibiting,

in her words, that I was acting in a radical behavior?

During deposition, Grady asked her if she had told me that

her parents told her that they were not leaving any inheritance

to her due to their fear that I would use the money to pay off

my parents. Her answer was that she did not recall. This was a

yes or no question. Why would she have to even think about

this if it wasn't true?

She has a possible boyfriend that resides in the near

proximity of her family's condo in Florida. He is involved with

real estate. Broker or agent? Why would she get a Florida Real

Estate license and then have it transferred to Alabama, was she

planning to relocate? In the two years of our separation, she had

a part-time job that lasted for approximately 3 months and just

recently got her real estate license in 2006, if she was in such

dire straits financially, why would she go for a career that is

straight commission? When asked to get a job to help with our

family before the separation, it was not even an option. How is

it now an option?

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As many times as Nathan has told you about his bleak

financial situation, his requests for you to get a job to help

support the family, the loss of his business and furthermore

even his now discharged bankruptcy, why would you think he

has somehow managed to acquire the resources to still support

the lifestyle the two of you were living?

Is it true that Lauren wishes to have absolutely no contact

with her father? Why do you think she doesn't? Have you ever

heard of what is called P. A. S. or Parental Alienation

Syndrome? Do you think the conversations that you have had

with your daughter over the past two years would fall into that

proven category? Is it also true that Lauren has requested to not

have any contact with her grandparents. Even going as far as

writing them a letter returning their Christmas gift that was in

the form of a check and referring to it as pity money? Nathan

said you have always referred to his parent's generosity and

love as being on their pity pot. Could this be where a 15-yearold

girl would get terms such as pity money?

Nathan has been putting monies into a custodian account

for the children with Edward Jones investments since the time

of separation. He claims that you wanted to have the account

set up where he had no access giving control over to a Trustee,

why? She had told me she didn't want me to drain the account

like I had done with the accounts that my parents had set up.

She also told my kids that they would never see any of this

money in these accounts, because I had drained them before

and I would do it again. The truth is, the accounts were closed

to get enough money to pay off the tax lien that I was unaware

of, so we could qualify for the loan on the McGregor Court

house that she had to have. She was fully aware of this, but the

kids didn't get the whole story. Thus damaging my credibility

for what I am trying to do for them for the future. Is this

Parental Alienation Syndrome?

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When her father was admitted to the hospital in (City)

Georgia and there were several times. She only visited one time

after repeated offers from my parents to assist with the children.

Why did she only visit one time and why did she stay only one

day before going to the family condo at the beach for the next

three days? Couldn't she have been of more service to her

mother and father in their time of need?

(1st Wife)'s bank statements reflect deposits into her

account of approximately $109,000. During that period of

January 2005 through October 2005. This works out to $10,900

per month. Where did this much money come from and why

did she require so much?

(1st Wife)'s ability to keep a clean house was terrible, even

with a housekeeper weekly. The housekeeper even told (1st

Wife) to keep up with the cleaning during the interim of the

weekly visits, which angered (1st Wife). How is it that a fulltime

mom utilizing all available Moms Day Out programs

when the children were young and of course full-time school

later, would fail at keeping a clean house? What did she do all

day?

What was the reason for becoming so discontent with a

house in a wonderful subdivisions such as Leesburg located on

Knollwood Drive? We spruced the house up with new

hardwood flooring throughout and new ceramic tile in the

kitchen. It was 2600 ft.², the same as the house on McGregor

Court. We had new furnishings throughout, yet she still was

discontent. Her major complaint was that it was 20 minutes

away from all of the activities in Spring Hill. Was this really

enough of a hardship to warrant moving to the Spring Hill area

when our finances were on the verge of ruin?

(1st Wife) would spend hours on the phone gossiping with

her friends even after I had repeatedly warned her about doing

this. Austin is not a self motivated child with his homework and

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every time that I spent time with him, he scores well. (1st Wife)

had wanted to put Austin on medication for years and I resisted.

She almost instantly had it prescribed after the separation. Does

she think that a little less telephone time would be better

directed towards Austin's homework efforts to alleviate his

need for prescribed drugs?

Due to the many phone conversations with (1st Wife)

calling me names, I requested that all future contact be made

via e-mail. She strongly denied this request. She does not want

to give up the pleasure she gains from humiliating me? Or is it

that she doesn't want a form of written contact available for the

record?

 

LETTER TO:

WHOM IT MAY CONCERN

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March 20, 2006

To Whom it May Concern:

This illustration of the LEGACY TRUST is based on life

insurance, but can just as easily be set up from liquid cash. The

LEGACY TRUST can be set up in many other ways as well. I

had even thought of all qualified recipients are required to have

a family health coverage plan, otherwise the LEGACY checks

would be applied to the premium and whatever was left over

sent to the heir. This is just one of many applications. The

LEGACY plan can be introduced via an infomercial informing

the public of a website that they can go to and set this up online

or order an info package. I noticed a website selling a do it

yourself living Will for $149.95 just fill in the blanks. With a

modest cost far below what an attorney would charge, they can

set up a LEGACY TRUST of their very own. Insurance

salespeople can present it as part of their sales package. They

can ask their client the all too familiar question “Who do you

want the beneficiary to be?”. When so many people are aware

that the money will be short-lived and they will be forgotten.

Or they can ask the client if they would like to leave a

LEGACY TRUST to all their heirs for an eternity. This is truly

their chance to make a difference in this world before they go

to meet their maker.

By not trying to convert existing policyholders like A. L.

Williams did in the 80's, but trying to add additional benefits to

existing and or new policies. The big insurance companies will

not want to squash the idea, but may embrace it as a valuable

tool in selling their own policies. If it can be patented it

wouldn't matter. We still get paid.

Depending on the initial installment and the number of

qualified recipients, the size of the LEGACY checks will vary.

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But taking into consideration the rule of 72's where based on

the rate of return divided into 72 determines how many years

before your money doubles, these LEGACY checks can get

very sizable. For instance, a $1 million policy as illustrated.

500,000 goes toward the relief of immediate family matters.

The remaining $500,000 gets put into an investment account of

choice. Let's just say the broker can average you a conservative

10%. That means 5% or $25,000 will be paid out to the

registered heirs and $25,000 will be reinvested. Using simple

math and the rule of 72's 10/72 equals 7.2 in 7.2 years their

money will double, but we are paying out 50% so it will take

14.4 years to double. If each recipient isn't entitled to

participate until their 18th birthday, this will enable the fund to

escalate to the point of a sizable check for each recipient. I'm

not going to take the time to show you the power of

compounded interest, but I hope you get the point. More

importantly, the masses of people that would love to leave their

mark for an eternity and for all of their future generations to

enjoy, get the point. Giving thanks to that one person that took

the time and interest to set it up. Your name will live forever.

May GOD bless,

Nathan J. Isbell

 

LETTER TO:

JO BONNER

U.S. CONGRESSMAN

DISCRIMINATION

IN PUBLIC SCHOOLS

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These are notes sent home by the teachers of my stepson Chase.

1. Said “shut up Ms. Snowden”

2. acting on playing an air guitar during spelling

3. talk to family

I'm going to let you give Chase his conduct grade.

Ms. Snowden

Chase is a bright kid who is going to waste away his

education. Please tell him the importance.

Thanks,

Mr. Avera

Mr. Avera,

I am on your side. I tell both of my children how important

education is to their future. However, I am not Chase's teacher.

I was not in the classroom yesterday. I feel that it is your job to

give him the letter that he deserves.

Chase came home and told me that you would not allow

him to get some tissue to blow his nose, and he said he had to

wipe his nose with his hand. He also said that you or some aide

called him lazy in front of the entire class. I am not a child

psychologist, but that is pretty 101 to know not to ridicule

children in front of other people. If that is how you are treating

Chase, he will always meet those goals. If you give him the

slightest encouragement, he listens and he wants to please.

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Chase is punished because of his “U” on Monday and

because of yesterday, but remember, you can feed life into him

or death, you choose what you want to.

(2nd Wife)

Please call me. I called you on Friday.

To:Jo Bonner US Congressman

11 N. Water Street Suite 15290

Mobile, AL 36602

From: Nathan J. Isbell

P.O. Box 1371

Gulf Shores, AL 36547

e-mail – nathanjisbell@yahoo.com

cell phone – 251 – XXX – XXXX

Dear Mr. Bonner,

I have unfortunately discovered discrimination in our public

school system concerning mental health. My son is a student at

UMS-Wright and his ADHD was detected by a teacher that was

obviously trained how to detect this disorder. He has received

the proper medication and is able to function socially as well as

academically. My stepson is a student at Foley Intermediate and

he exemplifies many of the characteristics of a child with ADD.

After a conference with his teacher and principal, I became

very alarmed by their statements. I asked them if the teachers

were to take it upon themselves to be educated in the symptoms

of children with ADD/ADHD what would happen? They are

instructed by the Principle not to inform the child's parents due

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to the financial liability that would be incurred by the Federal

Government. This statement coincides with the statements of

the former U.S. Surgeon General David Satcher M.D. He states

that African Americans are not privileged the medical access

that white children are afforded. From my vantage point, not

only is the African-American child not receiving the medical

attention he needs to become a productive member of society,

he is being Govern-mentally suppressed due to finances.

In closing, I'm not interested in playing the blame game. I

just want to hear some viable solutions to fix the problem at

hand.

Concerned parent,

Nathan J. Isbell

LETTER TO:

PASTOR RICK LONG

AND ELDERS

CHRISTIAN LIFE CHURCH

ORANGE BCH, ALABAMA

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Do We Fit In?

Dear Rick and Elders,

On September 2, 2006 at the end of the service, you gave a

heart-wrenching plea to the church to be mature and

understanding. Stating that although you do not condone this

behavior, you asked that it be addressed and forgiven. My first

thoughts were that you yourself had engaged in a sinful act and

felt compelled to publicly ask for forgiveness. I sat completely

ready to hear your confession and have forgiveness and not

judgment in my heart. To my surprise, the public address was

not concerning you, but members of your congregation. As you

proceed with this story the couple in question boldly walked to

the front of the church as if it were orchestrated and this was

their way of cleansing their hearts with a public confession. I

did not know how to react, but to be stunned as I think many

others were. I left church that day with a feeling of compassion

and empathy for what they and their families would face by

their decisions. I knew they asked for forgiveness and by the

grace of GOD, they shall receive it. I prayed for them and didn't

think that much about it, for I do not know them and my life

was not effected. It later came to my attention via a friend, that

this public confession was in fact not orchestrated and came as

a complete shock to them. I have to admire their strength to

face the church and silently say, “Ye without sin cast the first

stone”. Especially to address a congregation that you all to

often refer to as a trophy shelf of undesirables.

You may be wondering at this point that if I don't know

them, why I feel so strongly about this issue. The fact is that

I'm trying to finalize a divorce of a 21 year marriage that's

started September 2004 and hopefully will be resolved in

January 2007. This in and of itself is not the crux of the matter,

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the events after the breakup are. But first, a little about me. I

had not been raised a Christian do to my parent's decision to

stop attending while I was very young. At the time it didn't

bother me because church didn't do anything but interfere with

my weekend play activities. I've since asked my mother why

we stopped attending and her reply was that the people there

were more interested in gossip sessions than praising the Lord.

We were a family of meager means and she was sure that we

were the subject of conversation when we were not present.

Probably four years ago, I started to attend the church that I

had officially belong to for the last 12 years. I attended as a

means to free myself from the company of my spouse for a few

short hours, for I knew that she wouldn't attend. Somewhere

along the way I decided to pay attention and see what all the

hub bub was about. My knowledge of the Bible was minimal at

best and I chose to remain silent in Sunday school, so as not to

reveal my ignorance on the subject. I got caught up in the word

and found myself looking forward to going on Sunday. At the

point of my absolute hit the bottom turmoil, I began to write

down my thoughts. I really felt like GOD and I were

connecting on a level that completely astonished me. I knew

who to turn to, to discuss my revelation. So I went to my

minister. It seemed the right thing to do, he's always up front

saying “Come, Come”. So I went and it became one of the

biggest mistakes of my life. I turned over all my written

documents to him to read and later call me to discuss. When I

called him, I found that he had only read a few of the first

pages and he thought I was trying to get him to invest in

something. After he did read my most personal thoughts I gave

to him in confidence, he then turned them over to my wife.

These documents enabled her to receive a restraining order,

separation from my children for seven months and only

supervised visitation after that, until I completed a series of

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psychological evaluations that lasted almost a full year. All to

prove that I was not insane and not a threat to my children. (of

course I was cleared of all these allegations). Between what I

received and what this couple received, I think that I would opt

for the public humiliation. My TRUST for organized religion

was history, but my personal relationship with GOD flourished

After spending a full year not allowing myself the pleasure

of a relationship, I met what I feel like today is my soul mate.

She too had experienced extreme let downs with organized

religion and could totally relate to what I had experienced.

After her divorce and realization that it was up to her and the

help of GOD to pick herself up and raise two children on her

own, she isolated herself for five years. When she decided that

it was time to give herself the chance to live again with the

comforts of a partner, her biggest concern with this partner was

that he be a Godly Man. She met what she thought was such a

person that portrayed himself in a Godly manner, only to find

out later that unfortunately it was deception. The man had been

separated from his wife for 18 months and due to the lengthy

divorce proceedings had not officially closed the divorce. Upon

this information surfacing to the church that they all attended,

including his soon-to-be ex, she was ostracized and asked not

to return. She respectfully bowed out and chose another church.

Fortunately, she did not allow someone that positions himself

as judge and jury to diminish her faith in GOD.

Immediately after I started dating her, she started to try to

return me to a place of TRUST. Christian Life Church seemed

to be this place. A place where us undesirables could come and

worship without fear of being ostracized. I had even told her

that I was compelled to make a public confession of faith and

tell the story of how materialism destroyed the second quarter

of my life. I'm glad I didn't do that. Just GOD and I and of

course my new found soul mate. During my new friends

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transition to another church, she did confide in the new

minister. She told me that he made a very profound statement.

“Churches are the only army I know that shoot their wounded.”

Somehow we are expected to be held to a higher standard after

receiving the Lord Jesus Christ as our Savior, when the fact is

that we are still human and we will commit sins of the flesh.

We will continue attending Christian Life Church because

we love it and connect with GOD every week. We are fully

aware that any Minister is nothing more than a man, an

instrument of GOD revealing the word and quite capable of

committing sins of the flesh themselves and should not

consider themselves judge and jury over his disciples. So with

all of this said,

Do We Fit In?

Nathan J. Isbell (2nd Wife)

 

LETTER TO:

FORREST AND KATHY

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October 1, 2007

Dear Forest and Kathy,

My life has changed so much in the last three years. Now

that the dust is beginning to settle, I have time to reflect on my

thoughts and my purpose for GOD. The reason that I am

contacting you is because you are the only one from the church

to make unsolicited contact with me. “Nothing just happens” T.

D. Jakes. I found it interesting that you were unaware of the

goings on with (1st Wife) and I and were merely inquiring

about a future business transaction. Not until you informed me,

were you informed about the I'm sure juicy gossip. But as I

attempt to fulfill my purpose, I met with roadblock after

roadblock. This morning as I lie in bed restless, the Lord

reminds me that the only person to contact me was a lawyer

and a Godly man. I am writing you today, to solicit your help

accomplishing this mission that leaves me with no rest.

I believe I have a solution for a lot of issues that remain

unresolved. The politicians continually scratched around it, but

haven't found it. This can be observed in the Sunday paper

headline “Clinton idea of $5000 for babies has critics smelling

political blood”. Wow, is this what our society has become. If

someone is thinking out loud for the purpose of the betterment

of our future generations, why are they subject to such ridicule?

Although, I am not interested in increasing my taxes to afford

these programs, I am however very interested in fixing the

dilemma at hand. Social Security, health care and the Baby

Boom Generation 401(k) plans that are scheduled to start

maturing in the year 2010.

LEGACY TRUST is a concept that may not be the panacea,

but it certainly couldn't hurt. As people that have life insurance

die, they have policies to benefit the ones that they love with

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immediate cash gratification. Some people even have the

financial intelligence to use this windfall to establish

themselves a nice income producing asset column on their

financial statement. Most do not know what a financial

statement is. As parents, we are always trying to teach our

children morality and ethics, but we ourselves were never

trained the learned skill of financial intelligence. This is a

mission that people like Robert Kiyosaki , author of the Rich

Dad series of books, have felt called to accomplish. With all of

the success Robert enjoys, he is only able to reach a very small,

but growing number of people that are not just thinkers, but

doers. Most will continue to rely on the government to be the

safety net for all of their needs. As my wife's icon Bishop TD

Jakes would recommend, “It is time that we begin thinking

Generationally”.

The first obstacle to overcome was the perpetuity laws that

exist. Upon death, the life insurance will have execution

instructions to wire benefits to a LEGACY TRUST held by the

financial planner the policyholder has selected as Trustee. The

Trustee will then disburse these benefits as the policyholder has

inputted online or otherwise. The selections can be changed up

until the time of death since no disbursements will occur until

then. After the traditional immediate cash gratification and

burial arrangements are taken care of, the remaining percentage

of benefits will be placed in its own LLC. This LLC will be in

the control of the Trustee and invested into the US stock

exchange. After a 50% reinvest, the remaining 50% can be

disbursed in the form of LEGACY checks. The disbursement

and frequency of these checks will be dictated by the

policyholder using the scroll down selection process on the

website. One of the scrolls will ask for a corporate name. This

corporate name will appear on all checks and can be anything

non-vulgar the policyholder wants for all of his heirs to

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remember him by. All people that are direct descendents of the

policyholder are entitled to an equal variable share in the LLC

disbursements at age 18 and all charitable organizations are

assigned a set percentage.

Governmental involvement would be great to facilitate a

lower tax on this new found income stream, possibly 15% like

the capital gains tax. And if this money could somehow be

directed to Social Security to take care of the most I was

speaking of earlier. This cost the taxpayer zero dollars and will

inevitably reduce the tax burden we all face.

The LEGACY TRUST website will be a simple easy-tofollow,

step-by-step process that will enable policyholders to

convert their existing beneficiaries to a LEGACY TRUST

online. The cost to the consumers will be zero dollars and they

can establish a LEGACY TRUST of their own. Leaving their

mark for an eternity. All financial planners will be listed on the

scroll downs leaving the choice to the policyholder. The

financial planning institutions will pay a royalty on my patent

based on new conversions, sales and financial planning.

I could never spend the kind of money that this patented

idea will generate, so I will trade places with GOD. I'll take

10% and open him a LEGACY TRUST account with the 90%

solely geared for the socialization of FREE medical care.

People should have the right to healthcare at no mandatory cost

and people should have the right to pay for healthcare if they

deem it as a better value. The country that I serve believes in

capitalism and is struggling with the connection with socialized

healthcare. Maybe one day GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC will

pay out enough in payroll to attract the best physicians

available.

The 401(k) crisis is on the horizon. The first wave of

government mandated absolute sell offs of the baby boom

generations retirement fund begins in 2010. How many waves

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of sell off's can the market stand before there is a rush to

salvage what is left of people's nest eggs. When people are 80

years old and a crash hits the market, will their financial plan

work? How long of a recovery can they stand? GOD's

LEGACY TRUST LLC will buy all their shares and allow

people to retire to the coast and fulfill all their retirement

dreams. I give full credit for this 401(k) crisis prediction to

Robert Kiyosaki's Rich Dad. Refer to his book Prophecy.

Forrest, I need you to write up this TRUST in a legal

fashion so that it can be presented to the US patent office. I will

pay you for your services. I hope what you have read reveals

my heart and you will take it upon yourself to help me finish

this mission giving GOD the glory.

Thank you in advance and GOD bless,

Nathan J. Isbell

 

LETTER TO:

WHOM IT MAY TOUCH

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To Whom it May Touch:

I worry about my retirement. I worry about the baby boom

generation reaching retirement. I worry if their 401(k) plans

will produce all they were promised. I worry about the year

2010 when the boomers start to retire. I worry if at 70 ½ when

they must start receiving installments from their stocks, will

there be enough buyers to keep the stock price up. I worry if

there will be enough buyers to sustain the barrage of boomers

that will be forced to sell for the many years to come. I worry

about my parents generation, where their employers guarantee

pensions till death. I'm worried about these novice investors

that were only really given one viable option to plan for their

futures. I worry they will not listen to the advice of savvy

investors that try and convince them to keep their money in the

market, it will be okay, it's only your life savings. I worry that if

we get into a bear market reducing their nest eggs, they will be

looking to cash in early and I can only pray that this doesn't

spark a crash where hard-working people settle for pennies on

the dollar and are forced to return to the workforce, instead of

enjoying their golden years.

I wonder if anyone has come up with a fix to this

potentially dangerous scenario? I wonder if anyone would be

interested in a possible fix? I wonder if at the time a life

insurance policy beneficiary section were to be filled out and an

option of the LEGACY TRUST was offered, I wonder if people

might prefer to give an inheritance to their offspring for an

eternity? I wonder if anyone that has children that can't seem to

manage money, if they would feel comfortable that a LEGACY

TRUST will at a minimum provide health insurance? I wonder

if people would like the convenience of buying a life insurance

policy/Will and TRUST and have their life long efforts spread

out into monthly dividend checks that are distributed to all

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qualified members equally? I wonder if anyone would like to

buy or even convert their existing policy to a LEGACY

TRUST? I would but this product, but it is not available so I'm

having to spend $450 in legal fees and all the brainstorming I

can handle to set something up at the time of my death. I want

all of my heirs to receive a monthly check with an encouraging

note from me. I wonder if other people would like to leave their

mark in this world? I wonder if the amount of insurance

settlements deposited into the marketplace will be enough to

absorb the barrage of absolute SELLERS keeping their stock

prices high so their 401k plans will work? I wonder if anyone

even with meager means, would like to leave a LEGACY

TRUST to a charitable group or church, you could certainly

make up some ground on tithing? I wonder if anyone will be

touched by this concept and will take it to the next level? I

wonder when we will address this coming potential crisis? I

wonder if we can pay the debt left by US and from previous

generations and not pass it on to future generations? I wonder if

people can see past their immediate greed and see the benefit of

receiving their birthrights over time? I wonder if my Savior is

satisfied with my efforts?

Nathan J. Isbell

 

LETTER TO:

MR. DAVID WALKER

FORMER U.S. COMPTROLLER

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11-5-2007

To: David Walker U. S. Comptroller

Government Accountability Office

441 G. St. N. W.

Washington, DC. 20548

From: Nathan J. Isbell

P.O. Box 1371

Gulf Shores, AL 36547

Dear Mr. Walker,

The concept of the fiscal wake up tour is designed to draw

from individual citizens an idea that will solve the “Financial

Implosion” that is on the horizon. You say in your statement(

USA Today 10/9/2007) the problem stems from “the power of

compounding”. Ironically, the solution is derived from the same

statement. The answer is compounded interest.

Rebuild Social Security

Allow taxpayers to use their death benefits to open an LLC.

This LLC will be invested into the US stock exchange. The

monthly yield will be reinvested 50% and 50% distributed to

the taxpayers heirs and or charities. This creates a new found,

never ending taxable income stream that can be channeled to

rebuild Social Security.

Global issues/Emergency Funds/Charities

Illustration Purposes only:

We are the World Campaign

Total collected? $10 million

Year collected? 1985

Average annual interest collected? 10%

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Compounded interest has always amazed us, this is how we can

put it to work for us and the rest of the world.

Year balance after 5% disbursement

5% reinvest

1986 10,500,000 500,000

1987 11,025,000 551,250

1988 11,576,250 578,812

1989 12,155,062 607,753

1990 12,762,815 638,140

1991 13,400,955 670,047

1992 14,071,002 703,550

1993 14,774,552 738,727

1994 15,513,279 775,663

1995 16,288,942 814,447

1996 17,103,389 855,169

1997 17,958,558 897,927

1998 18,856,485 942,824

1999 19,799,309 989,965

2000 20,789,274 1,039,463

rule of 72's 72/5% = 14.4 years

2001 21,828,737 1,091,436

2002 22,920,173 1,146,008

2003 24,066,181 1,203,309

2004 25,269,490 1,263,474

2005 26,532,964 1,326,648

2006 27,859,612 1,392,980

2007 29,252,592 1,462,629

2008 30,715,221 1,535,761

Total $21,725,982

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If in 1985 $10 million was collected and put into a Feed the

World LEGACY TRUST yielding 10%. The total disbursed

funds since 1985 would be $21,725,982 and the annual

disbursement would be $1,535,761 for the year 2008. This

would cost the taxpayer absolutely zero dollars. Feel free to add

as many zeros as you would like. That's a lot of rice.

Socialized medical care

Patented royalties paid by life insurance companies and

financial planning institutions will fund this LEGACY TRUST.

Private healthcare will be unaffected, but the uninsured can

receive healthcare for free, costing the taxpayer $0.

This is a crude example of the future LEGACY TRUST

website/written applications: anything underlined is a variable

scroll down option.

LEGACY TRUST

Leave your mark for an Eternity

At the time of my death, please disburse 50% Of my total

death benefit as the immediate cash funds to the following

beneficiaries.

Spouse 50%

Child 25%

Child 25%

The remaining 50% Of my total death benefit is to be put in

TRUST with Edward Jones investments.

Edward Jones investments will establish an LLC with all

qualified recipients as equal variable shareholders. Your

corporate name for your LEGACY TRUST will be printed on

every LEGACY check that your heirs will receive. In 25 words

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or less write what you want all of your future bloodline to see

on their check. Subject to approval.

This LLC will send all qualified recipients an equal

Monthly LEGACY check.

After a 50% Reinvest LEGACY checks to be disbursed as

follows:

Qualified Recipients 90%

Home of Grace-- Vancleave Ms 5%

Youth Reach – Elberta Al 5%

Rules and Regulations for Qualified Recipients

 must register with investment broker 30 days prior to

each birthday with proof of lineage and birth certificate

 no liens may be attached

 No back payments

 organizations that fail to register within three years will be

deleted and proceeds to go into qualified recipient funds

 if investment brokers fees are excessive or the rate of

return falls below 10% For 2 Years in the last 5 Years, a

majority vote of qualified recipients may change

investment brokers to a different legitimate broker

under preset guidelines. Tie No Change

 minimum LEGACY check is $100 after fees and

expenses, otherwise account will reinvest 100% until this

can occur

 only direct bloodline lineage qualifies, no extended

families

 spouse of qualified recipients Does Qualify as my

replacement upon my death

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 must register all births of your bloodline within first

year, income stream may Not Be sold for one Lump

sum. Both of these infractions risk losing your shares at

a majority vote. Tie No.

 Fund must have a positive yield or there will be no

LEGACY check for that period

In closing, the love of money may be the root of all evil, but

it can sure solve a lot of problems today and in the future. The

possibilities of this plan are endless.

May GOD Bless America and the rest of the World,

Nathan J. Isbell

CC: Jo Bonner US Congressman

Bill O'Reilly Fox News

Harry Zeeve Concorde Coalition

Rush Limbaugh

SECOND MANIC EPISODE

THE CRAZY STUFF

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I AM

I AM contacting you now.

Is Help really on the way?

Check out the front page of USA Today October 9, 2007

I have the remedy.

I am ready.

666 – important dates?

Riddles:

27 coins

What happened to the other dollar?

Two men Two doors

Larry's son

I am gay – Kevin Kline

If I could just get some bottom land – Sgt. York

I figured those guns were killing hundreds, maybe thousands,

so I had to stop them guns.

After Sgt. York got what he wanted, I heard he returned back to

the bottle.

You sure learned a lot up in those hills Alvin.

It must be nice to always think you're the smartest one in the

room – Broadcast News

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If you could express yourself right now, I know that you would

do a better job than I – Hook

Simba, you are more than you have become – Lion King

Young lady / Old lady – Shallow Hal

Fire, Fire, Look at what I have created – Castaway

World Peace – Miss Congeniality

Loaded gun – There's something about Mary

Rape, Pedophile, Institutionalize – Shawshank Redemption

Republicans and Democrats – Heat Miser and Mr. Freeze

Island of Misfit Toys – Lepers

I wish I had $1 million – It's a Wonderful Life

My people want freedom/HEALTHCARE and I go to see that

they have it – Braveheart

You make me want to be a better man – As GOD as it Gets

You complete me – Jerry Maguire

Scooby Doo ending – Wayne's world

Fake charities – The Jerk

Ability to smell an ambush – Braveheart

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Run for it Marty – Back to the Future

Opinions are like assholes, we all got one – Platoon

Two camps – Hate and Love

Turkish prison – Pain, Guilt, Customs, Cultures, Homecoming

– Midnight Express

Golden goose – Jack and the Beanstalk

Fame – Failure - Rebirth and Wiser – Rock Star

Wizard of Oz – TD Jakes

Will work for food

666 # of a man?

Get your credit score up to 666 and you have a right of passage

as a man

Rituals – Roots

Betrayal – Patrick and Terry

The Two Headed Beast is what holds us captive, it can be

slayed. This is the struggle that every Man contends with. -

Restraint

The market needs more money for continuity. GOD's LEGACY

TRUST LLC will create a new foundation.

Real-life knowledge – Back-to-School Rodney Dangerfield

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Lower-priced tuna, That's American man. Schooner tuna, the

tuna with a heart. – Mr. Mom

If our country was a football team, would you say we're having

a winning season? – Heaven Can Wait

We don't care what the other teams are doing, we want to do the

right thing. If the porpoises are getting caught in the nets, we'll

charge an extra penny per can to save them. We'll be on the

porpoise team. We'll advertise “Would you pay an extra penny

to save the fish that thinks?”

I want it now daddy – Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory

Impatient – No Discipline – No Guidance – Uneducated -

Greed

Hold up signs during clips like Wayne's world, cool

I was rushed through my mortgage closing – Ignorance

Do you know how easy this is for me? – Good Will Hunting

Stay free mini pad joke

Build businesses for the lepers and halfway houses.

Hope of going home serving humble pie

Pie – Michael

He smells like cookies – Michael – vanity

What do you do when your real-life exceeds your dreams?

Keep it to yourself – Broadcast News

Corruption brought on by Envy

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I was saving up for a Husband – It's a Wonderful Life

Generosity – Compassion – Racism

I've got a Golden ticket – LEGACY Will and TRUST – Willy

Wonka

Feed tuna mayonnaise – Night Shift

Creativity – realized failure - QUIT

How much will it cost your family?

Bipolar disorder

How much does it cost us, to not let you create?

Would you hire a leper?

Let's all take our masks off and put on a new one

Mask – Jim Carrey

Funny how when he puts on the Mask, the real person inside

emerges. Is this what intoxicants do? Hows that working out for

you?

Anyone who challenges

You're going to lose – A League of their Own

Let me just stop you right there, before you say something you

will inevitably regret – You've got Mail

That's the gift that keeps on giving – Christmas Vacation

LEGACY Will and TRUST

Not everyone thinks like you Patrice.

Oh yes they do, they just don't admit it. – Coming to America

Narrow Minded – No understanding of Cultural Diversities

We must be getting close, I'm getting a hard on – Top Gun

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October 16, 2007

Financial Intelligence Required

Before I except my clinical bipolar diagnosis, take my

meds, suppress my creativity and slip into a lethargic state like

the rest of the kids on Ritalin. I would like someone with

financial intelligence to tell me why this won't work.

Will someone please answer these questions? Can

LEGACY Will and TRUST: feed the world - stop drug abuse

with quarterly screenings for non-prescribed medication - keep

the stock market from crashing – Answer my 11-year-old

stepson's birthday wish to bring prayer back to schools – show

the world we want peace through the teachings of Jesus Christ

– not to mention a check from GOD's LEGACY TRUST for

their daily bread – profile everyone that wants free services –

such as healthcare and food – will this help to stop terrorism by

knowing who is here?

Cut through all of the political spin? Start healing people on

the inside with mental counseling? Why did the 14-year-old kill

himself for GOD? Did his teachings from home not match

society? Put GOD back into our hearts? Change foreign

perception of the United States and GOD. If not the present

generation, possibly the future generations that are receiving

LEGACY checks from GOD? Stop civil liberties unions from

pandering to the sensitivities of other cultures and beliefs, while

sacrificing what my forefathers fought for? Stop global

warming? Just kidding or am I. Put your money where your

mouth is. Let everyone know that GOD loves us so much he

sent his only son to save us. We crucified him and it set us on

the wrong path? Set us on GOD's path?

Anonymous Christian/African-American

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Set up a global warming TRUST fund, so I don't have to pay

for you to chase rabbits.

Don't you dare ask Caesar for another red cent.

I worked real hard for this Louie – Trading Places

TRUST

Movie – kids get wrapped up in their class instructor while he

was illustrating how easy Hitler had it. Can we rally behind

GOD? The insignia for GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC means

healing. Red Cross – Jesus has left, but the blood remains. Gold

and Purple Serpent – Temptations – Sin

Escape – Indian – One who flew over the cuckoo's nest

Let Caesar have what is Caesar's

15% Federal 5% State

Let GOD have what belongs to GOD 10%

I did not want to bore you with numbers again, I was

looking at the $10 million illustration for the starving children

in Africa. It says, if in 1985 $10 million was collected and put

into a feed the world LEGACY TRUST fund yielding 10%

annually, the African 2008 Rice budget would be in excess of

1.5 million that costs the taxpayer zero dollars. That's a lot of

rice that we didn't have to ask for a donation for.

After the $10 million was spent and not invested back in 1985,

what is the Rice budget today? How are we going to pay it so

people don't starve? What better way to stop the war on terrorism,

than by winning their hearts through their stomachs. Win with love.

How much does the Jerry Lewis telethon fund have in their

account? How much would their Rice budget be? Or will we

need another boring Telethon to feed today's need.

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How many examples of how GOD's LEGACY plan works

do you need? Money may be the root of all evil, but it can solve

a lot of problems. When your money works for all of us, rather

than us working for money. At present, we spend more than we

have and the marketplace has caught up with us. Can we leave

our future generations a bill or a check. The time for change is

now. Or we could just leave it to our dogs. I can only hope they

have more financial intelligence than the current recipients.

When the government pension plans go bankrupt, will that

wake us up? Probably not, that generation will be dead.

October 30, 2007

To: David Walker

Re: Fiscal Wake Up Tour Challenge

The answer is compounded interest. In lieu of increasing

the inheritance tax, allow taxpayers to use their death benefits

to open an LLC. This LLC will be invested into the US stock

exchange. The monthly yield will be reinvested 50% and 50%

disbursed to the taxpayers heirs. This creates a new found

income stream that can be taxed forever.

Our arrogance makes us think it is trying to communicate with

us – Star Trek IV

Cultural Diversity-- Ego

Such Decadence – Moscow on the Hudson

Happy learned how to putt – Happy Gilmore

Focus – write what I want to say

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Exchange info for a transfer – A Few Good Men

Discrimination for LEGACY

Problem first – Discrimination

Solutions second

Drawing for a month-long cruise, one ticket per person, one

dollar. That is your permanent number, maybe this is the

number you need to get goods and services or this is the

antichrist. I don't want to be the antichrist.

You don't tug on Superman's cape. You don't piss into the wind.

You don't pull, the mask off the Lone Ranger and you don't

mess around with HIM – Jim Croce

I don't know who I am

I don't know who I am supposed to be

I do know, I am more than I have become. – Lion King

I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown.

Without a backup plan and GOD to talk to, I cringe.

Would prescribed medication erase the line of reality and cause

me to do something I ordinarily wouldn't do? I think so.

Hold on, wait a minute, let me put some GOD in it. Ooh Aah

If this plan doesn't work, I am as crazy as a run over dog.

Check me in. No prescribed meds please. On second thought,

I'll have the buffet.

I feel your pain – Million Dollar Baby

Parental Alienation Syndrome

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Anyone willing to give up birthrights for one lump sum. I want

to know what he is going to do with the money. He may be a

prophet.

Special Ed is for Goofy screws – Island of Misfit Toys

The Starving will Sing

Rub a Dub Dub

Thanks for the Grub

Yeah GOD!!!

A horny man is a dangerous thing – History Channel

Men can not be Trusted to adopt. Heterosexuals have a hard

enough time restraining from perversion. Homosexuals will

cross the line of morality and a child should not be subject to

such. Lesbians can procreate on their own during a one night

stand, but their perverted make up is totally different than a

mans and I believe they make fine nurturing mothers. Neither

should be allowed to adopt.

I ask our father time to fix problems. Give me the strength to

make them heed.

Do you want Hank? – Me, Myself and Irene

Vulgarity – Two personalities – Good and Evil – Angel and

Devil

Exercise the Demon – Pet Detective

I know I am right!!!

Sean Hannity is the Heat Miser

Alan Combs is Mr. Freeze

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Bill O'Reilly – I am too much.

All I am saying

Is give peace a chance – Billy Jack

I love the girl that screams out obscenities, so he takes her to a

ballgame – Deuce Bigelow Male Gigolo

She gets your attention, doesn't she? Does GOD need to scream

out obscenities to get your attention?

Is it too much to ask for a roof over your head and food to eat –

George Bailey

Anyway my father didn't think so.

Is it too much to ask for free medical care? – Nathan

We are Hungry

Are we Worthy

Before the Word Thy GOD

Thank you for my Mother and Dad.

You did real good Momma—Forrest Gump

He made his peace with GOD – Lieut. Dan

It is hard to chill, when the devil blocks my purpose.

All things are possible for those that believe in our GOD

through Jesus Christ, his only begotten son.

My title is Wonderful Counselor for I serve a Wonderful GOD!

Lord, please do not lead me to temptation. Cleanse my soul.

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I'm not worthy – Wayne's world

Self-Esteem – Weird Science

Bumper stickers:

Are you following Jesus this close?

Normal people frighten me

On Fire for GOD

That's the thing about that line, they keep moving that little

sucker – Broadcast News

The Line of Reality – Over prescribed medication

I have learned shorthand with my Aletheia.

I can bring a whole story to you from a small clip of a movie. I

have the ability to draw from movie clips, the answer for most

quandaries and direction of how I want to take my own life.

Are the movies that are being produced today, exemplifying the

message that we want our children to lead their lives by?

I'll be home for Christmas, if only in my dreams.

I am Jim – Taxi

Aletheia

You want me on that wall

You need me on that wall

You want TRUTH

You can't handle the truth – A Few Good Men

My name is Sue Seer.

Excuse me, what is your name?

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Her name is Lucille – Volunteers

Dialect – Speaking in Tongues

not Yibbity Yibbity Yah Yah Yah Praise GOD – Can I get a AA-

A-AMEN!!!

Once Solomon gained all the wisdom. He gained all the greed

and lusts of this world. He made a mistake.

What have you learned Dorothy?-- Wizard of Oz

Acts 17:31 I don't want to pick a date

1 Thessalonians 1 – 5

Hebrews 10:27 give me the faith that will seal my salvation,

Lord

please Lord

Matthew 24:40 I have been warned

So shall it be written, So shall it be done – the 10

Commandments

2 Thess 2:1-4 Jesus has got my back

1 Tim 4:1-2 everybody's got their own agenda

2 Peter 2:1 – 3 not a good job to be in, if your heart is not right

with GOD

Wooganowski-- Duh Woogie – There's something about Mary

Nathan – Duh Nathan the Prophet

Knowledge of Nathan – ask Gene

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Only pierced never a broken bone,

I remember that proclamation.

What a dumb ass AM I.

Know your place, he that would sit at the front, shall sit at the

back.

I will build your temple, Lord

Not filled with the riches of Solomon

But filled with the technology of this culture. Here we will use

it and beat the devil at his own game – Media

Your temple will be called Leper Land

Your Grace will heal your people

Faith – Always Been, Always Be

But what about graduation?

When you can take pebble from my hand, time for you to leave

– Kung Fu

Wow, how naive

We need a halfway house

Roof – Food – Clothing – Medical care – Job – HOPE!!!

Your name will grace many businesses and anyone who scorns

at the lepers will answer to you. Who am I to judge. I am a

leper.

? Six eyes = eyes 2 + sunglasses 2 + bifocals 2

I chased every devil

I was ill prepared

I have faith

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I have strength

I am saved

That's the way uh huh, uh huh. I like it uh huh, uh huh

144,000 songs

Man, where is Brian Wilson when you need him

Lord help me

Give me the sales pitch

I need to convince:

drug companies /alcohol /tobacco/

government/Caesar

The system can be tweaked and everyone can live a better life.

Give unto Caesar, what is Caesars and give unto the Lord what

is the Lord's.

I have cast my net to the point the Lord is blocking me. I will

cast no further, I will be content with whatever he gives me. For

I know I have truly given it my all, without crossing the line of

sanity.

Dear (2nd Wife),

I am not the Cook

I am not the Maid

I am not the Landscaper

I am spending time with our Father

I am sorry that disturbs you

I love you, bear with me

Nathan

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I am sorry for calling you bitter. The devil has jumped on you.

A Godly woman

I pray GOD

Please remove the scales on her eyes – I cannot turn the light

on to her heart

Performance – Do you want your GOD to dance? – Jerry

Maguire

or will you dance for your GOD and Creator

Maybe I am the Lone Wolf McQuaid?

Because I am tired of teaching and not being heard – Seclusion

– but I love people and I want to share

I refuse to roll up in a ball – Yo Adrian

Am I going to serve time, for spending time with our Father?

Stop dragging/Dragon me off course Devil, I want to go to

Leper Land

Why can't a parent be a friend? What is it we are hiding? Does

the devil have a secret?

I bet he does. Gootchy Goo

Secrets will rob you.

I hope the Terminator doesn't get me. Is he the boogie man we

have heard so much about?

TRUST – Deception – Humiliation – Media – Drugs

The devil's mission statement:

DEATH

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Nathan the Prophet

Wonderful Counselor

Servant of GOD

“A Godly Man”

I will once again, write a check for all that I have for your

people.

Hey Deeds, can you use $1 billion?

Sure, why not – Mr. Deeds

The hole that I dig, becomes deeper and deeper. I hope it turns

out like Shawshank Redemption. The Latter part of course.

Waz Up T. D.

I heard you

888 or 800 – I am not answering that one – that's a bill collector

Okay I get it

You want me to start writing again

The cruise ships will unload and reload giving everyone who

seeks it, the Good News

I get it now – Bill Murray Scrooged

People from near and far will come

Listen – Field of Dreams

It will shock them

I know the truth, can we do anything about it?

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I confess, the legal ways of our society and culture don't work

for me.

I have a get out of jail free card. Do you have one Jack? – Clear

and Present Danger

Oh well, I didn't think about that. I just wanted to serve our

Father.

Act appropriately before our Father and you will be a Pro in his

eyes.

We need housing for employees/lepers of Leper Land

Buy all Martyn Woods For cruise raffle

Porpoise – bottle nosed dolphin – Purpose

The first thing GOD showed me

GOD's beauty – man's existence

This is our LEGACY, embrace the lepers. We are people just

like you.

You discriminate, he does not – KNOT

Book title

“If I were” Nathan the Prophet – Wonderful Counselor –

Servant of GOD

“If I were” a Murderer

Thanks O.J.

Wait til you see the movie, your kids are going to love it –

Marty Back to the Future

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Something has got to be done about your kids – Doc

Your children need for you to be a parent and occasionally, they

need a doctor.

You are resting me for being a servant of the Lord. Why can't I be

forgiven for my mistakes? Are you crabs in a bucket? Ask Ralph.

80/20

Can you overlook the 20 and be content with the 80

Multi-lesson – stay with me now

Fed 15%

State 5%

GOD 10%

Can you live with 70%? X________

Peace and Love 100%

Your Temple will be filled with Bling Bling – Technology

So when you demonstrate your powerful hand, only the

treasures of this world are lost and human life is spared and

your temple can easily be rebuilt by the people of this World.

Your Earthly Entity, GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC will be

built in the same manner the Great Pyramids were built. With

the life long efforts of your people. Everyone is a brick in

GOD's Entity. Some used and some not.

They are just like cats, they can be trained, but it requires a

tremendous amount of patience. No one really owns a cat. No

one really owns a human.

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Look up the definition of patience – ask Brian

You are enough to hold public confessions of faith

Don't forget planes and airstrip

But a performance is not necessary

Show your pride with the sign, the sign of GOD.

Do not erect or worship the sign

Conceal it in your heart

Reveal it in your wave

Love your fellow brother, we are all looking for different

cheese stations – Who Moved My Cheese

I hit the Mother Lode

Good News – I share – I am not greedy.

I have been given ADHD and I like. Now that I know what

ADHD is. How dare us for suppressing the future prophets for

the devils glory, because of ignorance and greed.

Ghost of Christmas Present opens his curtains – Scrooge

I am one of you. Our forefathers are speaking to me. I went

through life in a drunken stupor – stupid lost child. I have

Aletheia – learn – unforget - TRUTH. Beware of false

teachings, getting kicked in the teeth sucks.

Take off your masks. Lie down in a bed of snakes. You will be

bitten. It really hurts don't it? Know that your salvation relies

on your perseverance to never take your eye off you're creator.

GOD, the one and only, your choice, he is always with you. He

loves you unconditionally. Regardless.

I am becoming what I am meant to be.

Damn the torpedoes, I am coming in.

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Ice has the lead. Okay you guys, I'm coming in.- Top Gun

The arrogant, vocally robust are responsible for the demise of

the Knights Templar and Jesus Christ.

That whole “I am” thing works in real good. It is in the script.

Imagine that.

Use your imagination and dip into the pool of Bathsheba?

Cleanse yourself for yourself, not for the approval of others.

Vain – Pain

Experience the past, so that you can articulate it. They have a

purpose too. We are still paying a debt. What is the balance?

Check please.

I had to become a commercial real estate investor to have the

vision of your Temple.

Is the Indian in the commercial still crying over man's existence

and harm done to our environment?

We have lived in Solomon's World long enough. Let us dwell in

your World Lord. This one will do just fine. Just tweak it a bit.

You've GOD mail.

Six dollar bill

The metric system may be easier, but I never got it.

I don't get it – Big

GRUMPS – Star Trek

Scary Revelation

Okay, I am starting to feel good GOD. Give them to me

Separate Leper Camps

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How low can you go

Can you go to Da Flo

But Nobody Know

But You and

GOD

Poppies will make them sleep – Wizard of Oz

Ask your forefathers

There is no place like home – Immigration

Have you seen my home?

screw You, screw You, screw You

Who's next – Coming to America

Good Ship – Good Crew

Hoo Ray for ME

And screw YOU – Dad

Play it close to your vest and have a backup plan.

Rocky Marciano was how old when he beat Joe Lewis's ass?

How old is your GOD? Can he be our Rocky? Because it sure

has been Rocky and Rolly so far.

Okay okay, I like the place, but these damn bugs are eating my

ass up. I'll wait in the car.

Don't waste your time on me, you are already the voice inside

my head.

Come – Learn – Leave – Spread – You're holding up the line

Shit or get off the pot – Nathan

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Be prepared to leave the bad lands most hurriedly. Age is a

factor here. Wait till they really need The boogie man. Be

trained to spot him, ADHD. Help him, he is a future prophet

wanna be.

Some make it, some don't. But how do you know before you

try. Are you willing to bet the family farm?

Go ahead, try to draw the sword. If it is not you, have a backup

plan and live a wonderful life. Some will enjoy what they do.

Some will strive for more. Cursed is the man that holds

judgment over the starters and lagers. We need each other.

There is plenty of shit I don't want to do. But to the person who

is striving for more while picking up my shit, I pay you the

respect that you deserve. Just a little bit is all I need, I have a

plan and a backup plan. So watch out Devil. I am coming to get

YOU.

Murdock, I'm coming to get you – Rambo II

I guess dipping in the ocean and lake was theatrics on my part.

It is too damn cold to get wet. Is this the line of judgment we

must all use. The code didn't work and the machine did break

down.

Exercise good sense

The nuts are the ones that must perform

You, our GOD knows who you are

He always knows – A Christmas Story

We should have stuck up for him, it was not his blame – Shame

to carry

We're suppose to stick up for the weak. We're suppose to stick

up for Willie- A Few Good Men

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I'll never know how much it Cost

To see my sin upon that Cross

I'm giving it all to you

Man this shit is so good, I think I'll buy my own tape-- TD

Jakes

Answer: All in your Heart

Not in your pocket book. Give til it's comfortable. Put it in

GOD's hands

Sorry, I can't pick up hitchhikers to Foley. You might be the

devil.

I wouldn't have minded so much, but your slobbering dog

would soil my interior.

Excuses are like assholes, we all got one – Platoon

Use them wisely

Hot Tub Time:

My fingers hurt – Nathan

Isn't the ocean beautiful?

I keep ending up at Point Clear, not Point Clear Alabama. Point

Clear?

Probably not, it isn't for me either. Try this:

Let there be no misunderstanding

I AM is the Father

Jesus is the Son

Nathan is the Humble Servant

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The Holy Spirit is all of this shit floating around us keeping

score with consequences.

I see my footprints in the sand, I am is still carrying the load.

Try this:

Ban nothing, we need Judas

But if you want a check from GOD

You must be Clean

Quarterly drug test

Healed because it was detected

Don't suppress GOD's gifts to heal the nations any longer

Don't forget us misfit toys, we want homes too.

Boo-hoo Boo-hoo not another Christmas

Nobody wants us

Well you thought you were better than everyone else and you

kept secrets. How can we TRUST you? What have you been

waiting for? My 10 acres and a mule ain't showed up yet – DD

Answer: they ain't going to show up. Where did you lose your

faith?

I ruined you by making you boss. Everyone is not supposed to

be boss, it is their decision.

I need a physical exam. I hate smoke, leave that woman to

GOD, hurts my lungs, but I like it up until I am done.

For ME – Ricky Bobby

Not the Planet of the Apes

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How silly we are to laugh at other cultures because of our own

ignorance – Borat

Cancel the party

Tell them I don't feel good

I don't give a shit

I am Hobnobbing

With the Almighty

I'll bring a note

This is beginning to look Eerie

I will check in Monday

But I will not be silenced, 911

That was easy

I have taken the path of least resistance my whole life.

One more round – Rocky V

Never give up

Help is on the way

Am I the help?

Are you the coconut that will pay full price Nathan? If you are,

I didn't want to miss you. Car business.

What is a fair price? Tell us, don't make us barter in the street.

We want to support you without getting screwed. Tell us what

is fair and we will pay it.

Lost books of Nathan

Good news, I just found it – ask Brian

A. R. K.

Acts of Random Kindness – Evan Almighty

I can dig it. Who goes first Nathan?

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Mr. Mom – the job sucks

and needs nourishment and appreciation

Your Spouse is an extension of you.

Step up – be a man in what ever capacity

Women respect your Men

We are an extension of each other

WILL > TRUST > GOD

What can I say, it is his patent – Nathan

What's up in Leper Land today – Cool Breeze – Doc Holiday

I need a holiday

If we took a holiday, could we have some time to spend

together – Madonna

Can you handle this Jerry?

Sure Rick > File 13

Don't become too big, you will have no rest.

Make your judges accountable, you allow the Dragon to pierce

my body, but not my heart and soul? Nathan

Hey, I am just working with the tools you gave me.

What was the name of that movie that was the counterpart to XMen?

All of the heroes had bizarre talents. Pee-Wee was the

fart man. I guess with my gift Aletheia, I am able to articulate

life's experiences through my own life experiences, as well as

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through the eyes of our forefathers via movie clips teaching us

right from wrong.

Thank you Father – what a wonderful gift it is

your humble servant Nathan

Fishing – Hunt for Red October

Youth > TRUST > Mentor

How could you know?

I didn't even know. - Vinnie Barbarino

I like the fasting thing, but I am getting kind of hungry –

Nathan

Whoops, I am not supposed to let the cat out of the bag. –

Bulimia

Jolly Roger – Buddy

Shattered dreams hurt

If you bet the farm

Have a backup plan

Are you willing to lose all that you are because you are

convinced you have the answer?

“GO FOR IT”

If not, sit down and shut up. I can't hear the real movers and

shakers, don't be scared and don't leave me hanging.

No no, these are important, these are papers, not Gook Shit –

Platoon

After You – you are a true friend

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How big of a boat can you Captain, Gene?

Training

Sample it all, find out what you like. Strive for it. Your GOD

wants you to have an abundant life. You do know your GOD

wants that don't you? Have a plan for your goals, learn from my

mistakes and the mistakes of your forefathers – Nathan

666

Don't look for signs

You are being tempted and giving in to temptation.

Why don't you just come on down? King of the Jews Ha Ha

Ha

I need no visual miracle, but I pray you reveal your plan and all

of my efforts will pay off.

Let me publicly confess your undying love to all of your

people.

Your deeds will carry more weight than your words. Heal us

Lord – Nathan

Sorry to be such an argumentative #$%&, but I have a list of

questions that make you go Hmmmm...-- Nathan

It is not for you to know. Even my son Jesus didn't know the

hour of your Savior.

I hate cliffhangers. Does this one turn out good? – Nathan

For all that TRUST in the Lord

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I went blank – Nathan

Do you hear their cries for help? After their busted, be active

for GOD

Drug Companies

Right Track, Wrong Tools

Didn't GOD give us 12 fruit bearing plants to heal the nations?

Yes, I know I read that somewhere.

Where is the compass? Find it – Band of the Hand

I don't want to eat an alley cat. Care for animals as they care for

you

Don't lose sight

Your father loves you more than any animal. Be aware. How

hungry are you with the treasures of this world. That animals

should needlessly sacrifice their skin off their back literally, so

you can impress. How sad.

Image – Dances with Wolves

Dead carcasses rotting, what say you?

Is it that damn cold? – Nathan

I'm not taking a test

You take the damn test

Here are my notes.

Screw you – Nathan

Oh GOD – George Burns

This is real fun and I am laughing my ass off, but most of the

shit is serious.

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How can I count on my brother to do his part?

We're going to Leper Land till you get it.

Will I have to keep swearing after I am found out?

Yes, dammit George – Marty Back to the Future

You tell me people, which Nathan do you want?

Something for everyone – Bourbon Street

It's me – it's me – it's Earnest T.

You can come in

You can come out

M*A*S*H – Frank Burns lock up

Who is the nut?

Depends on the spin – O'Reilly

Wife called 4:04, guess I will submit, put on my game face and

probably get drunk on wine. I deserve it. Oh shit! I can't get

drunk, you might come tonight. I'll pace myself – Moderation.

You are the only one I can talk to Lord. Not even my Godly

wife. Find forgiveness in me Lord. The devil is very powerful.

Let me give them your new tool Lord. That will be in your

favor and honor.

Let me just stop you from saying something you will regret

later wife – You've got Mail

I would feel bad for showing my ass if she has planned a early

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surprise birthday party. If not, it's okay. I shouldn't show my ass

anyway.

I don't give a#$%

They are here for free food and drink and to lap up to you for

donations – Back-to-School Rodney Dangerfield

Oh hell no, I'm not taking that, oh yes you are, Mama needs a

nap.- Children's Motrin

How was your day dear?

Oh just another day of carrying the sins of the world on my

shoulders kind of day.

How about you?

Please forgive me Lord, my forgetfulness has cost us another

thought. My antennas are up.

But they are damaged, forgive me Lord for my sins.

Is this what people with Alzheimer's feel like. I don't like it. I

want to go home, where it is safe.

Please fix my home.

I will deny you tonight, under protest, forgive me Lord. I love

my wife.

Forgive me Lord. I will not deny you again. I know three times

damn. Although my hand is sore, my heart soars. I respectfully

request Coco – or heir and Holy Terror or heir. Coco –

Chocolate Lab – Companion - Loyal, Holy Terror - solid white

German Shepard – Bodyguard – Sight Dog.

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Will you gouge out my eyes Lord?

I say I have suffered long enough, Father I have had enough

strict discipline.

Andrew we won't except 2nd Pl. – Breakfast Club

We do not train to be merciful here,

Mercy is for the weak – Karate Kid

No discipline Johnny

Is this the Johnny I've heard so much about?

Give me some Johnny jokes baby.

Here's Johnny – Shining

Where do you lose it? Where is the line? What would you do

with no lifeline? Call GOD

I must be conscious of every decision I make for fear of

repercussions. I played drums hmmm...

Party On Wayne – Party On Garth

SIT YOUR MONKEY ASS DOWN!!!

Let us smoke awhile -Dances with Wolves

Deep Thought – Decisions - Future

I do not rely on people to sustain me. Therefore I speak my

mind. Sorry if I offend you. But you know I am right. Please

don't take me yet Lord.

O Tay I got sumptin to say --Buckwheat

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If you thought you were the person that TD Jakes is looking

for, considering you don't work there, how could you get to see

the Wizard? I know in my heart. He is not behind curtains.

How long will you allow the devil to suppress my tongue?

I hate to put GOD on a deadline, but I am checking in on

Monday, November 12, 2007. The devil drove me to drink. He

is driving me crazy. I hope the medication will help get rid of

him. Rather than sedate my Christianity and build my

tolerance.

Why do we lie to our doctor? Secrets

Mafibachev – damaged, but delivered

How can I fix it, if I don't know what is broken. – Heartbreak

Ridge

The truth shall set you freedom – Braveheart

Once I am discovered, I will no longer be able to move about

you, to find out who you really are. The Mask will come off.

The freaks come out at night. Heh heh

People are truly like cats, they require patience, they have

tremendous tenacity. And even when we think we own them,

they refuse to be owned. – Slavery

I hate the dating process, to find a mate with our masks on.

Who are we? What are our motives? Are you as trapped as I

am? How can you plan your escape and escape to where?

Can you go home?

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Fortunately for me, I was born in a loving home. I can come

and go as I please. I have rights as long as they don't offend

anyone. When did the Lord's words begin to offend you? Did

you do a self-examination to determine if the problem is within

you? Take off your mask, it has blinders.

Girls Gone Wild – sorry dude, you offended the wicked and

they framed you. Right to free speech or not, you're screwed.

Secrets weave a web. Too many secrets will trip you up during

confrontation, especially if you are pandering for approval,

votes or love.

I have the right answer. Follow me. You follow Drafiki, he

know the way – Lion King

The answer is the Circle of Life. How will we leave Pride

Rock? Plymouth Rock? Will our heirs be equipped with the

teachings of Jesus Christ or the Devil?

Will our generation continue to do nothing to replenish what we

have consumed, except procreate new consumers? What will

our generation leave the World? At the present time, it looks

like a big fat Debt.

Remember, remember. Go to the rulebook – Bible

All of the answers are written down.

But the rulebook is too damn long. Do you have it on CD? Yes.

Well can you keep me entertained. I guess I am so lazy. I want

to learn by watching a movie or playing a game. Although,

you'll play hell getting anyone to play.

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Who will lead us Lord?

I cannot

I am a drunk

I am a addict

I am a sexaholic

I am impatient

I have lost my tolerance

I am tired of working a flawed system

But I still have a DREAM!!!

If this prophet thing is my new gig, I can dig it. I need someone

to take better shorthand that I.

Make sure everything is accurate, so you can use my words

against me. I screw up – I am human.

If I didn't make any mistakes, how would I know if it is right?

Grow from Love – First Wives Club

How can I grow, when you're screwing my husband you

deceptive bitch.

I know who I am

I know my purpose

I am Nathan the Prophet - Wonderful Counselor – Servant of

GOD

Can you dig it?

Ha Ha Ha

Go home nut

Run Home Jack – Hook

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Mission statement

Rectify all inhumanities man places on himself with the word

of The Lord GOD Almighty!!!

KISS

Keep It Simple Stupid

Rock the boat, don't rock the boat baby, don't tip the boat over.

ALWAYS RESPECTFULLY QUESTION AUTHORITY

If they Look like shit

Smell like shit

Walk like shit

Talk like shit

They're probably full of shit or a duck.

Life and the money game

Age

25 – 34 First quarter

35 – 44 Second quarter

45-- 54 Third quarter

55 – 65 Fourth quarter

Game Over or Over Time?

Where are you? Question: If you were to become disabled, how

would you pay your bills? Better start preparing your Financial

Ark while you have a strong back and spirit.

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When will we make time for you my father? Your creation is

beautiful and that is a genuine compliment, not meant to

bloviate your ego. My excitement for my reward has

diminished by the pain I am in enduring.

How to Win friends and influence people versus how to screw

your friends and have them like you for it. You decide.

How many prophets have been silenced by our own ignorance?

Were they burned at the stake?

I want to be Sniff

I want to be Scurry

Sorry, I am not an animal. Deal with the hand you have been

dealt. It will work. I am convinced.

I want to be HIM – WWJ D.

I want to be Ha – Naysayers

Who moved my cheese?

GOD, I crave your cheese – Nathan

Lord, why show me these things and not allow me to change

them. Are these the things that must happen or can happen.--

Scrooge

Give us a Scooby Doo ending – Wayne's World

Would the book sell better titled:

Nathan the prophet, the Messiah, the Savior, the One and Only,

the Almighty, the One to tell you all is well in the World, Go

Ask Oprah.

This is something I must articulate, because I will never

experience it. He has made that point quite clear. Our Father

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who art in Heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy Kingdom

come, thy Will be done. On Earth, as it is in Heaven.

Let the name of Moses be stricken from everything and

replaced with the name Ramses – 10 Commandment's

The significance of removing the name of Moses, is the attempt

to remove his memory from our hearts, minds and future

generations/History. The Egyptians always thought of things

generationally and how over time, anything can be erased from

history. Our society keeps chipping away at our belief that we

are “One Nation Under GOD”. How many more generations

will it take, for us to be so politically correct that there is no

room for GOD in our lives. Just as there was no room at the Inn

for Jesus Christ, there will be no room in our hearts for GOD.

Who is this GOD anyway? Didn't his name used to appear on

the U.S. Currency that was debased to the point of

Worthlessness and Extinction?

If the U. S. economy fails, it will be a direct reflection on Judea

Christian Principles and Capitalism. The two are intimately

intertwined. I just have to wonder what the schools will be

teaching my Great Grandchildren when or if that happens. I

have a vision of that, but I'd prefer not to share with the class

on this one.

Sign, sign, everywhere a sign. Do this, don't that, can't you read

the signs – dumb ass

Are the signs right?

Don't follow them and see where that gets you.

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Your son verbally challenges what he hears on TV. Do you

think he should be checked out? – my grandmother's inquiry to

my parents

Her name escapes me, probably because my dad's brother

robbed me out of my check – LEGACY.

If it is killing you, why do you continue? I got a secret.

When you find out who you are and your purpose for GOD,

you are the only gauge to compare yourself with. Until then,

emulate people you want to become.

WWJD – no, I never wore one. I thought it was hokey at the

time

Homosexuality --

He might not be okay with it, that's on you. But I am okay with

it – Nathan

Well I am glad to know that you are okay with it. You pompous

ass – (Thing One)

I heard about water purification ridding the saline for potable

water. You are probably on the wrong track and you need some

stoned kid in a garage to figure it out. Bill Gates gave us

Windows and made more money than GOD. Do you need some

more names. That would bore my ass. I get the point. Do you?

We better catch that kid before he sees the wrong doctor.

This is a letter to future prophets. Wow, is this my first

prophesy?

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Hey you, lazy procrastinator. Put down that pipe and listen. If

you're going to go through life medicated. Then bring

something to this world that can help your neighbor.

1. Write your ideas down

2. reread number one – thanks Mr. Miagi If done right, no can

defense. Crane technique.

3. 30 hours on tape lost to the devil. Are these the lost tapes of

Nathan? Ha Ha

Have a credible source easily accessible to you, I am working

on this path for you to examine your work. A Think Tank.

4. If this is a pain in the ass for you. Shut up and get a job. Hit

the pipe when you can relax and be with your Father.

I know I'm laughing my ass off too.

If I am made in your likeness, your a goofy bastard too. I love

you GOD. Where have you been all my life? – Nathan your

humble servant

I love where this is going, keep them coming

And the hits keep rolling in

Let's roll

Let's sample a little of the hearts of heroes. The man that sticks

out to me is that football player that gave up all of his future for

his country/people/family/GOD.

How easy it is for GOD to fall to the back of the line. Even for

me. I'm sorry Lord. Help me keep you first in my heart, not

always in my words. We got business to take care of and we're

moving on up to that deluxe apartment in the sky-- the

Jeffersons

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You made me a poor reader. Was this your deal with the devil?

The devil goes up to Georgia. But if I lose the devil gets my

soul. This is when you spoke to me Lord. I want my fiddle

made of gold. You let the people decide. I'll take my blessings

from the rabble – It's a Wonderful Life. I already have yours.

And I believe you keep your promises.

I have a picture of Ralph in my Bible. I have not paid any

attention to it, but I knew it was there.

I just looked at it. His arms are outstretched. My first thought

was, where to now? My second thought was, is this it? The lot

is straight, the cars are cranked, this ought to do it. Where's all

the people?

Ralph – are you ready?

Get ready, get ready, get ready – TD Jakes

How do I get a book deal? Somebody has got to think this shit

is as funny as I do.

I do – failed commitments, please take off the mask.

10% in the bucket ought to do it. It worked for me, but what do

I know, I'm a leper.

Man these cigarettes are killing me. You got to die of

something, I guess. My son wants me to quit smoking, so he

can spend more Quality time – ask Austin

The amount of time concealing my secret world, would have

been better spent with him. The devil is robbing me.

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Humans are not logical – Spock

Whoever said we were – Kirk

You don't own me – First Wives Club

Look at my mess, I need help.

Help – I need somebody – Beatles

Help, I've fallen and I can't get up.

I've always liked Stephen Wrights style of humor. Dry and

sarcastic.

You know that feeling you get leaning back in your chair right

before you lose your balance and bust your ass? I feel like that

all the time – Steven Wright

I feel like I have fallen and can't get up – Nathan – Age

Honor your Mother and Father even when they're ignorant. My

parents are far from ignorant concerning smarts. With GOD, I

don't know. I have been ashamed to ask. Forgive me Lord. My

past times don't make me the best Witness for you.

That one hurts

(Thing One) was the first to call me Holy Roller – I kind of

liked it.

I am surely to be blind, because women are gorgeous in all

shapes and sizes.

You know there is a GOD – Coming to America

Was the Shock GOD a Prophecy?

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Because I am enjoying screwing with people and being the

invisible Mario.

Dog, I feel your pain. Refer to Mrs. Doubtfire for your

forgiveness. Are we really brothers from a different mother? I

use the N. word all the time. Maybe it's time to turn a new leaf.

Stop picking the fly shit out of the pepper. You are imprisoning

your own people.

GOD doesn't like you. I don't like you. You are users of this

system. Ask (Thing One), he loves to tell this story. How he

gets over on his peers, so he can be first at the table. He is the

one that should be last, if even invited.

This is the song that never ends, it goes on and on again my

friend – Nathan

Your silly, no your silly. Are you having fun with this One Life

the Lord has given you?

I am looking for signs – ask (2nd Wife)

I am headed to the pass

Had to write it down before GOD

I am not organizing all this shit, so you can forget it.

We can send it in as the babblings of Nathan. Read by the

author – nope, I don't want that job either. An ADHD stupid

screw.

Whitey/Stoney can you get my bag. Nathan's version movie

with Hank – Jim Carrey – him carry

Someone please help me carry this CROSS.

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No wonder GOD did not allow me to reach Wikipedia.

Is this the video game that alerted the bad guys – trailer park –

Alex

The last shall be first, respect your brother

There were sure enough warnings even for my ADHD ass

You said my torment would get greater. It is true, like birthing

pains. I must get this out. Number one: your plan or number

two: the devils plan. I'll take curtain number one. dumb ass,

jackass

Not a mistake of mine, but a mistake of culture

run home Jack

Jack ass – Happy Gilmore Adam Sandler Movie

run home Jack ass

Good advice. How's it working out for you? He loves you.

Forgive my damaged antennas.

I want one of those remotes

Click? First a boat, a loan again. Where do I start GOD?

That payment is going to eat you up – my first toy – 74

Corvette

While I am trying to sell.

Materialism is a whole chapter. A very long chapter. Let them

play the game. It explains it better than I. I am tired again. I

wrote the President again – predictable – Forrest Gump

Where is Lieut. Dan, Gene?

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I've got money now. That's good. One less thing to worry about.

Worry will kill you faster on the inside – cancer? It will drive

you insane. Don't worry, be happy. Our Father loves us. Enjoy

now. You will be going home soon enough. Which house, it's

up to you.

I don't have a clue what the Lord will have me write next, but I

feel good. Da Na Na Na I knew that I would, so good –

Nathan/Little Richard

Richie Valens flight

Pray that your plight is not in the winter – somewhere in the

Bible

I am driving my brother, like Michael the Archangel. Plus I

don't have to worry about going through detection devices. I

need my medication. You Bastards – Braveheart

My image of living in the US as being the best place to be has

been a little shaken. I am proud to be an American. But this

sucks. Have we really defeated Long Shanks? I am tired of the

scraps from his table. SEC? Security Exchange Commission

Okay is that what you call it now.

I want my SEC – Gator Growl – Go Gators – Smothers

Brothers

The little Faggot got his own jet airplane

The little Faggot he's a millionaire

You have got to be kidding Yo Yo tricks for my drunk ass.

Taste Great!!! Less Filling!!!

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I admire you for sticking it out. But you suck, for this stage

environment.

Lord help me reveal that you can be all things to all people

Let me close the greatest Sale of my life

World's Greatest Salesman

That is what we really are. The devil has many tools in his

bags. We all are distracted and attracted to see whats inside.

Don't give up Santa Claus. I like him. Teach your children

about their check – they will receive on their 18th birthday –

Nathan. Sorry kids, compounded interest needs time to mature.

Use judgment please, of course take care of the orphans. That is

where you will find him and you are not quite ready – Maturity

I am trying not to sin like my forefathers did. I don't want to

wait 40 years, if I can even make it that long – Nathan

I want an Umpa Loompa now Daddy – Willy Wonka

But that girl has a fine ass. Girl, you lookin so good, somebody

ought to sop you up with a biscuit – Coming to America

Cover-up Nikki, you never know when there are N's around –

Band of the Hand

Nikki – ask Prince or whatever sign he is

My guess is less is more, but not with clothing

You don't have to be a stick in the mud though

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Don't let the latest fashions drive you $$$

Just cover your ass

I wrote a book about myself. I know everything in it, but I don't

have a freaking clue what is in it. I have five original tapes in a

sealed federal express package mailed to my parents. Can I

start the bidding at $1 million for GOD's LEGACY TRUST

LLC.

I wish I had $1 million – It's a Wonderful Life

This money is for you GOD. This buds for me. Your grace is

enough for me. The things of this world, given to us by you. All

natural?

This is a pain in the ass, but it requires more labor. The lepers

are coming, the lepers are coming – ask the Tinman

They are from the school of knowledge – they know what it is

to really eat an alley cat. Third world impoverished countries

suck. Let's fix this. As the beacon country, One Nation under

GOD.

They really “Will Work for Food”, not entitlement.

I am looking at a fat ass (Yeah I checked it out., I'm only

human) white girl with a black baby. Where is that babies

daddy?

If you love them, okay. Interracial marriage – but make sure

you read all of the ingredients on the back.

What is black and white and red all over? – a newspaper

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Forget the color, know your mate.

Can they be made accountable? Not by your power, don't even

try. Only through Jesus Christ can you understand the Father.

Let's do something different. Let's go to church. Maybe they

were just fixing to call me or maybe they are still waiting.

I am waiting for the National Enquirer to come put this angel

out of my misery.

We have no homosexuality in our country. Ha Ha Ha Iranian

Leader

Our ignorance – they are in complete control – control freak –

let them decide – let GOD judge – step back nonbelievers.

All we are saying

is give peace a chance – Billy Jack

If you don't know how hard it is to be heard, you are probably

dead. Another one bites the dust and another one gone and

another one gone, another one bites the dust. Heh Heh

If you are looking for the devil. He is on the front row.

I must be on the front row – commercial

I wouldn't mind a N like Colin Powell for a Father in law.

Overcome racism. It's hard to get all your people to overcome

ignorance. Then we can identify the N's from the rest of the

colors – and heal them. What color was N anyway? shimmer

666 felt

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If I can change. And you can change. We can all CHANGE!!!

- Rocky IV

Answer mailbox

had you going there didn't I. You lucky devil – skunk

Who do you think is the devil?

My name is nobody – Henry Fonda

My mom is first to call, one o'clock one hour grace period,

from high noon

Mom, I didn't know it, but I am a writer.

But you hate to read.

Yeah, but I did what I had to do to reinvent myself. To pick

myself up from the mire. Somewhere along the way, I met

GOD. And we are going to see the Wizard. If it is the last thing

I ever do. Auntie Em is sick and needs GOD to heal her.

I didn't know I was supposed to be looking for a prophet. If a

prophet crawled out of your ass would you know one. Prophet

Nathan you dumb ass.

Here's a sign

I sat in front of a boat named Promised Land II no shit. And a

humbled man says, I can only dream to rent one.

Ask of your Father, you shall receive.

I am a coon ass

Not a dumb ass

I am a dumb ass with ADHD

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Coon ass with my senses

Crazy like a fox

What did a coon ever do to you?

Momma used to just scare them off with a broom – Forrest

Gump

N joke, do tell – Wild Hogs

First Dr. – I can take off that leg in 15 seconds

Second Dr. – I can take off that leg in 10 seconds

Third Dr. – that ain't shit, I can take that leg off in 8 seconds

Mame that Coon. (Name that Tune)

Public Schools

try this maze

in > ========= out

Can the system be dumb-ed down any further? I remember

listening to a talk show and this very smart young lady from

Calif. had married a man from Virginia. Somehow their

intellect was gauged and the woman realized that her husband

had gained more knowledge than her, while scoring

substantially lower in grades through their respective school

systems.

All of this soldiering/learning is bull shit – Heartbreak Ridge

Hey, is watching chicks ass a class? it sure is. The technique

can be a real problem. – Rape – Pedophile – Incest –

SHITHEAD College

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WWJD

The Wonderful Counselor can pass the buck

You can reach me on the Bat phone, but don't bother me unless

it's important.

I'm enjoying the second half of my life. Scooby Doo

A lot of doctors are us ADD goofy folks. We don't have time

for petty things like paying bills. We're too busy trying to heal

the world. - Dr. Nathan

I hereby award, by the power vested in me, by the Wonderful

Land of Oz – U.S.- Knowledge/Truth

To you Lion – Courage and Knowledge

To you Tinman – Compassion and Knowledge

To you Scarecrow-- well, you already have been given

knowledge, so you can have all of the rest of the shit the others

have.

Dorothy – What have you learned?

If I told you, you would laugh. So I'll let the scarecrow tell you.

You're screwing up – Nathan

Hey, this whole cussing thing has got to stop.

Dammit George, not yet. – Back to the Future

Adm. I've noticed your use of colorful metaphors since we have

been on this planet?-- Spock

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It is the only language this culture understands if you want to

be heard – Kirk

Star Trek IV

They Ignant

Do you understand Ignant – ask a Louisianian

I met a man walking up from the beach with all the fishing

gear, he says he forgot his bait. What bait shop do I use? I like

the discrimination idea, that always stirs up the N's and they stir

up the Honkeys/Donkeys.

And somebody gets paid.

“Shake Down”

Let's follow the money/memory trail

Give them a get out of jail free card and watch them work your

magic.

I am at the beach. I just had an epiphany. Maybe I will be able

to see GOD do his work. My big head is blind and my stiff

drunk head has no conscious.

Sex before marriage, I concede you are right. Ask Amy and

Andrew or is it Jack and Jill?

Jack fell down and broke his crown, Jill came tumbling after

The man is the head, take your place.

Not here, in the ring. You only fight in the ring, Tommy Gunn.

– Rocky V

Devil, this is the ring you've been wanting – Media

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We all thought you wanted a diamond ring. Brought to you by

De beers-Commercialism – Materialism

Lord, are you pissed?

Chill a little – my fingers hurt

Have you ever seen the shimmering of the sea?

I love the water, it is a wonderful gift.

I cannot reproduce the thoughts. They are from you Lord. Do

not allow my tracks to be covered. I've carried the worry of the

world long enough – Mercy – Uncle Nate

Sorry Shauna, for not being a part of your life. I can't wait to

hear if you have the shining.

Past a leper on the way to the men's room. He was disgusting,

perfect for the movie.

I said, how's it going?

3 seconds pass

It's going well.

Fine, we are just fine. The lie of the devil – ask David Walker

To think I actually thought this leper might rob me and take my

wallet. I only have a dollar. Perfect for the script. Hey, I guess

we now know what happened to the other mother freaking

dollar. Riddle: three men check into a hotel.

Answer: Nathan GOD it.

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I'll try Lord, but I will challenge you on the blame game. You

made the serpent.

Grace, Ahh it feels so good.

Plead your case you pole smokers and bush biters. He loves

you. Arthur, the Bach Family will always Endure and we will

Endure this. But know this, your kids could be future prophets.

Where are my accusers? Where are the ones I have touched?

Will they speak for me or deny me?

It's looking real good or crash and burn – Maverick

If we infringe on the rights of the movie companies

screw 'em

It's coming anyway

Who heads up the Supreme Court anyway?

Let him tell us there is no Santa Claus. – Miracle on 34th St.

Birth of the Leper Party.

Let's see, who do I pick, Nathan?

I've always liked newt1162.

Yeah, but that was your porn handle good buddy.

You asked.

What about his vice? I don't have a clue, let him decide. But I

already know I like his wife. She will do great things.

I can see it in her – Braveheart

Come on baby light my fire

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Good news, I found them. I got them right here.

Look harder – Lion King

This is the living Word of GOD with animation. I had been here

the whole time. Let's connect with every tribe, every nation.

Lets freaking do it.

We keep saying it “Let's Roll”

I love that commercial of a room full of do nothings. Pick it

up, right Bill?

Somebody has to have the vision and pick it up, so that we all

may have direction. What direction is our world heading in

right now? as we speak? It's pretty frightening.

These are science fiction stories about the second coming of the

Lord. Dammit George, you have to cuss or they won't hear you.

Okay, it will be a great freaking movie. Wait about bringing the

kids Rated PG XIII.

All of my shit can go on eBay for sale. This should start GOD's

LEGACY TRUST LLC. Deal?

The devil got all my mail.

I hope the one with the loudest trumpet got my e-mail – Oprah

Can you hear me

It's okay, we're safe now

Come out, Come out, Wherever you are. Warriors, come out

and playyyyyy – Warriors

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Greed-Draggin

Cultural Diversification – Blood Sport – Roger Moore thief, air

balloon, can't lift treasure

Leo it's okay, you can go home to your family – Lionheart

Children, I have candy and sweets and it is all free today.

S/Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

Say shoe city as fast as you can, over and over again. A new

song combo sample.

Can you supersize me for $.39. He loves you. He wants to heal

you. Hey, I like it. A GOD tax. Let them pay until it's

comfortable.

You healed my baby, thank you Lord Jesus Christ. Thanks are

necessary, can you pass that bucket. No not that one. GOD's

bucket.

I kind of wanted to go home, but you're not done. It is 3:28 is

five o'clock okay?

You are home. Don't you love it. Watch the Purple Martyns.

Why are you coming home half drunk?

I ran out of money. Shit, get off my ass. I am spending time

with our father. Who's Yo Daddy.

Is the Harley Davidson doing it for you? You missed your

chance Terry. I'll bet you will work your skinny little, floor

flushing ass off now, won't you? Tell me, will you serve me?

How much do you need?

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I guess we don't have to reinvent the wheel after all. The lepers

will fulfill all of your needs. Costa Rica sounds great, but how

about Prichard Alabama. How about N. O. not no, but Hale N.

O. Dem sum crazy fukas ober der.

My wife bought dinner for the family on vacation from serving

the renovation needs in New Orleans. A dinner seemed the least

she could do for the fearless warriors that forge into harms way.

Armed only with the Bible, Faith and Love for other human

beings.

Give me the tools of the devil. They work pretty good GOD.

Are you hearing me my Father? Can you tell I am scared

shitless?

His word gives me comfort. I will hear sounds of war and wars

to come. These things must come.

Is must a scroll down option?

Yes, I would like to see everything on the menu.

Do you want the buffet, the whole Enchilada, the whole ball of

wax?

Well, you got your work cut out for you don't you? --NEWT '08

Oh man, he is a Republican. No, I am a leper and I am sick and

I leave among you.

You know GOD knows his shit. When he makes me mess up

words like live. It truly is the living word.

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It will take centuries, hopefully, to dissect all of this shit.

Hopeful Prophecy

How 'bout it monkey

Are you ready to Tango or Rumble?

Be afraid. Be very afraid.

The signs are off the chart.

We have seen what man could do. Holy shit, did you have any

idea Batman?

Iraq – Freedom

But what about the bullies?

Do what you got to do. I got your check and your medicine.

How are your children, by the way?

Good, you call U. S. if you got a problem. Other than that, I'm

ready to take my monkey ass to the house.

Forgive me Lord, for I have sinned. I role-played immoral sex

and we laughed.

Devil screws the Lamb. Ha Ha Ha

Isn't that what's happening every day in our lives?

You are a sly old fox GOD. It makes for a great script.

It was not I who was sleeping, but my brother – Platoon

Excuses, Excuses –WAKE UP – I Am Coming...

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I am aware of the serpent now. I will put my foot upon the head

of the scorpion. And splat. No more problem. This is for you

Zodiacs @#$%&'s

Sorry for the sin, can you have the Martyns come and take care

of the pests/devil?

Draggin / Dying

their / your tongue

Jackass

Okay, how do I contact Time Warner Books? Is the owner a

devil? – Ted Turner

Maybe Jane Fonda wants some salvation? Surely her father did.

Ask him, he is a nobody – My name is Nobody

Are you embarrassed to ask our forefather questions? I don't

blame you. In every environment I speak of GOD. They want

to stone me, so I did it for them.

Ahh, the tree of life

Frick you and your little dog too.

Futuristic stories, you are a riot.

You can call me Joe. I helped Nathan. Joe Fox, just Joe –

You've Got Mail

All y'all can have the peace prize, I want that GOD Reward.

Catch Lucky, he's got Lucky Charm's. They're magically

delicious. It wasn't gold, you jackass. It was medicine and food.

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Am I Doinking you yet? Pay attention Stoney – I Love Ya

Who will be the first to present their idea before the Lord? The

Lord will grant you your patent. Thank you for sharing.

You can plead your case to the court most high.

I am selling.

I like both my heads, even though one is badly beaten. It is time

to masturbate or are you the apprentice baitor? Let's go fishing,

I'll tell you all about it.

Thanks Dad – Boys

Thanks Mom-- Girls

Whatever, you gauge your child's faith and direction. Step up

and be Parents.

Who will fill in my pieces Lord? Will you come again or is this

time for keeps?

Smoke the day's last cigarette, trying to make it through

I'm avoiding conversation, but Father, I Love people too

Don't let me die with a broken heart Lord. Your people do not

know where to turn.

Show them the TRUTH, Oh GOD

We are hungry. We are ripe. Don't let me be the sacrifice. I still

have my marbles, they've been freeze-dried like Buck Rogers

or is it Roger that?

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Dew Circuit

Break Out

We are the Dew, move over.

Let U. S. Dew what we Dew Best

SAVE

Can you afford not to be in good hands? – GOD

Sprint ahead. I am in an epic tale, if I rescue Zelda. Can I win?

Wife asked me to go to parents. Audubon here I come.

You just can't keep those Bailey's down – It's a Wonderful Life

I'm a Bailey on my Mother's side.

 

LETTER TO:

(2nd Wife)

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November 10, 2007

(2nd Wife),

I am terribly remorseful for not controlling my tongue.

I told you that I was not well and to cancel the party.

What did you expect?

I am sorry that my tolerance level is at zero.

But I would be remiss if I didn't point out to you my

observations concerning your Christianity.

Your girlfriend (Thing One)s wife (Thing Two), Hit on me

all night long.

Did I stop the party and make an announcement that

although (Thing Two) knew that not only am I a heterosexual,

but also married to the wonderful woman across the room

hosting the party.

The only thing he was focused on was the serpent between

his legs. So I felt that if this is the way homosexuals conduct

themselves, I shouldn't have any problem calling a spade a

spade to their face.

Or in this case, putting a mirror to their face and asking,

you either suck Dicks or you don't suck Dicks.

What concerns me is that a Godly woman such as yourself,

will hold herself accountable sexually, as well as her partner,

yet allow the epitome of sin to slither in the front door. Check

out Revelations 2: 14-17

(2nd Wife), I love you!

But, which version of the Bible are you going to believe

and follow?

Nathan

MANIC TRIP TO:

DALLAS, TEXAS

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Manic Trip to Dallas

Where do I begin?

Just the facts please,

Just the facts.

It stings more.

After google searching a Small Christian Publishing Co. I

noticed it was in Dallas. Perfect, I could drop off my book and

buy cars in the Dallas Market and make a check. I needed that

check, because in my mind I had been put out. After many

wrong turns and asking help from one individual in the

neighborhood, I found it. Mr. Kuran was not home. What to do

now? Bishop T. D. Jakes is in Dallas, I'll just pay him a visit.

As I was driving to Dallas it occurred to me that I did not have

his address. What do I do? Call 911, after all I am crazy, right. I

called 911 and a nice foreign man stayed on the line until I

found a place that would be easy for the officers to find. Bought

a pack of smokes, a diet coke and awaited their arrival.

When the officers arrived we were all being very cautious. I

had them both read my letters. I asked them to take me to my

ministers house because I had a mental disorder and would get

lost. He assured me it would be no problem to find and wrote

out the directions himself. I managed to only have a few missed

turns and I finally found the Potters House. The gentleman

allowed me through the gate and I parked. I stood outside my

car a little cocky that I had something that T. D. wanted. I was

soon met by three gorillas headed up by Capt King Kong. I

knew I had an ass whipping coming if I didn't alter the situation

at hand. I asked Capt King if I could personally deliver my

package and was told T. D. was not in. He told me he could

deliver the three years of my work to him personally. I don't

think so. I'll give him a bribe. So I gave him the mental

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discrimination letter to give to T. D. I asked him to sign it, as well

as the other two witnesses. They refused to sign something that

was not a legal document. I went to my car and got something to

write Capt Kings name on and gave him the letter. I never

received help from T. D. so I can only assume that the Potters

House is not in the SHAKE DOWN business and I was at the

wrong house of the Lord for that. I apologized for my behavior,

shook their hands and parted company. But my mission was still

incomplete and I was tired of waiting. So I went back to the hotel

room to rest and contemplate. What do I do now? I know, I'll call

911 again, they were helpful last time. MISTAKE!!! I told the

operator that I was having a mental breakdown and needed to

speak with my minister. I did not want an ambulance or police.

She told me standard procedure was to send law enforcement. I

told her I already had gone through that on the first 911 call.

Please cross reference. She began asking more questions and I

told her that I was through with her.

This is where it gets really cool. I kick back on the bed to

wait for T. D. to come busting through the door. So I bought the

movie that I had been wanting to see for awhile. Pirates of the

Caribbean Last Episode. I soon realized that I was Jack

Sparrow, but of course I have been the hero that saves the day

in countless movies. But this time it seemed to completely fit

because of my cultural diversity and the present mission at

hand. The movie that I had wanted to produce, was already

available thanks to our Father. Watch it again now with the

pretense that Jack is the second coming of Jesus Christ and me

Nathan the Prophet.

I did not get far into the movie before the police arrived. I

looked through the peep hole and realized once again I was

betrayed. I quickly thought I would not let them in and then

realized they would just kick the door in and cause a big scene,

which is what I was trying to avoid in the first place. As they

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entered my room, I was a courteous man revealing all of the

secrets I had been hiding my whole life and had robbed me of

having a full life with my dad and mom and entire family.

Freedom, right? Wrong. The officers really didn't want to arrest

me. My dumb ass insisted, hindsight being 20/20 a mental

facility would have been a lot more pleasant. But the idea of

one who flew over the cuckoo's nest resounded in my head and

I didn't want any new Indian friend putting me out of my

misery. I am sane. I just can't get anyone to listen.

I was booked, stripped to my underwear and stuck in a box.

A very small box. What have you gotten yourself into this time

Ollie? I decided to follow up with Capt. King and see if T. D.

would come and get me. I was allowed out for my phone call

and was instructed to the rack of phone books. My reading

glasses were of course confiscated and I requested help from

Palmer and K – something. They told me they would help in a

minute. The common answer. A blonde lady passed by and I

asked for her help and she smarted off to me and that was all it

took for me to lose it. Feeling another ass whipping coming, I

retreated to my cell. Once in my cell I screamed, all I wanted

was help reaching my minister. The black woman gorilla

snarled that my minister was T. D. I am sure she was thinking,

don't you white folk have Billy Graham. So I proceeded to

cause a disturbance by beating on the door. A new white Kong

emerged and we exchanged words. I hope they are all of tape,

because not only did he let me know he had a hard on for me,

he would do all in his power to make me pay. Including

extending my stay and he made a comment about not having

sex with my wife for awhile. Now, I have no proof of this, but

did the initial officers decide that my sexual perversions or

needs should be shared with the class. I felt like they all shared

a laugh at my expense. Completely ignorant to the symptoms

and characteristics of a person with ADHD.

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After I grew tired of beating on the door. I laid down to gain

control of my senses so as not to lose it and slip into a state of

mind I could not get back from. Afterwords, this white Kong

delivered the number to the Potters House by slipping a post it

note under the door. It was after hours by now and he said

“here's the number to your minster”. I posted the post it note in

the window of my cell for all to see. I have that post it note.

The jail has the video. They left me all night with nothing but

my underwear and a Rambo outfit. I finally caved in to them

and requested a mattress and blanket. They did get around to it

finally. I was freezing and utilized the blanket as a tent and sat

on the Rambo outfit to keep my ass and feet warm.

The next morning, I was brought breakfast. Two boxes of

cereal, white milk and a sugar packet. I ate the sugar packet for

strength, but I was either to hard headed or just not hungry to

eat the cereal and I don't like whole milk.

I made repeated request to see a mental or medial doctor. I

was told that I would be under observation. If I didn't have a

firm grip on my sanity because of my relationship with GOD

Almighty, I can see where a man with less mental capacities

could definitely slip over the edge. I did start to experience

claustrophobia and requested to get out. I was not out long

before lunch was served and I decided to keep my strength and

eat. I went back to my cell with the door open. I was half way

through and I was full when a white gorilla came by and said

we need to close the door. I told her that I was through and

wanted to go back to the TV. She told me no, finish your lunch

and closed the door. Finally a pretty African-American woman

opened the door after my repeated knocks were ignored. Thank

GOD for her. She must still be full and not bitter. Kojak on the

other hand reminds me of the nut in the Green Mile. So Kojak,

how many licks does it take to beat down a mental prisoner?

Through the help of my new found friend, I found that my

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parents had been in Irving since 5:30 A.M. And started the bail

process, so it was just a matter of time now. I engaged in a

stimulating conversation with an intelligent black man that had

experienced all the poisons available. He concurred that the

really dangerous poison is the Elixir that caused Mary Jane to

be suppressed in the first place. The weed was cutting into

elixir sales. It was bad for business, so it must be bad and

should be made illegal.

I am going to request that my lawyer, who I have not

spoken to yet, sue the city of Irving, the State of Texas and the

Federal Government for suppressing the medicine provided by

my GOD to heal the nations. Rev 22: 1-3 and for the lack of

training of mental illnesses by government officials. They have

been trained like the gorilla guards from the Planet of the Apes.

Hear No Evil

Speak No Evil

Cause Evil to stay with us Indefinitely.

I do not want my Federal Government to take out another

loan to give to me, but fund a new campaign to heal us all. This

campaign is to raise money to put into GOD's LEGACY

TRUST designed to fund research and crusade to feed the poor

around the world and exchange medical ideas with cultures that

continue to survive, even faced with the most difficult

adversities. They must have found cures with natural plants

and herbs. We need to tap their knowledge and not discount

them like they are a bunch of savage Granny Clampetts. Secrets

can be revealed if we are not fearful of the repercussions.

Would I do it again. Of course. Will Stoney hiding in the closet

come forward with his ideas. Highly Unlikely. What a shame

we have suppressed the creativity of the Human Mind all to

chase the Gold in Solomon's mine.

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TESTAMENT

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TIME AS THE L.L.C.

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DISBURSE 50% TO

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*RULES AND REGULATION FOR MEMBERS AND/OR

CHARITABLE ORGANIZATIONS*

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*EACH QUALIFIED RECIPIENT IS ENTITLED TO AN EQUAL

VARIABLE SHARE OF DISBURSEMENTS AT AGE 18.

*MUST REGISTER WITH INVESTMENT BROKER 30 DAYS PRIOR

TO EACH BIRTHDAY WITH PROOF OF LINEAGE AND BIRTH

CERTIFICATE

*NO LIENS MAY BE ATTACHED

*NO BACK PAYMENTS

*ORGANIZATIONS THAT FAIL TO REGISTER WITHIN 2 YEARS

WILL BE DELETED AND PROCEEDS TO GO INTO QUALIFIED

RECIPIENT FUNDS

*IF INVESTMENT BROKER FEES ARE EXCESSIVE OR THE RATE

OF RETURN FALLS BELOW 10 % FOR 2 YEARS IN THE LAST 5

YEARS A MAJORITY VOTE OF QUALIFIED RECIPIENTS MAY

CHANGE INVESTMENT BROKERS TO A DIFFERENT LEGITIMATE

BROKER UNDER PRE-SET GUIDELINES. TIE NO CHANGE

*MINIMUM LEGACY CHECK IS $100 AFTER FEES AND

EXPENSES, OTHERWISE ACCOUNT WILL RETAIN 100 % UNTIL

THIS CAN OCCUR

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*ONLY DIRECT BLOODLINE LINEAGE QUALIFIES, NO

EXTENDED FAMILIES

*SPOUSE OF QUALIFIED RECIPIENTS DOES QUALIFY AS MY

REPLACEMENT UPON MY DEATH

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FIRST YEAR. INCOME STREAM MAY NOT BE SOLD FOR ONE

LUMP SUM. BOTH OF THESE INFRACTIONS RISK LOSING YOUR

SHARES AT A MAJORITY VOTE. TIE NO

*FUND MUST HAVE A POSITIVE YIELD OR THERE WILL BE NO

DIVIDEND CHECK FOR THAT PERIOD

*IF NO HEIR, DIRECT PROCEEDS TO GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC

LETTER TO:

THE EDITOR

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I have a message to the editor

I have the answer that we all seek. How will we pay for

Socialized Health Care?

"LEGACYWILLANDTRUST.COM"

I am in the process of building a website that will enable

everyone to log in and create themselves a Living Will and

TRUST FREE of charge. You will answer a series of questions

just like I did when I created my own LEGACY on Legal Zoom.

(Cost me $500.00 that I don't really have) Only my website will

also have a special directives clause and this is where a new found

taxable income is created. As I did in my own TRUST, I left my

assets and a portion of my Life Ins benefits to my immediate

loved ones. The rest of the Life Ins benefits, I have directed it to

establish an LLC. This creates an entity that dividends can be

channeled through to stockholders. In this case, the stockholders

are all my future bloodline. They qualify as stockholders at age

18. They will receive a semi-annual dividend check from me via

the Financial Planner of my choice prominently displaying "From

the Estate of Nathan J. Isbell", "Endeavor to Persevere". The

website will allow freedom on naming your LLC at your death. So

you may pass along whatever words of wisdom you want to all of

your future heirs for an eternity.

The new found taxable income will be used at the discretion

of our Government. I can only hope for a reduced flat tax like

the present Capital Gains tax of 15% and they use these funds

to re-build Social Security.

Furthermore, during these series of questions that are used

to determine your Last Will and Testament. There will be a

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series of questions on how you want your LEGACY to be split

up amongst your heirs, charities, passions and GOD.

One very important question prior to all charities being

listed is concerning:

GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC.

"GOD has only ever asked for 10% and will give it back to

future generations ten fold.

What percent of your LEGACY would you like to leave to

GOD and his people. _______%".

for more info "GODSLEGACYTRUST.COM".

I'm building this site as well. GODS LEGACY TRUST

LLC will be the earthly entity that channels GODS Blessings to

heal his people.

GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC

will re-invest 50% of its yield and disburse 50% for socialized

healthcare.

We have all been wondering how to pay for health care. GOD

has shown us the way. By investing in ourselves and our

Creator.

Nathan J. Isbell

P. O. Box 1371

Gulf Shores, Al. 36547

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If you decide to publish this, I would like to remain anonymous

while I finish building my websites.

CC:

Atlanta News Journal

USA Today

NY Times

Washington Post

The Islander

THE FINAL CHAPTER

“IT'S THE FINAL

COUNTDOWN”

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September 5, 2009

This LEGACY Donated by __________________

Funded by the people through GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC.

Brian's legal quandary

The GOD Father has lots of buffers

Clip – “Show Me” – Christine

I knew he would do it, the ancestors doubted then jumped

aboard – Mulan

Our lives are such a microcosm of time.

I am a humble servant of the Lord, all that I am and do are for

his glory and praise.

David wanted to build a house of cedar to honor him. The

prophet Nathan says “GO FOR IT” then has a discussion with

GOD. GOD needs no house. He is an entity in our hearts,

minds, bodies and souls and demands an earthly entity to

glorify him for all that seek him. For all eternity.

I have been tempted by the devil. He is all around us and very

powerful. I rebuke the devil, for it is the Lord I wish to serve.

Clip – scenes from the passion, the devil's temptation

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It is not I that will build this temple. It is all mankind caring for

one another and wanting to make a difference while they spend

their lives enjoying all that GOD has given us.

GOD Heals His People

GOD is above passing the bucket, mankind is not. He who

would be helped, help mankind, help your brother.

GOD's LEGACY TRUST – starts with one dollar

We have a bet

I bet GOD one dollar and servitude to show him that mankind

can nurture one another and worthy of being saved.

Clip - The Bet – Trading Places - Servitude – Pirates of the

Caribbean

What will GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC spend its

disbursements on?

I will give you this baby and he is not of your world, give him

this, so that he will know his Father – Star Man

I can take him away, if you do not want this baby

Is this GOD's baby? – GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC

We Report, You Decide – Fox News

When currency is dissolved. Will GOD's people help GOD's

people? For the Joy that comes from Love.

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Write this down in your hearts. Write it 50 times if need. I

promise to GOD all that I am and will ever be. I will promote

and honor all Gifts from GOD and go to great lengths to protect

them. I would never betray what GOD is doing in my life by

bringing in the devil to tear GOD's work down.

GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC will disburse funds to separate

entities, thus shielding itself from litigation.

People all around will beg for the opportunity to glorify GOD

with their own gift of …....

Some will donate buildings that can be converted to health care

centers. These centers will survive through LEGACY checks

from all that have used them in life. “Move that bus” neighbors

will join together to build these facilities. They will be televised

for all to see the joy and gain encouragement to reach out and

help your neighbor, in a way that will last an eternity. Let us be

the generation known for saving the inheritance of GOD, not

destroying it.

Leon Helmsley put her talents into the sand. The blessings she

could have left the animals is mind boggling.

Whatever your passion is. You can leave a LEGACY check to

them forever!!!

Just don't forget GOD. All he has ever requested was 10%. If

you can't do it in life, analyze your lifestyle, then do it with

your passing. You are each a building block to our future. If

you do not use your talents. Ask GOD what you should do with

them. He has a plan, do you?

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What is GOD's plan?

I'm sane, I'm sane, I'm one of you. I am tempted, for I am

merely a man. Do not glorify me. For all I do is for the Father.

GOD desires: Praise

World Peace – Miss Congeniality

Dreams – “If you build it, they will come”

Family – endless possibilities

Humanity – a cup of coffee a day

Basic Needs – Food, Water, Clothing, Shelter, Health

Care and FREEDOM!!!

He has shown you all how to pay for these things. Now he

waits to see what we do with it.

Who am I Lord to bring this message to all of your people?

I am the lucky son of a GOD, born of this World, Asked,

Cursed, Loved, Forgiven, Tempted and Chosen to deliver HIS

message.

I understand now. I really do have Good News.

I have no audio of the father. He touches my heart. I have

denied that temptation of earthly proof. I have FAITH.

It has been very difficult to have faith in GOD's people. I, that

lie down in a bed of snakes, accept the consequences that I may

be bitten from time to time. I accept the devil has his own entity

and will forever tempt GOD's people. With the armor of the

Lord GOD Almighty, the venom will have no effect.

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I will sin again Father, It is how I am made – Broken

If I have thoughts of sinning against another of GOD's people. I

will ask for forgiveness before harming any of your people. I

will beg for forgiveness and receive it 7x70. My heart will be

pure. My motives will be dictated by WWJD.

Your only begotten son left quite a good instruction manual.

This is how life was intended to be.

GOD, please help your people help themselves by learning how

to FISH.

Will GOD's plan teach people how to fish?

If a kid from a trailer park can be taught how to fend off evil

aliens to save his world via a video game, I think GOD's

children can be reprogrammed into a revived understanding of

who we are, where we come from and who are Father is. We all

are children of GOD and we each have a task to fulfill for the

needs and betterment of our neighbors

George Bailey explains it best, your money is over here in her life

and his money is over here in his house. – It's a Wonderful Life

GOD's money will be in all of our lives. GOD invests into his

people. Who will be the one that returns GOD the most favor.

The 5 talent man or the one talent man. He wishes to take your

praise and heal the sick. Your businesses will thrive because

GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC will believe in your companies.

Be honest with your stats, a financial statement tells a story.

GOD's people deserve to know. GOD help anyone that betrays

GOD's people. It is not a torment that I care to think of.

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I hope Judas had a chance to ask for forgiveness, for he was

only a pawn in the plan.

How will this create a foundation for GOD's temple?

I pray that you guide this humble servant in ways that touch

everyone's heart. Guide me using our forefathers. Sample

media to help me to present your message. You gave me the gift

of Aletheia. Let me use it to glorify you Lord.

The foundation is GOD's people, it grows generation after

generation. Read numbers if you want to be bored to tears or

get the concept of compounded interest. The SWEAT, BLOOD

and TEARS of our forefathers shall serve the Lord by serving

ourselves.

Oh Lord, please give your humble servant the talents to

convince mankind the only way to you is through Jesus Christ

and his teachings delivered by him for you. Give me the

wisdom to always do your will. Give me the gift of

reacquainting your people to you. They are lost. With your

grace that can be found.

Lord, please let me witness what you have built within me.

Clip – Treasure – Holes

I have stumbled so many times.

I still have something I would like to honor you with. It will be

my gift to you my Father. So everyone can see all of my

intentions were for your approval. It will not be a house of

cedar, but of a … reminding all of your people the struggles of

mankind. They will learn there of your Love for them and Heal

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on the inside. This will be a very special place that your

children near and far will come to witness your Glory and

Praise you. Everyone will leave with a New Name in Christ

that only you and they know. It is how they will address you as

Newborn Believers.

Will the people comprehend the magnitude of your gift Lord?

You my humble servant Nathan, you have cast out my nets, you

may watch my Miracle. You may watch as my people find

ways to mutually nurture one another when there is a shepherd

to look after them. You do not possess the comprehension that

would enable you to know the reach of your Lord. You will not

live to see complete fulfillment, but you will see the fruits of

your labor at my Direction and Timing

Lord,

I am so thankful for being given the opportunity to serve you

and only you. You have your reasons for choosing me to spread

the news. A used car salesman with an addictive personality.

But I have faith and family. You blessed me with those. Give

me the strength to do your will. Protect me from those that

would slow your plan. I will cast your nets as far as your people

will need. It will be up to them to harvest and tithe.

Your humble servant,

Nate

because I love you my Father

Will I have to contend with the disbelievers?

Yes, but remember I have buffers

What shall I tell them?

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Bring my accusers forward worked pretty well for Jesus

But you allowed him to be crucified. Will I have to endure

anything like that torment?

Sticks and stones may break your bones, but names will never hurt

you. Words will, but you have your Faith and you have my WORD

This is my third attempt. Will you bless it this time?

I blessed it the first time, it was your impatience that got you in

trouble. Always remember to wait on me hand and foot

In no way am I trying to claim your words as my own. I am

answering my own questions with what you are putting on my

heart.

I am fearful of you Father, but I revel in your Love.

How will I know who the genuine believers are?

You will recognize them by their Generosity of Time,

Resources and Kindness to their Neighbor

Will this change the world?

Me, I can only hope so

Why did you make women so beautiful and so unpredictable?

Silly, it's the flavor of life. Be a humble man with a loving wife

and you will find true happiness. You both shall revel in my

Love

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What should be done about gay marriage?

You know exactly where I stand on homosexuality. But if the

Bach family can endure Arthur, then GOD's family can endure

homosexuality. A marriage is between a man and a woman. If a

couple wants to publicly announce their Love for one another

and gain living rights, fine. But they know this is displeasing to

Me and therefore they should not be able to subject a child to a

perverted lifestyle. No adoptions

GOD Loves all homosexuals and FORGIVES. He is just

displeased, as any Dad would be.

I feel like I am interviewing you Lord. But if this is my only

chance, please enlighten me with valid questions. I feel like a

walk on the beach. I love the beach. It is where I connect best

with you. Please help me to remember your words, because I'm

not carrying a notepad. My fingers hurt Lord. Let me rejoice

this Labor Day weekend and finish my beer. LOL

September 6, 2009

Another Sunday will come and go Lord. I watched TV last

night and instead of the ballgames I watched Prophecy on the

History Channel. They predict “The End” to be in 2012. I guess

I haven't seen that vision. My Vision is of HOPE and a PLAN

that will work. They have not seen your Plan Father.

That is why they can only see the Destruction my Son

You're back!!!

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I never left you

Just saw a woman walking a three-legged dog. The dog was

happy and I know she loves that dog.

It is the sick that need your love. They already have mine and

can revel in it any time they choose

It is Sunday. A day of rest. Must I write on the Sabbath?

Remember when Jesus answered the same question. But they

were trying to trick him

Okay, put a little Miagi magic on my finger and let's write.

You are a silly man. You have my favor. My people relate to

humor. They all want to be happy. But a joke is only shortlived.

Happiness comes through the heart. A feeling of Joy,

Peace, Fulfillment and Contentment that keeps you moving

forward and enjoying life along the way

Will your people come to know you again?

As I told you before, your mind cannot comprehend my reach.

As I promised, you will see the fruits of your labor at my

Direction and Timing

As I look at the ocean, I am reminded of someone inventing a

way for it to be converted to drinking water.

It has already been invented my son. Not limited to drinking

water, but many resources. It is in the minds of the born and

unborn. Their creativity is being suppressed

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Are they square pegs trying to fit into round holes and society

keeps telling them they are doing it all wrong?

Exactly, what are you doing Nathan, writing a book? LOL

Yep, I have a few people close to me that I want to take care of

financially. But I will stick with giving you 90% and taking

10% for myself. No financial rewards could come close to the

feeling of mission accomplished. I have faith in your people,

my people. I am scared Lord. You spoke of the one that delivers

your message being ill and in need of medical attention. If it is

my time, take me Oh Lord. I beg of you to allow me health to

deliver your message personally. You gave Solomon wisdom. I

ask for Health Care for all Mankind. This is a humble request

Lord.

It is starting to rain. Why do you plague us with disasters?

I EFFECT someone with everyone

They know my Wraith

Let those who would know ME appreciate

MY Strength, Forgiveness and LOVE

You always speak with a living word. You don't specify, why?

Because I speak in a different tongue to touch all who seek me.

I touch their hearts in the manner I choose. Their minds do the

searching

Oh, I've been meaning to ask you. Whatever happened to all

those tapes that I sent Oprah? I am clueless to what is on them.

You were speaking through me Lord. I have some I saved, but

most went to her.

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It matters not my son. You are still delivering my Gift. Keep up

the good work

Thank you my Lord, my GOD, my Savior.

The rain clouds have disappeared and I am searching my brain

what to ask you. Why do you not answer prayers?

I answer all prayers, you just might not like why and how I do

it. And in your case, how long I will contemplate it

Damn right, I don't like what I have been through. But only

now am I able to see how you were maturing me in faith with

the pitfalls of life.

Why do you fill a man's head with desire enough to ruin their

lives and the lives of others?

It is Restraint that shows their true character. Those without

restraint shall answer to me. Jesus is a great defense attorney,

but you must understand, I AM a …... GOD

I'm sorry my Lord. I cannot bear to think of you that way. I can

only see the good.

I cannot share this with my family. I have worried them

enough. I can only share with a few close friends, new close

friends and those who don't know me.

How do you think Jesus felt? You can see the worry in her face.

You can see the Love for her son. Your family already knows

you. It is you that continue the Facade

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I have found comfort in relying on you GOD.

I am always here for you to count on. I got your back

Had to brush that nasty taste out of my mouth. Now what was it

you were saying? Oh yeah hygiene.

You must be clean before seeing the Lord. You must be kept

always when not performing labor. You must report in to your

assigned task for the betterment of your Brother. You already

know how I feel about lazy through my son Jesus Christs

teachings

I think you skipped over hygiene a little fast and went to work

ethic. Can you expand on hygiene?

Do I need to!!! A Filthy Mind is a Filthy Body

Are We Clear – A Few Good Men

“CRYSTAL”

I have found people want to take care of their own and select

groups and not be global.

Salvation starts within your family. Make your peace within

your family. Then make your peace for your world. Your family

is your foundation. Nathan my son, please don't question the

reach of the GOD Almighty again

I will GOD, only when I seek your guidance. Forgive me for

any doubts I have had. These are questions I must be able to

answer for my accusers.

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I watched the movie Green Mile last night. It was cool the way

he shared the cornbread with the man who had asked for

forgiveness and none with the unforgiven.

It is my plan to share the bread with everyone that will eat of

me. You will have to carry those who would not

Hey, I wonder what those Pontiac Grand Am's are worth that

Oprah Winfrey gave away. And I wonder what a LEGACY

TRUST balance would have looked like today if the same

money was invested, instead of a car purchase. Probably not all

that great because the market took a shit. And people got hurt,

got hurt real bad.

Nathan, ask me that same question 100 years from now. The

answer depends on my people. All I have ever asked for is 10%

and me, dammit. I want to give it back to you with interest

Me dammit huh. Is that why you commanded that we not take

the Lord's name in vain. Because when it needs to make the

most impact on your people, it is not watered down with use.

We need to get this one don't we? I must admit, I did not tithe. I

was not sure where to put what I have. I tried to give to your

people on the street.

Nathan my son, my Wonderful Loving son. Do I need to

educate you once again of the effects of Compounded Interest.

It is not just Financial, it is Spiritual. Reflect on that

commercial of doing good for someone else and it causes them

to do something good for others. You will not live to see this.

This will be a New Generation of GOD's People

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I got my check. My great great great … grandfather must have

been a pretty cool dude. I don't know how I would make ends

meet right now if the subsidized healthcare that I receive now,

was coming out of my check in taxes. Plus I'm getting a

LEGACY check to boot. GOD Bless You Grandma and

Grandpa.

“From the Estate of Nathan J. Isbell” – a humble servant of the

Lord

“Endeavor to Persevere” - The Outlaw Josey Wales

I don't know about you, but I am fascinated by time capsules.

What is revealed to future generations?

Here's one – we could leave such an astronomical debt that our

country declares bankruptcy and all economies of the global

world collapse.

I think I would prefer the Scooby Doo ending don't you. I'm

going for a smoke break, stay tuned, as I think GOD is going to

lay it out for you.

Hear Me My People

Dude, you gotta slow it down a bit. You are putting too much in

my head at once.

Why do you slow me, when you have always hastened me?

I was frantic about your news Lord. I have learned to wait on

you because your plan is bigger than anyone can comprehend at

a glance.

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That is why I desire an Earthly Entity through which I can Love

my People. You will Build my Temple Nathan, with the Bricks

of Mankind

Speaking of frantic. You spoke of future Prophets being

suppressed. How can we fix that? I have a suggestion, but I

haven't felt that on my heart yet. If whomsoever feel they have

something on their heart that would be for the betterment of

their neighbor, step forward – now call your neighbor. If

whomsoever feel they have something on their heart that would

be for the betterment of our world. Call me. Like a think tank.

I like it, but when they get really Confused, they call on me.

Their Father

That was all me. I hope you approve father. Your grace leads

my thoughts.

The plan must come my People, it is for the People, by the

People and ME. So that you may continue your Praise and

Love of ME. I give you the ANSWER

Disclaimer time: me is him, not me. Got to keep that one

straight.

Hey remember that illustration I made of a perfect World and if

$10 million were invested in 1985. I would challenge future

generations to figure out how much that would be in their own

time. Also the amount of lost time due to floundering looking

for a way to honor our Creator. Thus denying a stimulus for our

own survival. Go figure asking you for help is the Last Resort.

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He gave me a great thought, then took it back for now. I have

masterminded all kinds of ways to capitalize on your plan

Father. Please forgive me.

You, who have Navigated your way through the Perpetuity

Laws of your World, will be Blessed by the Splendor of MY

Love, not of materialistic ideology

All I have ever wanted to do is please you Father.

Whatcha writing their George?

Science fiction stuff.

Get out of town. I never knew you had any creativity. Let me see.

I never show anyone my stories.

Why not?

They may not like them. They may laugh at me. – Back to the

Future

What a shame – humble Nathan

Be quiet, they may want to give you a pill.

Let their Blood spill on the Blade of Ignorance.

Nathan you are my Sheath and I will draw my Sword from your

Mouth, those that would not hear MY WORD shall PERISH

Hold up wait a minute, let me put some Scrooge in it. Are these

the things that will happen or could happen. I prefer the Scooby

Doo ending.

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Charles Manson – what's up with that. I saw him on TV again

this week. I want a place where people can go at their choosing

to see how despicable mankind can become. I realize there will

be a certain amount of erotic twisted thoughts. I hope and pray

that you all are able to seek help before harming any of GOD's

children. A discrete panic button will be available for you, you

that need help. I don't think he needs any more media attention.

If I care, I'll ask. Otherwise let the Lord have mercy on his soul

and die.

Joke; a postman is retiring after 20 years of faithful service.

The wife asked her husband what they should do for him. He

replies, screw him, give him a dollar. She proceeds to screw

him, gave him a dollar and cooked some breakfast for him. The

postman is very thankful and asked the woman why? She said

her husband told her to screw you, give you a dollar and the

breakfast was my idea. LOL

LAUGH – what you know from funny

I have created your Earthly Entity with the paltry sum of one

dollar. GOD LEGACY TRUST LLC. I will build this place. A

place where people can seek guidance. That will be my gift to

you my Lord. For all that wish to be healed, merely ask in your

Holy name. Take what you need, leave what you don't. Always

clean your plate and never be greedy with GOD's gift. By the

way, GOD can be smoozed with a gift of Love. Now you know

where to put it and receive it tenfold.

Father, I will deliver your word. I have no fear any longer.

Words and Music. They go together, without the Words there is

no Music – Eddie and the Cruisers

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September 7, 2009 Austin's Birthday

Ophiuchus – this is the name you have given me – your humble

servant Nathan

Forgive me my Father for my impatience. I have hired Go

Daddy to build your website. I do not possess the skills to do

you justice. I pray that our web designer is a believer. I wanted

to use my circle, but they were inept in their own skill sets,

time and resources that would have ultimately only produced

adequate results. This needs to be spectacular. With your

direction, Lord speak through me your humble servant, to the

web designer.

Everyone possesses a different set of Skills. Learn them, Love

them and become Good at them. You will have my favor with a

good work ethic. And then you can Praise ME for the Talents

that I, your Father having given unto you. For I the Father, to

give back to you Tenfold

Not to make a bad joke here, but isn't that a “Redistribution of

Wealth”? -Nathan the Investor

LOL – yes it is. I want you to reinstate Birthrights. It is the

Salvation for my People

In this book, can I use your words in red like Jesus has done in

the Bible?

No, you may reverse print with red. My believers will put the

red in themselves, if I reach their hearts

Is there a significance to red lettering?

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Red represents the blood of my Son Jesus Christ, who believed

in his brother and sister in Christ so much, he gave his own Life

for yours. That is why you may reverse the red. For there are

many who have come since. They cry out to their Heirs

My friend Brian told me his dying mother told him not to get

caught up in life, but to live and enjoy his life. How can we live

and enjoy our lives, if our responsibilities outweigh our

income?

Live within your means and have a BACK UP PLAN!!! – Dad

I will loosen your yolk as I have done before. I will Heal my

people, through my people. Your forefathers will subsidize your

income and Praise ME

Tell me the story of Ophiuchus.

You read it online

Yeah, I know, I just wanted to get it in this book. I am very

excited about my new Godly name. I have a different skill set

from my predecessor Asclepius. He was a hands on guy. I want

to hire someone with better skills than I and appreciate his skill

set with compensation.

The lowest of the low will have your respect and my Blessing.

Everyone touches everyone. All are touched by ME

Will the poor always be among us?

I don't know – Mr. Hand and Mr. Spicolli – Fast Times at

Ridgemont High

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I don't know, let's find out

one

two

three, CRUNCH

THREE – Tootsie Roll Owl

The Wise Old Owl predicts it will take three generations to

grow GOD back into our World.

There are blades of grass and there are weeds. Check your own

lawn for that answer, then check your neighbors

Abortion is a deep dark secret of mine Lord. (1st Wife) and I

aborted one of your children. Only you know what that child

has become. I beg for forgiveness from my unborn child and

my GOD that I may be released from guilt for committing a

sin. Thou shalt not commit MURDER. Lord, I ask you to put it

on the hearts of young women to make good decisions. Young

men are too horny. Whatever the consequences, touch her heart

and allow her to choose the destiny that will forever be with

her. It is her choice. Not one to be taken lightly.

Who will teach them how to make good decisions?

GOD

Family – Churches – Schools – Mentors – Friends

I just busted a gut. You are a funny GOD and I love you. The

Tootsie Roll Owl, Mr. Hand and Mr. Spicolli will now go down

in history.

If anyone asks you a ridiculous question, refer them to the Owl

or Mr. Spicolli

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I was told that no question is ridiculous, is that true?

Yes and No

Think before you Speak

Think before you Correct or Humiliate

Be Gracious of Sincere Constructive Criticism from your

Neighbor

DON'T BE – LITTLE !!!

Thank you GOD, that is something we should all keep in mind.

I'm glad that I was laughing at myself.

I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. The only times of

depression were when I couldn't be heard and made fun of or

worried people. I think I am ADHD. Look at me, I am self

diagnosing my illness. I definitely have the hyper part.

You are as I have made you. Your peers call it an illness. I call

it a Gift. Ask any true mother. My children that have been

suppressed or are suppressing others, will begin to allow their

children to explore their creativity and encourage their efforts.

It is through these efforts, that you will find comfort

Will I be asked a lot of questions about you and freeze like the

frog cartoon Ribbit!

Let them read what is written for their own answers. I ask of no

defense from you Nathan. Your sales skills will no longer be

required

Cool, then I'll check you at the bar.

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What about the people that won't participate?

My nets will catch all I will need to tend to the Well-Being of

All

This place we spoke of as my gift to you Lord. It will heal

many on the inside.

Is it not a gift from you. Should it not be a Surprise. The Gift

that you would be given unto me, was put onto your heart by

ME

Speaking of surprises Lord, is the Lord Jesus Christ coming to

grace us with his presence again?

Are you Worthy to accept him this time? He is all around you

now. He is the Holy Spirit. You have answered your own

quandary. It's a Surprise

You know my daughter weighs heavily on my heart. I have not

mentioned her much, because I have buried her in my heart.

Am I the victim of parental alienation syndrome or a dad with

shortcomings? I pray one day she will come back to me.

She is confused, but she will be Enlightened

I Will Be With You

This is a daunting task Lord.

I Will Be With You

This is my Body

This is my Blood

Do this in Remembrance of Me – Jesus

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GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC

Blessed are those that join in my miracle. Be hold my Mighty

Hand

09 – 09 – 09

September 9, 2009

My thesis:

I remember seeing Sgt. York struggling with GOD and

Country. The Bible pages were turned and he began to read

“give unto Caesar what is Caesar's and give unto GOD what is

GOD's” he didn't know the answer, but fought for his country

until he did. He killed to save lives.

Please help me with this Lord. I need an opening statement

that will encapsulate the essence of your message. What do you

want me to tell your people about what you are directing me to

do?

The LEGACY Will and TRUST gives you the opportunity

to leave all that you are and will ever be, to your

Loved ones and Compassionate interests

GOD has put onto my heart a gift. He wishes me to share it

with mankind. GOD desires an entity through which his people

can praise him and he can bless them tenfold for all future

generations for an eternity. – your humble servant Nathan

The Gift – The Lamb - GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC

Explanation to web designer:

Please see the attached living TRUST and living will. This

is the finished product of what this website is intended to

achieve. I want people to be able to go on this site and establish

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themselves a Living Will and TRUST free of charge. After

completion, they can print it out, get it notarized and file. It will

also give them an opportunity to direct their inheritance and

leave a LEGACY of their own. It will also give them an

opportunity to square with GOD on the 10% they have been

meaning to give him. Only now they know it will be directly

for the good of their brothers.

GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC:

Will reinvest 50% of its yield and disburse 50% for socialized

healthcare. The government need not be involved. We have all

been wondering how we were going to pay for healthcare for

everyone. This is the answer.

As I compile all of the documents and write my intro for

you, I realize that it is done. All I have to do is wait for the web

designer to put your gift available for sale. Salvation. You want

us to survive for your enjoyment. You've given us everything

Lord. We can't screw it up. I am still amazed how you

orchestrated my life to get to this point. Wow, what a ride. I

would've never been able to write the story any better or near as

good. I think your and my people are going to enjoy our book.

Don't you? No wonder you needed a salesman.

I think that nasty old devil looked at the date wrong. It is

09 – 09 – 09 not 06 – 06 – 06. This is GOD's Day, for the Gift

is Complete.

Now there,

How do you like me now?

I hope all are able to rebuke the temptations of the devil. I

know I won't. But I know my father will forgive me. He says to

remember the Laws of Moses and Jesus. They are our guide.

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P. S.

somewhere in my reading, I saw that I am to interpret what 666

means. So here it goes, I was constantly looking for signs.

Things that would indicate I was on the right path and not a

psychopath. The more I looked for signs, the easier it was for

me to find them. The devil is all around you and if you're

looking for him, you're going to find him. He may even be on

the front row. I saw all kinds of crap. It all made sense, at that

time anyway. I guess I was searching for something credible

and that made me pull the same kind of twist that Nostradamus

drew from in Astrology. I don't know if there is anything to the

dots that I have connected to who I am in Christ and my

Purpose for GOD, but they are a collection of things that make

you go Hmmm.... they could be further temptations from the

devil. I'll let you be the judge. I know in my heart that I have

fulfilled my Purpose for my GOD and earned my right to the

Kingdom of Heaven. If the dots that I have connected, places

me in the Constellation Ophiuchus as my place to dwell after

my earthly flesh dies, I can dig it.

September 11, 2009

“LET'S ROLL”

I was so wrapped up in my own world, the one that mirrors

the fiscal situation that our country is in. Although, I was

personally not impacted by any of the Muslim Jihad terrorist, I

have experienced the pain of loss through Hurricane Ivan. They

say time heals all wounds. There is an exception. A wound that

is not thoroughly cleaned out can appear to be healing, but will

always fester up again and again. We didn't start this, but we

Damn sure need to finish it.

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The first time that I read through the Old Testament, I

thought the total annihilation of cultures was to the extreme. I

still do. That is the humanity and moral fiber of my being. The

consequences of GOD's assigned task, had they not been

carried out, would have been an everlasting battle with the

descendents of the conquered. I pray this is not the only way to

achieve World Peace. These terrorists and terrorist harboring

countries, need to understand we do have a lot of cattle, not just

a big hat. Our bite is as big as our bark. Our destiny is to live in

peace. Anyone that doesn't want to play along “Gotta Get That

Boom Boom Boom”.

Ronald Reagan knew this principle all too well. You keep a

bigger tank than the next guy on hand, so you don't have to use it.

Unfortunately, time has elapsed and this one appears to be

healing. Unclean, infected and politically correct. The wound is

festering to a boiling point with economics, politics,

censorship, tea parties, war, perceived indecisiveness/weakness

and the removal of the Constitution and GOD from our lives.

Now I'm not a theologian, but this sounds an awful lot like

what Revelations would look like.

This is a date in history that should never, ever become so

politically correct that we forget who started all this. I pray for

the families that lost loved ones on that horrific day.

I am sitting here on the balcony of my dream. I have

dreamed of owning my own condo on the beach for a very long

time. Now I have one and still longing for more. I understand

that reaching the finish line is not important unless I can take

everyone with me.

Seigar, you can do it. Climb that wall Seigar, climb it. –

Officer and a Gentleman

The ocean rumbles today. I am waiting on you Lord. I pray

that our new web designer is a believer and gets enthused with

your plan.

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I have been pondering your words of me not being able to

comprehend your reach. You are right my Father. I cannot

comprehend. Although I try and see the most glorious things

coming from your gift, and it will work, but this is for an

eternity and I can not envision your greatness for generations to

come. I don't think your children will need another miracle, the

miracle is you. And we will live GOD every day.

Think GOD –Oh GOD II

I am so anxious to get started. The website will be built

finally. It was through a series of steps to get here. I reflect back

on the last five years and shudder and rejoice. I have tried to

pass this project onto someone smarter than me. It doesn't have

anything to do with intelligence. I can hold my own in that

department as well. It has to do with faith. What I saw was

coming together for the third time, I knew that I could control

my manic state. The euphoria was excellent. I have become

educated about the symptoms, so now I can actually enjoy it

without getting into trouble. What thoughts might you have, if

you were convinced that GOD has put something on your heart

and mind and kept you in a constant struggle to get it to his

deaf people. It's hell. I desperately want to please my Father

and my Dad. My dad plays it close to the vest. Maybe a little

too close. Our relationship is strained and I wish I knew how to

fix it. I feel I have disappointed him, but a half of $1 million

will do that. That shows some true love, doesn't it. I think I

would strangle Austin. LOL

Suicide – what do you think was on the mind of that man

who leaped to his long agonizing death from the World Trade

Center on September 11, 2001? What is on our minds, given

much more options than that man. My ex-father-in-law spoke

of suicide. He said he was scared to do it. He nearly did it with

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drinking and driving. He was lucky. I have thought of suicide

on many occasions. My finances and family were crumbling.

Just like George Bailey, I began to wonder if I'd never been

born at all. I could not have made it through this Lord if it

weren't for you. You caused it to happen and you could have

helped me with the sting of divorce, but it was all in the script

and what a Wonderful Script it is.

September 12, 2009

It's a jelly of the month club membership – Clark Griswold

That's the gift that keeps on giving – Eddie

 Christmas Vacation

Do you want to make a charitable donation to your favorite

passion? Leave a LEGACY gift. It's the gift that keeps on

giving.

I remember when I went to college. My dad put $10,000 into

the market. I received approximately $100 a month which I

would use as fun money at college.

One day, years ago on the golf course, I was working on getting

life insurance and the idea came to me to leave this life benefit

concept to my family.

2004 Hurricane Ivan forever changed my life. My journal

detailing how GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC was created.

Fox and Friends – just saw Karl Rove had some lunch to raise

funds for the American Cancer Society. I think that is

wonderful. If there was only a American Cancer Society

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LEGACY TRUST fund. That would be the LEGACY gift that

would keep on giving for an eternity. At the same time, put

money into our economy and economies worldwide. The Lord's

reach is endless.

If your passion is PETA. Give a LEGACY gift. I love that

scene when the Pet Detective whacks the Monopoly guy and

parades around using him as a wrap. I don't think if people saw

what is entailed to get to the finished product of a fur coat, they

would want one to fulfill a materialistic ideology.

I remember seeing a movie where Skinners found a family of

raccoons with beautiful fur. They killed the family and hired

Chinese women to sew the skins into garments. The women

became possessed and sewed their own lips and nose together

to suffocate. Weird movie. Is that what it will take before

people realize, if it is food, then by all means take what you

need, use all you take and not cause extinction. If you Kill

GODs Creatures for pretentious status, then shame on you.

You've been WARNED!!!

I am growing my hair out and I have a bed head this morning. I

look like Peter Pan with a beard. I love that scene when the

child pulls Peter's face back and says “Oh Peter, there you are”.

It told me, Oh Peter you have lost your dreams, come back to

your dreams – Hook

Have we unionized ourselves completely off the global

competitive market. I think people would be grateful for a job

right about now. What a shame these people worked their

whole lives for a dream. Now it has turned to a nightmare.

Where's my money? Our economy took a crap, sorry, oops.

There is nothing wrong with our economy. It is the strongest in

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the world, but we are relying on borrowed money to support all

the programs. We need to spend what we have. Our credit lines

are exhausted. GOD's LEGACY TRUST LLC will heal his

people. Caesar needs to pay back his debt to the World and

invest into the World. So that one day everyone will receive the

basic necessities of life. Food, water, shelter, health care and

freedom!!! Caesar needs to teach leaders of the world how they

can invest into their own economy and care for themselves. If

they don't have a market. Let them invest in ours.

Damn, that was a good letter to the editor. I sent it to the

Atlanta Journal, USA Today, New York Times and the

Washington Post. I'll keep you posted.

This is the scroll with the Seven Seals. The Seven Seals are the

Seven Deadly Sin's. The scroll is two-sided. The Vessel is

LEGACY Will and TRUST and the Lamb is GOD's LEGACY

TRUST LLC.

September 13, 2009

No word from anyone except Kim, who told me I was

premature in sending this out. Maybe so, it's just very hard to

contain my excitement. I have been here before. This time, I am

controlled and patiently will wait on the Lord. Yes, I am back to

hastening you again Lord.

September 15, 2009

Starting a business is a lot like planting a seed. You nurture it

and reap the harvest. Why do we continually make charitable

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donations like seed to the birds. We must plant are charitable

seeds, so that the birds can eat up its fruit for an Eternity.

September 16, 2009

I want to win my place in the constellation Ophiuchus like

Phorbas did. I have created GOD an Earthly Entity through

which he can bless his children. He put it on my heart.

These visions that you are putting on my heart Lord are

wonderful. Is it possible? I know that it is, but will your people

respond? These grandiose ideas are hard for anyone to

understand, but YOU and I. It is fascinating to see you unfold

the future before me.

I love how you made me love riddles.

Here's one:

There are two identical doors. One leads to heaven and the

other to hell. There are two identical twins in the same room.

One always lies and one always tells the truth and you are

unaware which is which. You are allowed one question and one

question only. What would your question be to ensure you

choose the right door?

Which door is the one that you will choose? We make those

choices every day.

Give up???

Knowing that I want to go to heaven, if you were I, what door

would he ( the other twin) choose?

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They will both point to hell. LOL that's a good one.

I guess you can reverse the question or reverse your life if you

want to go to hell. Then they would both point to heaven.

As I dance to have your way with me, I reflect on my hands the

sign that I will give with both of them symbolizing two crosses

and I am in the middle. Lord I am ready for my Crucifixion.

Let my accusers come for me. This is all for you my Lord.

Thank you for giving us this gift. Thank you Lord for giving

me the tenacity to Endeavor to Persevere.

-Amen

Why have I not used amen in my journals before?

You had not seen my total vision Nathan. You will never see it

in your lifetime. The use of Amen is a sign from me that there

is closure in your purpose for Me

Thank you Lord, I am so ready for closure. To know that I will

one day face you Lord. I am an open book to your people and

to you Lord. All I am is in you.

Wouldn't that be a wonderful gesture to your neighbor. A wave

with your hands symbolizing the cross. You can let everyone

know that you have Jesus in your heart with a simple cheerful

physical expression. I love it. The homosexuals can use the lefthand

and the heterosexuals can use the right hand. Can't we all

just get along – Rodney King.

Why can't we Lord?

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Oh Lord, I think I opened a can of worms in my own life. I am

a product of a discriminatory race and generation. I believe in

race preservation.

Nathan my humble servant. When Jacob wagered with his

father in law over the colors of the sheep, what happened? Did

the spotted ones taste the same? There lies your answer

Yeah, I'm just not digging on the whole interracial scene.

Maybe it has something to do with GOD being displeased with

Solomon for marrying a different type of woman. It is very

confusing, but I am sure that if there is love, the couple will be

able to survive cultural boundaries, prejudice and family.

Love is the tie that binds – Mrs. Doubtfire

We should support their decision, because it is a brave one and

not to be taken lightly. It is the cultural differences that need to

be addressed. What does your community and you yourself

exemplify? DO A PERSONAL, HONEST EXAMINATION.

NEED A MIRROR?

Go freaking figure. White, black, yellow and green. If you are

freaked up, you are freaked up. Unfortunately, there is a stigma

that needs to be overcome. Can you do it? Reach high, reach to

your GOD!!!

You want to hear some first-hand stories I have heard about the

poor community. No, you don't. Your community must clean up

and be Servants of the Lord. Then you shall receive the

blessings of your Ancestors and your GOD.

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Build, Build Yourself, Build Your Family, Build Your

Community, Build Your Country

Then Build Your World – They are Your Neighbors

It is up to you. You hear me. Stoney, you in the garage. I'm

talking to you. Be a betterment to your neighbor. Make a

difference with your life. You know your purpose, learn from

my experiences and bring your dreams to life to better the lives

of everyone around you. Don't always expect monetary gain,

for there is a much greater gratification to your own self worth

that does not come from the almighty dollar.

Teacher says that every time a bell rings, an angel gets his wings.

That's right, That's right, Way to go Clarence. - It's a Wonderful

Life

September 18, 2009

Cool T-shirt idea

Both arms extended with hands showing sign of the cross.

Insert your pitcher in between, because Jesus is in all that

except him.

Every LLC that accepts a dividend check from GOD's

LEGACY TRUST LLC must provide full financial disclosure

on public records.

This is funny. Last night I watched how a minnow of a fish was

causing a drought to a land that feeds GOD's children out in

California.

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The reason it is funny, is a beach mouse protects GOD's

Sanctuary. A beach mouse has held GOD's spot. LOL Well, I

think it's funny.

September 19, 2009

The mighty beach mouse has held the Fort down. LOL Here's a

novel thought. Get Marlin Perkins to relocate them. Get 'em

Jim. LOL – Animal Kingdom

Hi Folks, Marlin Perkins here. Today we are relocating box

turtles, but these waters have been known to be infested with

bloodthirsty crocodiles. We are coming up on the bulk of the

turtles now. Unfortunately for Jim, the bulk of the crocodiles as

well. I have spotted the perfect turtle to relocate and Jim has

entered the water. Get 'em Jim. Watch out for that...... oh well,

did you get that on video? We'll submit it to Life's Most

Dangerous Experiences. Some people will actually like

watching this shit and pay to see it. That's screwed Up.

If we can relocate Native Americans, why can't we relocate

GOD's creatures for the betterment of mankind. He loves us the

most.

September 20, 2009

Went to my old church today. Hadn't been there in three years.

Ever since the old man my ex-wife tried to befriend hit on her.

Ouch, isn't it amazing how when GOD directs me to share his

plan to the Minister, that he would be preaching on fulfilling

your mission.

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Mission accomplished

I am waiting now to see if your plan is accepted at your church

by your spokesman. It really doesn't matter anymore. I have

climbed this mountain before, I will shake the dust from my

feet of any place that would not hear GOD's plan for our lives.

I was having some doubts again for the past couple of days and

you gave me the sign I needed to strengthen myself through

your Word.

It is through Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior, that I find

strength to carry on and deliver his Gift.

The Masters Plan

October 17, 2009

You can be so much more

The bad stuff, is easier to believe. Have you ever noticed that –

Pretty Woman

Stoney (Simba), you are more than you have become – the Lion

King

Look harder, your Father is in you – Drafiki

Take Your Place

Endeavor to Persevere – Nathan – a humble servant of the Lord

- “A Godly Man”

Have you ever indulged in marijuana?

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I don't really see any relevance to my mission for GOD, but I'll

come clean.

I have experimented with marijuana, but I didn't inhale and I

never had sexual relations with that woman.

-Bill Clinton a.k.a. President William Jefferson Clinton

Nov 23, 2009

Here's a crazy idea. Since the Government has so much money,

lets give everyone that completes a LEGACY Will and TRUST

a $10000 LEGACY policy, so we at least will plant a seed for

future generations. This will be a gift from your forefathers and

country, so you don't have to wait for the 10 acres and a mule

you think this country owes you.

Make something of your life.

Make a Difference.

Life is Grand.

It is what you make of it.

If this was a car deal, I would go out for a smoke while you

think I am working real hard for you. Then I would come back

and say Good News. GOD will throw in Everlasting Salvation

in you will buy in TODAY!!! Sign right there on the dotted

line, press hard, three copies.

CONGRATULATIONS!!! You've just become another

wonderful brick in GOD's Temple. All of your Heirs will enjoy

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getting a LEGACY Check from your LLC for an eternity. Your

Countrymen will thrive because of your insightful desire to

leave the World a better place. Your favorite Charities and

Passions can budget to help the masses. Your Creator can take

his rightful place on this earth and

Heal His People...

How appropriate it is to finish this on

Thanks Giving Day

Happy Thanks Giving To All

May GOD Bless Us All

GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC

***THE DREAM TEAM***

GODS TREASURY

5 TALENT TEAM:

WARREN BUFFETT

BILL GATES

2 TALENT TEAM:

ROBERT KIYOSAKI

DONALD TRUMP

1 TALENT TEAM:

JIM CRAMER

JIM'S CHOICE

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This is the talent that will make up GOD's Dream Team. A

semi-annual progress report will reveal who will become the

new 5, 2 and 1 talent team. May the best team prevail for the

Glory of GOD.

Six positions and Six positions only. These positions will be

passed along by the talent to the new talent of their choice.

LEGACY

6 TALENTS

6 POSITIONS

6 MONTHS

666 He's all around you,

stop looking for him,

for you are sure to find

HIM

The bad stuff is easier to believe- Pretty Woman

Man, I am one hell of a salesman. I think I'll buy my own book.

LOL

Thanks T.D. I like that line.

Mr. Lewis and I are going to build Ships. GREAT BIG SHIPS.

(GOD's Financial ARK)

Stuckey (Stuckey in the Past), you and the rest of the

ambulance chasers handle all the paperwork and keep us out of

court.

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It feels GOOD to build something, doesn't it?

 Pretty Woman

Why are we trained to tear down? GREED – POWER

Why do we always look to Caesar to fix us? He gladly will

with plenty of corruption. He shackles the poor with perceived

gifts and decimates the desire for a different life.

When Caesar controls Health Care, who will get the most

bribes from the richest of the dying and heartbroken desperate?

The poor will always be among us. The rich will always come

first in a corrupt system written by the rich, using the money

and power of Caesar.

Maybe if Caesar's books were as transparent as GOD's, the

people could decide if we want to spend tax dollars on

researching the mating habits of the hobbledoodle worm. And if

there are enough people that want it, let them start a TRUST for

these worms and all of the other vicious Kenids. Why do we

spend money on these bullshit programs when people are

hurting Worldwide?

ANSWER: The LOVE of MONEY

Somebody is getting paid, you can bet your Ass and the Farm

on that one.

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GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC

***THE VISION TEAM***

GODS GOVERNMENT

LEPER PARTY '12

CO-PRESIDENTS:

NEWT GINGRICH

MITT ROMNEY

This is the talent that will make up GOD's Vision Team. If there

is room on the ballot, let GOD have a shot.

You let a preacher into Carbon County?

Well, it wasn't as if we invited him.

When you bring Faith and Hope to a desperate group of people,

they will dig in deeper than ever and nothing will break them.

-Pale Rider

 

OPHIUCHUS

ENDEAVOR TO

PERSEVERE

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First came my vision. It came at a very low time in my life,

when I was actually coming up with business ideas to rectify

my own fiscal mess. It evolved to my ultimate purpose. I pray

that GOD does not put such a daunting task on your plate, as he

did mine.

It has been a blessing and a curse to know exactly how

GOD wants to deliver his people via a Gift and not have a

voice strong enough to be heard. Believe me, I have tried to be

heard.

Once I had the vision, it was a lot like the 1990 page health

care bill. I shrank it to two pages to make it a lot easier to

understand. This took a very long time. Five years.

I launched the website and Ta Da. Nothing. That is what

sent me searching to find out who I am in Christ and if this

truly is my purpose for him. I found a lot of dots that truly

connected for me in my heart. They are way out their and could

easily be misconstrued as opportunistic.

I am at the culmination stage of my purpose. Since I can not

be heard, I am going to publish my book. It is a journal of the

last five years of my life trying to interpret my vision and

deliver GOD's Gift. It will be called - GOD's Last Will and

Testament Revealed. Ophiuchus - Endeavor to Persevere.

This vision has completely destroyed my life, but GOD

picked me up and created a much better one. The reason that I

continue to persevere is, I can't get anyone to disprove my

theory. My theory is: LEGACYWILLANDTRUST.com will

create a propagating, everlasting, taxable income stream.

GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC is the Earthly Entity through

which GOD's people can praise him and he can bless all of

mankind for an eternity.

My purpose for GOD is to reveal his Last Will and Testament.

A Seven Sealed, Two-sided Scroll. The Seven Seals are the Seven

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Deadly Sins. One side of the scroll is the Vessel (LEGACY WILL

AND TRUST) and the other is the Lamb (GODS LEGACY

TRUST LLC). On Judgment Day, I will be able to honestly say

that I have exhausted all in my power to deliver his gift.

Hello,

My name is Nathan J. Isbell born Nov. 21, 1962 in

Morocco, Africa. I believe I am Nethinim and possess the gift

of Aletheia (unforget, TRUTH). This is my new name in Christ

and my purpose for GOD.

OPHIUCHUS

ENDEAVOR TO PERSEVERE

Ophiuchus is a Constellation where a human named

Asclepius (AKA Imhotep) dwells as a gift of guilt from the

Greek GOD Zeus. Asclepius witnessed a snake bringing

healing herbs to an ailing snake and this was the catalyst for his

intensive study of medicine. Asclepius became so good at his

GOD given talent, that he began to rob death. This angered

Zeus and he killed Asclepius with a bolt of lightning and later

gave him, for his good deeds, this Constellation to dwell.

The Medical profession adopted and modified the sign of

Ophiuchus. They recognize that Asclepius was the first physician

in existence. The staff represents the rod that was used to entice

the "worm" to wrap itself around, much like a python would do to

suffocate its prey, thus leaving the body and healing the sick. Of

course the snakes represent the aforementioned.

Ophiuchus is also the 13th Zodiac sign that most are not

aware exists. The irony to this is how ignorance plays a role in

every day life. Because if it is not in our frame of reference, it

does not exist and the arrogant, vocally robust continue to rule

over GOD's people.

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This is purely speculation on my part, but I interpret the

Sun to be the Son of GOD and the wings to be the wings of

angels. The galaxy of stars are our ancestors awaiting for man

to figure out GOD's plan so they may join him in the Kingdom

of Heaven. The snakes represent Temptation and Greed. The

gold crown represents the crowns awarded to those who help

fulfill GOD's destiny in their own lives by coming to the aid of

others in need. The circle represents the many different talents

that GOD has given us and the acknowledgment that every man

with talents brings a lifetime of issues and experiences to the

table. Through the wisdom of all TalentS should a verdict be

met. The White Rose is the Rose of TRUTH and DEATH.

Finally the large star represents the unity of all GOD's people

praising Him and watching the miracle unfold before our eyes.

The small cross is little 'ole me and YOU, the Helper.

The miracle is how GOD's Gift will "Fundamentally

Transform" how we bequeath our life long efforts, thus creating

a propagating, everlasting, taxable income stream for our world

to become a better place. GOD's Global people should not be

without food, water, shelter, health care and FREEDOM!!! This

is not an entitlement, but the sweat from your ancestors brow. It

is up to us not to become complacent when your LEGACY

dictates your financial needs have been met. This is a place

where all of your creative juices can begin to flow because you

will have time to think of ways to better your neighbors life.

I have selected Ophiuchus to be the Logo / Insignia that

shall represent GOD's Gift - GODS LEGACY TRUST LLC. To

give all future generations inspiration that GOD dwells among

us. He is in all hearts that would receive Him. It is GOD's

desire to have an Earthly Entity through which he can bless his

children. It is up to us what we make of it. GOD really does

help those that help themselves and their neighbors.

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Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about

things that matter.

Martin Luther King Jr.

They are hard-hearted and stubborn people. But I am

sending you to say to them,

"This is what the Sovereign LORD says"!

- Ezekiel 2: 4

I, Ophiuchus, AM WORTHY of Breaking the Seven Seals

on the Scroll to reveal GOD's Last Will And Testament to all

that would accept the Lord Jesus Christ, the only Man GOD to

ever grace our humble existence by sacrificing his own life for

the sins of Mankind. Father as directed, I have cast your net

Globally. I can only pray that your people will heed your

message and lavish in your Gift. The alternative is becoming

increasingly evident by witnessing the extraction of YOU in

our culture and lives. What would the world be like without

GOD? NOT A Vision I wish to Envision.

I am merely the Messenger. Please don't shoot the

Messenger. At least no one has shouted out “Blasphemy”,

“Crucify Him”. That would suck. I'm blessed to live in a

country to be able to do exactly what I am doing right now and

I want future generations to enjoy those freedoms as well.

Always Respectfully Question Authority.

- Your Humble Servant Nathan

www.LEGACYWILLANDTRUST.com

 

LETTER TO:

BRIAN

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Nov. 30, 2009

To: Brian Winkler

From: Nathan J. Isbell

Re: Executor of my Last Will and Testament

Make sure my Personal LEGACY is fulfilled.

PLEASE PUBLISH MY BOOK:

“GODS LAST WILL AND TESTAMENT REVEALED”

“OPHIUCHUS”

“ENDEAVOR TO PERSEVERE”

My password is **************.

Somewhere in the Bible I read to pray concerning my

travels in the winter. I am a little afraid of this trip to Atlanta.

Bill recently got his plane out of the shop. So to be

overcautious, I am writing this letter to you.

Tell (2nd Wife) how I feel about her. Tell her I Love Her

and always will. Tell her Good Luck on her book.

Brian, this is too important to not fulfill. Do this for me as a

friend.

By me writing this letter to you, signifies that you know the

very intimate details of my life. Good luck on your book.

I Love You My Friend,

Nate

INTERESTING

REFERENCES

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December 3, 2009

PUBLISHING PROPOSAL

Dear Sirs,

I have reviewed your website briefly and I am lead to

believe that the fees will be in excess of my limited cash

resources. I have an appointment to speak with someone on

Monday December 7th at 4:00 P. M. It is very important to me

to get this message out.

If you do elect to take on my book project, is there anyway

that I can pay you in Silver. I have recently purchased 500

ounces of Silver Eagle Coins sealed by the U. S. Mint. I am

very concerned that our economy is in a Stealth Inflation and

our currency is being debased into oblivion.

Somehow it is ironic and prophetic that it should come to

this, but that is how it has been for me for awhile now. I am

Cash Poor, but I have the Silver of Judas to offer up as “All that

I have” to my Lord and Savior. May GOD Forgive him, for he

was merely a Pawn in the “Script”.

Thank You in advance for considering this Unique Proposal,

Nathan J. Isbell

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Hello Lauren,

This is the culmination of all my crazy ideas. I am sorry it

took me five yrs to be able to tell you what they were in an

understandable manner. I was not sure myself, I had to allow

GOD time to mold me. I know you were scared and confused, I

am deeply sorry for that. I had a turmoil inside of me that

would not be settled. I was given a Gift and that was my

purpose for GOD.

I Love and Miss you Lauren, I hope you still don't think

your old man is crazy.

Your Loving Father,

Dad

nathanjisbell@yahoo.com

Ph 251-XXX-XXXX

AMEN

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IN CLOSING

December 21, 2009

Dear Faithful Believers,

I pray that there are still at least 144,000 of you that have

not discounted the Message that I bring, because of the manner

and talents used to bring it to you. The Devil will try and use

Ophiuchus to distract you from GOD's Plan. Keep your eye on

the plan. ***The Vessel*** & ***The Lamb***

Scriptures do say that the Son of Man will return and His

Kingdom and Government will be established for an eternity. If

the Lord Jesus Christ has truly chosen me as His Messenger, I

Pray that I have lived up to the task.

I am not going to run through the bible and show you

scripture to try and make you believe, I've already determined

that to be a waste of time. Each and everyone of you will have

to make up your own mind whether you will be snatched up or

left standing. You have a choice now that will be indefensible

on Judgment day. You hold the fate for your ancestors and

yourself.

I will offer you this. If Astrology is so bad, why does the

bible say to look to the stars for guidance? The stars directed us

to the birth place of Jesus. Who determined the Pentagram to be

Satanic? Who checked their credentials? Could these same

people that place themselves as Judge and Jury over our lives,

resemble the same leaders that Crucified Jesus or maybe the

ones that burned witches at the stake? Are we still so closed

minded that we would continue to do Barbaric things because

our frame of reference is limited?

Lord, I have delivered your Plan and fulfilled my Purpose

for You. I pray for you to remove the scales from their eyes, so

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that they might see the Beauty and Magnitude of your

Everlasting GODLY Love. - Your Faithful, Loving, Humble

Servant Nathan

Amen